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~*swEEt suRRender*~

She gives him her soul...Then she's lost control

About Me


TY I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4I'm a mother of a 4 year old little girl--I'm a virgo, 28 yrs. old with black hair with red highlights---yes, it's dyed---brown eyes, and I'm about 5'3", and weigh 125lbs. I have 8 tattoos---if you're cool, I'll let you see them---and have my tongue pierced, and recently my bridge as well....used to have more piercings, but for obvious reasons, I had to take them out.I love animals---especially ferrets! I am a professional pet groomer, and I am registered with the NDGAA(National Dog Groomer's Association Of America)and am currently working on getting my certification.I am also currently pursuing a part-time modeling career, and if it takes me further, Great! I have worked with a couple of different photographers here in Nashville, and I'm interested in the alternative/retro/goth modeling, and I'm always seeking to shoot with more photographers, as I love seeing what each one can bring to the table, and the different creative styles of each photographer. I love working with photographers who can capture my essence, personality, etc. It truely fascinates me, and I am NOT camera shy!I love fairies, Witches, and the unknown. I've been practicing Wicca now for 10 years, and in my studies, I have grown spiritually, and I am a very spiritual person. I'm not really into ritual like most Witches, but I draw the positives from each religion and mold it into the way I want to live my life...for the better of myself, my spirit, and everyone around. I'm very open-minded, except to hatred and bigotry, and liars and cheaters, as well as very outspoken. I usually say what's on my mind---I mean, who has time for games?---and it usually gets me in trouble! I'm a very artistic person, and love to write poetry. I've been told that I have a beautiful heart by a few people--1 very special person in particular, as I do not judge, and when I love, I love completely. I always follow my heart in all things that I do, as it has never led me wrong.....maybe in difficult directions, but never in the wrong directions. I see and seek the Goddess within all living and natural things.
Your connection with darkness is because of your
interest in magic. You like spells, herbs,
maybe even voodoo-dolls. You like it very much,
and probably even have books or found
Internet-sites where magic is the topic. You
probably mean no harm with this, well perhaps
to some. Most people who are aware of your
interest mistakes you for a Satan-worshipper.
You're missunderstood, but have your friends.
You probably are a wiccan or something related
and are interested in mother nature, souls and
spirits. You prefer the forrest(or park) before
the city. Remember, all can't always
understand.
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You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio
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My Interests

..Check out my friend Ron Macaluso. He's an awesome photographer from here in Nashville. He does my gothic/cemetary photos...simply amazing! ********************************************MUSIC, animals--everything but spiders, dog shows, MUSIC, tattoos, body modifications/piercings, MUSIC, photography, modeling--alternative modeling etc, (Check out my profile on modelmayhem.com! MM#604085) MUSIC, dancing, stripteasing for my GOF Michael Ashley MUSIC, fast cars, vintage hot rods, MUSIC, horror movies/gore movies METAL MUSIC, sex, and last but certainly not least, MUSIC.

You are the Nympho Nurse. ( Urushira )
Your a sweet girl during the day, but at night, you turn into a super nympho...
and have no
memories of it in the morning.

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I'd like to meet:

I'm looking for like-minded people who I can be friends with. I am not looking for people to have sex with, hook up with, fuck, whatever you wanna call it. And especially no couples. I mean, I will be friends with couples, but I'm not into swinging or fucking couples, so please don't ask. I'm looking for friends who love music--all kinds, but especially metal/hard rock, as well as anybody with a creative or artistic flair--musicians, photographers, make-up artists, wardrobe designers, interior designers, sculptors, artists in general, writers, etc...I love all forms of art, whether it's a sculpture, old building, or beautiful body, as I feel that the human body is one of the most spiritual forms of art, and one of the most beautiful. I have a wonderful boyfriend whom I love completely, so if you're trying to hook up, look elsewhere. Some things to know about me: I'm not a big drinker, although I like to drink on occasion. I love to go out to rock shows, dancing, etc...but especially anywhere I can rock out and enjoy some music. I love my body art, and love to show it off and love to get new ink or metal...so if this bothers you, don't bother me. I'm the type of person who will do anything for the people I love and care about, as I get great joy out of doing things for people I love....but I'm not a pushover. I can spot a liar from a mile away, as well as bullshit. I'm a very spiritual person (not religious, as there is a big difference) and I'm looking for friends who are tolerant of others in that aspect, as well.

