I have a messiah complex. Feed it, and be my friend. Deny it and my Greatness, and i shall smite you for eternity!
I aint no Enigma!
maguslaramie on aim, nigga.
"OH MY GOD! HE'S BLEEDING FROM HIS PENIS!"
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here i am, the world rushing from under my feet. i stumble and forced to tumble with it. people, lives, friends, loves, family, things grow distant, things leave. the world is being torn from me. is this my Will? to learn, to do it alone? must it be so?
in music, there is refuge. in ritual there is refuge. in reality, there is hostility from several directions. i have grown so far away from who i was that i now hurt people who care for me. i fear i grow into who i am to become. is it cold?
is it cold?
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"Admire thou the High Way of Water! Is Water not the soul of the life of things, whereby they change? Yet it seeketh its level and abideth its content in obscurity. So it resemble Tao in its way thereof!"
A Fragile Line , A Perfect Circle, Akercocke, Atmosphere, Atreyu, A7X, Azathoth [look how cool you are!], Beneath the Massacre, Benefit, Black Sabbath, Blood for Blood, Bus Driver, Circle Takes the Square , Beethoven, Bach, Mozart, Mendelssohn, Liszt, Chopin, Tchaicovski, Cradle of Filth, Devil Doll, Diamanda Galas, Dream Theater, FAMU Marching 100, Fear Before the March of Flames , Goatwhore, Godsmack, Heavy Heavy Low Low , Gustav Holst, ICP, Implosive Disgorgance, Into the Moat, Iron Maiden, John Lennon, Katatonia, Led Zeppelin, Leonard Cohen , Linkin Park, the Mars Volta, Wynton Marsalis, Arturo Sandoval, Maynard Ferguson , Metallica, Mindless Self Indulgence , Moonspell, Morbid Angel, Mussorgsky, Nirvana, Norma Jean, Nonpoint, the Number 12 Looks Like You , the Offspring, Opeth, Otep, Otto von Schirach, Pantera, Pink Floyd, Poison the Well, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rockapella, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, Satyricon, Slayer, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, Sublime, System of a Down, Tom Waits , Tool, Unwanted Superheroes, William S. Burroughs , Youngblood Brass Band. table tr td div div
films i relate to:::
Abre los Ojos
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Evangelion
A Scanner Darkly
Matrix [i have a Messiah complex]
Last Temptation of Christ [as above]
What Dreams May Come
Ronin
other films that elicit emotional response:::
American History X
Pi
Dogma
Borat! Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan
Clerks
Pan's Labrynth
Spirited Away
Fight Club
12 Monkeys
Pulp Fiction
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Audition
A Clockwork Orange
Donnie Darko
A free people ought not only to be armed and disciplined,
but they should have sufficient arms and ammunition to
maintain a
status of independence from any who might attempt to abuse
them,
which would include their own government.
-- George Washington
Ware, nor of good nor ill, what aim hath act?
Without its climax, death, what savour hath
Life? an impeccable machine, exact
He paces an inane and pointless path
To glut brute appetites, his sole content
How tedious were he fit to comprehend
Himself! More, this our noble element
Of fire in nature, love in spirit, unkenned
Life hath no spring, no axle, and no end.
His body a bloody-ruby radiant
With noble passion, sun-souled Lucifer
Swept through the dawn colossal, swift aslant
On Eden's imbecile perimeter.
He blessed nonentity with every curse
And spiced with sorrow the dull soul of sense,
Breathed life into the sterile universe,
With Love and Knowledge drove out innocence
The Key of Joy is disobedience.
anyone who can make music.
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