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SummerLuv

There's too much beauty to Quit!- from Stay

About Me

You are what you love not what loves you-C KaufmanI AM NOT INTERESTED IN MEETING NEW PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY MEN, ON MYSPACE. I have been a trapped creative soul. I yearn for peace and love. Acceptance of the unique within each of us is beautiful. I have played the piano, classical, since I was 5, though lately I have not had the opportunity. You can't fit a piano in a suitcase. I fiddle with the guitar- occasionally. I sing, though my voice needs fine-tuning. I sound feminine alternative/ folk/ coffee house, but I can sing with a rock edge when needed. A little Melissa Ethridge, Lisa Loeb, Alanis Morissette (I think she is attached to one of the hottest men in this town and deserves it) anyone.I love poetry and want to surround my life with artists and theater. I love acting in all its forms. There is a part of me that would not be whole if I could not continue to grow as an actress. I have always been a good student, and an over achiever.I am an alumnus of the American Academy of Dramatic Arts summer program. I was terrified, and I faced my fear and grew.God gave me some force inside that will not quit, even when I want to, I'm screaming to, and I want to just curl into a ball and cry.I love all religions, as long as you do not try to convert me or harass me into joining. I believe in the first amendment and actually wish I had dual citizenship with some other country because I want to be a citizen of the world. We are all life forces worth something in the universe. I cannot intentionally hurt my enemies, even when they backstab me.I think Bush is greedy. If you are a dream killer, stay away, or I will stomp you with kindness and just being me. Or being the Gemini I am, I may use my head and my mouth to confront you with the truth. If you can't say it to my face, it probably is not true. If you back stab me, be forewarned, I was born in the year of the dog and I can bite, despite my desire to just be a puppy most of the time.Ten years ago I was in a car accident and for about seven years I dealt with knee problems so severe that I could ot walk for long periods without pain and I had to tape my knee. I kept working at my knee though and now I can walk and I can run, but I am smart enough to know that my knees are weak and so I have given up my dream to run a marathon, and am now focused on other outlets for fitness like Yoga. I still want to play basketball again though.I beat BREAST CANCER last summer. It has been a year since my diagnosis, and September 1 marks the anniversary of my Mastectomy. (OK this does not mean I cannot have children. Our education system is really bad if there are actually people over the age of 18 who think that losing your breasts means you can't have kids. Storks do not deliver babies. Sorry to ruin Santa for you. Oh he does exist. Commercialism only wants you to think he does not so you buy more.)I AM A FIGHTER. So can you be. All you need to do is focus, believe, and find the strength within. Feed the artist child within. Don't be afraid to be true to yourself. Don't let others push you into believing you are not what you were made to be.Hollywood has twisted reality and our perspective of the female sex. I want to change that. I want to be the girl next door who beats all the "no-sayers" and negative types.I am in a relationship, with myself. Now who is paying attention? I AM NOT GAY. I love men. I want to find a good man someday to be with completely in love. I know ego, and if you think you were one of my great loves, you probably were not. In love you must let go. In a way I care about all the men who have touched my life, with the exception of two who were abusive. But even those two I cannot wish pain- long-term imprisonment is another issue.I believe there are 3 ways to be with a person- sex, making love, and f*u@*king. The third one I have never done. Give me making love any day of the week. Actually, I think there is nothing more beautiful.Friendship should be the bases of all things. This means honesty, trust and caring for and believing in the power of the human spirit. This does not mean pretending to believe your friend can achieve what they want with their life. It means accepting others as they are.I am living life everyday as though it may be my last, because I know how fragile my life can be. I love acting and I love being on sets. I am an emotional person with a big heart, but tough exterior.I love the outdoors, but prefer shower access. I love dogs and horses and books. I love computers and technology, but preserving the ecology. I love dolphins and whales and walks on the beach. I love Santa Monica Venice Malibu and Los Feliz. I love Griffith Park and the Arc Light. I love the Actor's Gang and live music at night. I love Karaoke and dancing. I want cuddles and affection, not an STD infection.Peace and bless you.I demand honesty and trust. Friendship is a time earned reward for developed mutual respect.

