"To Whom It May Concern..." |
Prepare your knifeMy back is feeling lonelyThe cold never felt so goodLove me with your hateAnd kiss me with your liesMake me feel like your special nothingWhisper your battles behind meYour words fal...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 08:01:00 PST |
"The Day With No Tomorrow" |
Confined within myselfI long to break freeDeath grasping for my acceptanceTrust is forgotten and all hope is lostI pray the sun never risesDespair is the color of my eyesSo cold, so emptyEverything I ...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 07:42:00 PST |
"1000 Steps" |
- For B.
We walked 1000 steps togetherAnd only now am I able to seeThe feelings kept insideHoping it goes awayYour smile is lost in the shadowsThis shell, your only giftEach tear, a memory of what onc...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
"Brother" |
*I wrote this last night after I got back home from the hospital. This is how I feel and I don't care what you have to say.*
The dawn of a new year.
Blood falls upon fresh snow.
So many screaming...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
The GREATEST night of my life! |
Monday, November 22nd, 2004. Salt Lake City, Utah. The E-Center. The time and place where if I was told I would die the next day, I would not care, for I had witnessed THE GODS OF METAL perform in the...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
"The Malady Of Discontent" |
Lost in thoughts,
A haunting memory returns.
Words heard, not by ear
Pictures seen, not by eye.
My own delirium consumes me.
Why won't you leave?
The pain of separation,
Your only gift to me....
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
For a very special friend... I hope she knows who she is... |
*I couldn't think of any other way to express how I feel right now. Luckily for me, Killswitch Engage helped me out. Go to this site and listen to this song, for me please!*
"The End Of Heartach...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
This is what you do when there's nothin to do... |
**Since its a bitch to go back and renumber.. its just gonna be one long list.***I got bored again so I decided to add all the bands I've seen in my life to this list.*Damn...
I'm sooo bored right now...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
"Mind and Soul" |
*Originally posted as a comment on my very good friend Jordan's blog. This is an original thank you very much!*
Harboring shadows embrace our souls, and in the wake of this story, reflections becom...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
"Bleed" |
Building up the emotions
Wishing they would leave
Clouding up my mind
Confusion and disbelief
I pushed myself away
Allowing the pain to stay
What is it that I need...
...I cut my heart out ...
Posted by Big T Gives BLOOD! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