Music:

Drowning Pool, Lacuna Coil, Mudvayne, Chevelle, Korn, Rob Zombie, Threat Signal, Hatebreed, Mnemic, Soilwork, Alice In Chains, Children of Bodom, Cradle of Filth, Soil, Staind, Five Finger Death Punch, Crossfade, Slipknot, Breaking Benjamin, A Perfect Circle, Tool, 3 Days Grace, Hinder, Avenged Sevenfold, Stabbing Westward, Sevendust, 1000 Foot Cruch, Nine Inch Nails, Disturbed, Papa Roach, American Headcharge, Lords of Acid, KMFDM, Otep, Hell Yeah, Fair To Midland, Black Label Society, Pantera (RIP DIMEBAG!), Orgy, System of a Down, Mindless Self Indulgence, Godsmack, Rasputina, Journey, Fleetwood Mac, Queen, David Bowie, Tori Amos, Nelly Furtado(her earlier stuff), Sarah McLaughlin, Sting, Seal, Stevie Nicks, Pink, Ani DiFranco.*********************************************** MYSPACE BANDS: Shadows Of Light, Generation Down, Dangerous Doll, Ligion (who are now a signed band), Hollow Day, 5 Live Martyrs, Mindset Defect, Lunatic Candy Kreep, Sedent, Jemani, War Within, and a few others....

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Movies:

The Rocky Horror Picture Show---I attend it every year, Evil Dead, Evil Dead II, Army of Darkness, In the Mouth of Madness(based on the book by Lovecraft), House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, any old horror/gore movie, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Queen of the Damned, any new horror movie....mostly horror/freaky/gore movies, any vampire movie---including the 1940's black and white silent film Nosferatu, Fight Club, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (anyone who's ever tripped, you know what I'm talking about!), Trainspotting, Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Legend (and almost any movie with Tim Curry), Pan's Labyrinth, Music and Lyrics, 300, Knocked Up, The 40 Year Old Virgin, Superbad, any Jay and Silent Bob movie, The Chronicles of Riddick, Pitch Black, The Fast and the Furious---both of them, although the first was better than the second, The Birdcage and almost anything with Robin Williams, Prey for Rock and Roll, Almost Famous, School of Rock, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Star Wars (episodes 4,5, &6 were better than the other 3, but still like them all), all the Harry Potter movies, Practical Magic (it's the only movie that portrays The Craft somewhat accurately), Armitage the 3rd, Lady in the Water, The Village, and all M. Knight Shamalayan(sp?) movies. Also any movie by Tim Burton...that man is a freakin' genius.

Television:



CSI--all of them, yeah, even Miami...I mean, the acting is sooooo bad, you just can't help but watch! lol! , Two and A Half Men, ER, NCIS, Ghost Whisperer, Moonlight, Miami Ink, Titans Football, How I Met Your Mother, Cold Case

Books:

Sylvia Brown, Lovecraft, Anne Rice, Silver Ravenwolf, Scott Cunningham, The Akashic Records by Cayce, To Kill a Mockingbird, The DaVinci Code, anything by Edgar Allen Poe

Heroes:

My grandmother, who taught me to be the person I am today, and Bettie Page.
You're Bettie Page!

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My Blog

Updates

Okay, okay, guess it's time for some more updates, since everybody has been asking.   First off, I have found another job.  I will still be grooming/styling dogs and cats; however, I will be...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 12:27:00 PST

FUCK THE DUMB SHIT

Everything here at work just turned really fucked up today.  Money's been really tight lately, and I've been struggling.  Well, today, I was informed by the man who owns the kennel where I w...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 01:29:00 PST

Update....Rat Rods & Rust Queens

Last night, I had my photo shoot for the Rat Rods & Rust Queens 2009 calendar.  Michael and I got there around 6:30 or 7pm and it was so cold outside.  Thank the Goddess it was warm insi...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 08:35:00 PST

Yay!

I recently signed up on Model Mayhem...it's a place for networking, much like Myspace, only it's strictly geared toward modeling, photography, and the like.  Anyway, today, I got my first modelin...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:42:00 PST

Reflection Time

This past year, 2007, has been like a wild rollercoaster ride.  It had some ups and downs, until it finally leveled out.  The beginning of the year started out pretty good.  Michael and...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:01:00 PST

Another Photo Shoot

Last night, I had another photo shoot.  This time, however, it was with a different photographer.  Don't get me wrong now, as I love Ron's work very much.  It's just nice and interestin...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:30:00 PST

7 Weird Things

7 Weird Things..... RULES:Each player of this game starts with "7 weird things/habits about you." People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 7 weird things/habits as well as state the r...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 09:53:00 PST

Christmas 2007

This past Christmas was a very good one.  Christmas eve, Michael and I got the joy of playing Santa by putting together my little girl's kitchen set she kept asking Santa for.  This year, sh...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 02:58:00 PST

The Real Meaning of Thanksgiving

This was taken from an actual history book, and it's very shocking, yet not surprising at all.   Quoted from: The Hidden History of Massachusetts Much of America's understanding of the early rel...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 09:35:00 PST

When She Likes/Loves You

For all you men out there, if you really wanna know whether or not she loves you or likes you, here's how you can tell:   1. She WILL wait for you. For as long as it takes, until you figure yours...
Posted by ~*swEEt suRRender*~ on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 08:00:00 PST