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com
Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. What's Your Ideal Career?
Your Mood Ring is Light Purple
Clever
Witty
Sharp Mood Ring Generator
Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure
You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well. Kissing Purity Test
You Are a Good Girl
You are 70% Good and 30% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
(But you don't have us totally fooled!) Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?
..TR

Your ..1 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your ..2 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. ..TABLE What's Your Personality Type?Your results:
You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 75% Hulk 75% Superman 60% Supergirl 60% Batman 50% Robin 50% The Flash 50% Wonder Woman 35% Green Lantern 35% Catwoman 30% Iron Man 20% You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz
Your Birthdate: June 8
Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.
You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.
A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.
Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.
Your strength: Your undying determination
Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle
Your power color: Plum
Your power symbol: Dollar sign
Your power month: August What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Interests

Trying to be the best person I can be.... ... and always striving to educate and learn.... I feel often like the misjudged freak from high school that got tripped up on the bus. Accepting that status as OK. Standing up for myself and being the best actress, with confidence and not with divaitis. In this town called LA. New Quote: "What we do does not define who we are. What defines us is how well we rise after we have fallen." Maid in Manhatten
You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.

The Beast


75%

Cinderella


56%

Pinocchio


50%

Donald Duck


50%

Sleeping Beauty


44%

Ariel


38%

Peter Pan


38%

Goofy


38%

Snow White


0%

Cruella De Ville


0%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
created with QuizFarm.comSometimes I help out at www.eldustberry.org/. They work with people, nature and horses to heal.

I'd like to meet:

IF I DON'T KNOW YOU DO NOT E-MAIL ME. No matter how nice you are I will act like a guard dog and shut you out. Give me a real person with real intentions. No games or deceptions. A nice person who can respect my fear of god and my intellect. As to men, I like actors and basketball. I like creative talented men. I beat cancer, and have been blood tested for every STD known to man. I'm clean. If you are a guy, you will need to get tested before you get a chance with me. You also have to be able to read, so do not e-mail me if I have never met you or know you. I am attracted to people on a chemical, not physical level. You have to touch my brain and my heart. Someone who treats me as though I am on the same page artistically gets my attention. The thing is this attraction is on such a primal spiritual and intellectual level that you either have it with me or you do not. I will meet the right guy in my life when I am supposed. Don't push me or force me. In other words, don't read this and assume because you have certain qualities and therefore you are "the man." Sorry. Women's lib means I get to say no. That is not a bitchy thing, but the pure reality of life.If you do not keep things real with me. If you lie or play a game with me I will kick you off my myspace. I have no qualms with hurting your ego, if you are not going to respect mine. I am human too. I hurt. I bleed. And I will bite back if you bite me. Not because I am not nice, but because I expect you to have integrity, be true to who you are and hold me in as high regard as I would hold you. I will not use you, manipulate you, steal the love of your life from you, call you disgusting behind your back, or expect you to worship at my feet. Try to set you up with someone when I know you like someone else. Try to control how you feel about anything, or pretend to be a friend in case you make it in LA. I expect you will do well and I expect you to succeed at what you want, but I will not pretend to like you because of where you may be or whom you may know. Kindly remove yourself if that is the case. Peace. (Hint: If you would do any of the above that I have stated I would not do, I really don't want to know you.) I have been in love with someone I can't have. It sucks, but I would not change the power of that feeling for anything. Love is the ulatimate rush and it is "the force." Feeling and doing are two different things. ..TR

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. ..TABLE
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required) What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?

Music:

Match Box 20, Live, Depeche Mode, Duran Duran, Billy Joel, Neneh Cherry, Sarah McLachlin, Kate Bush, Beautiful South, Pink, Christina Aguilerra, Tori Amos, Alanis Morsette, Sting, Wonder Stuff, Nelly, Will Smith, Eminem, Violent Femmes, Rage Against the Machine, Jesus and the Mary Chain, Animal Logic, Big Pig, The Eagles, Concrete Blonde, Harry Connick, Jr., JackoPierce, Icehouse, Chris Isaak, Grateful Dead, Billy Idol, Peter Gabriel, Dramarama, Dynamite Fraulein, Tattoo Millionaries, Black Eyed Peas, King Straggler, Kenny Rogers, Shania Twain, Bob Dylan, Afrobeat Down.Take the quiz:
What Musical Are You?

Rent
You're Rent! The best musical in the world! You're wild, crazy, and a little unorthodox. You live life to the fullest because there is no day but today.

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Basically: Alernative, Rock old and new, Folk, Country, Brittish Pop, Ska, Hip-Hop, Regae, World Beat, anything you can get a grove too.

Movies:

Better Off Dead, One Crazy Summer, Chocolate Wars, Miracle Mile, Pirates of the Carribean, Sin City (too violent but great acting-Nich Stahls Rocks), Route 66, X-Men 1 and 2, Star Trek V, Born Free, Like Water for Chocolate (Como De Agua Chocoleta), Princess Bride, Sixth Sense, The Others, Jack's Back, The Mask of Zorro, Absolute Beginners, Labyrinth, E.T., Robin Hood Men In Tights, Rikki-Tikki-Tavi, Howard the Duck, The Adventrues of Buckaroo Bonzai, Willa Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Laura (1944) (named after theme song), Napoleon Dynamite, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Garden State, Donnie Darko, Marnie, James Bond (esp. On Her Majesty's Secret Service) (OK I could go on, but I have to stop...)
You Are Shadowcat
You're like a little sister to some, but others see you as a sex kitten.
You are well trained in martial arts, a bit of a computer geek, and can totally kick butt.
Powers: the ability to "phase" through walls and other physical objects Which of the X-Men Are You?

Television:

(my TV is broke, but if it worked) CSI (Regular and NY), Numbers, Greys Anatomy, Las Vegas, Carnivale, Sci Fi Channel (Star Gate, Next Generation, Farscape, Prey, Pretender), Without a Trace,Smallville, Supernatural, Everwood, Days of Our Lives, Old TV (Scarcrow and Ms. King, MASH, Hogan's Heroes, Magnificent Seven, Now and Again, Dawson's Creek), Revelations, Mini-series (Noble House, The Stand)
You Are Scooter
Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick.
You're always willing to lend a helping hand.
In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going.
"15 seconds to showtime!" The Muppet Personality Test

Books:

In the past: Dickens, Shakespeare, Bronte Sisters, Twain, Poe, Frost. The Outsiders. Princess Bride. Da Vinci Code. James Patterson. John Grisham. HELP! RIght now I am addicted to Suduko. I can typically do a puzzle in 15 minutes. AHHHHHH!!!! I can't stop......

Heroes:

Rauol Wallenberg (If you do not know who this is, it is worth your while to find out. He was a living James Bond.) (Clue: The Hallocaust Museum in D.C. is located on a street named for him, but he was not a Jew.), Martin Sheen, Kathern Hepburn, Princess Di, Pope John Paul II, Thomas Jefferson. Anyone who is for peace acceptance and tolerance. Also anyone who blieves in the first amendment and artistic freedom. Hypocrits who say they are for openness and acceptance, but then judge me on a rumor or gossip or small town backward agendas need not apply.

My Blog

Caring

You can care about someone, and think they are special and wonderful without the physical being a factor.  I have not been physical with anyone for a year because I don't see it as a recreational...
Posted by SummerLuv on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:09:00 PST

Today is the day!

Ok.  It is official.  I have not been with a man in one year today.  I don't know if this is something to cheer about.  I know that I have not dated anyone in a year and that my in...
Posted by SummerLuv on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 07:10:00 PST

I want one person who does not want anything from me.

I learned a very valuable lesson this week.  That my life has become so inundated with controllers and with abusive sermonizing people, that I did not see the one person who did not want anything...
Posted by SummerLuv on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:01:00 PST

My life exposed!

Why is it that we have become increasing a world of no privacy or decency or love?  I was on a set yesterday, I had the sense as though certain individuals were discussing my life and making asss...
Posted by SummerLuv on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 09:51:00 PST

Ok. Another reason I don't like myspace.

I write soemthing, spell check it, go over it, post it, and find errors in it that are not in the original on my Word file.  What the......
Posted by SummerLuv on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:01:00 PST

Please someone help me die.....

I have spent most of my childhood having my parents dictate my life to such an extent I felt like I had no freedom and I had to fight for the few things that I could express myself as mine.  Now ...
Posted by SummerLuv on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 08:49:00 PST

How can I die?

Will someone please tell me, how I can end my life with as little pain as possible.  I am tired of the insanity here.  Someone hits my car in a parking lot and does not admit it.  I can...
Posted by SummerLuv on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 06:43:00 PST

I do not like Myspace

Why?  Because how many real friends can you have if you have 2000 myspace friends.  Kind of like how many people does it take to really make you feel good about yourself.  How about jus...
Posted by SummerLuv on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 12:26:00 PST

My father!

When you are a child all you know of the world is typically from your parents.  How you see the world is influenced by what you are told.  My first memory is a jumble.  I remember my mo...
Posted by SummerLuv on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:13:00 PST

Why I refuse to play Hollywood?

I am a woman who is obsessed with one thing in life- mine own desire to make a mark on the world.  How?  By using what ever artistic gifts god gave me.  I want to act, sing, do graphics...
Posted by SummerLuv on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:37:00 PST