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nitrate

Don't fall for nostalgia ... 'Cause all memories are the traces of tears

About Me



delusion haunted .... like a cold ... silent stare ...

i'm shivering ... but i'm not scared ...

cause' i'm a walrus ... just came out from the sea ...

don't look for me ... i won't be there ...

My Interests

music ... the main reason that draws me to myspace, obscure films, good design, magical decade from the mid sixties to the mid seventies ... i didn't see the bang but i heard it's echoes throughout my childhood and become obsess with it, london in the cloudy days ... i haven't been to london yet, british youth culture, swinging london, new york art scene, Nostalgia, being suspicion of authority, sense of wonder, keeping in touch with my childhood innocense, sex, day dreaming, night wandering, being in the company of good friend, being alone and sinking myself in the sweet melancholia, pain that leads to pleasure, ambiguity, bittersweet experiences, doing some stupid things just to have a good laugh at myself, obseving people, taking a walk down the street and watching the world goes by

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Music:

Ladytron, Plaid, Black Box Recorder, Mount Vernon Arts Lab, Tricky, CSS, United States of Electronica, Nouvelle Vague, Erase Errata, The Slits, Räuberhöhle, Röyksopp, Mono, Trembling Blue Stars, Camera Obscura, Cocteau Twins, The Grits, Bola, Cornelius, the bird and the bee, the Late Beatles, the Early Pink Floyd, Os Mutantes, Serge Gainsbourg, The Velvet Underground, Bach Organ Works, Beethoven Piano Works, Mozart in the minor keys, Schubert Piano Works, Satie Piano Works, Frederic Rzewski

Movies:

A Clockwork Orange(1971, Stanley Kubrick), The Devils(1971, Ken Russel), Baraka(1992, Ron Fricke), El Lado oscuro del corazón(1992, Eliseo Subiela), The Sword of Doom(1966, Kihachi Okamoto), Performance(1970, Nicolas Roeg and Donald Cammell),The Man with a Movie Camera(1929, Dziga Vertov), Arabian Nights(1974, Pier Paolo Pasolini)... what an erotic dream ... , Medea(1969, Pier Paolo Pasolini), Salo, or the 120 Days of Sodom(1976, Pier Paolo Pasolini).... what a terrifying nightmare ... , Fellini-Satyricon(1969, Federico Fellini) .... such a strange kind of beauty ... , Chappaqua(1966, Conrad Rooks), The Sailor Who Fail from Grace with the Sea(1976, Lewis John Carlino) .... I love the erotic implication between mother and son in this movie ... , Love Strange Love(1982, Walter Hugo Khouri).... there is no implication in this one ... , Deutschland im Herbst( 1978, mainly Rainer Werner Fassbinder), Fitzcarraldo(1982, Werner Herzog), The Million Dollar Hotel(2000, Wim Wender), Before Night Fall(2000, Julian Schanabel), Magic Hunter(1994, Ildikó Enyedi), Pi(1998, Darren Aronofsky), Imagine: John Lennon (1988, Andrew Solt), Angel Dust(1994, Sogo Ishii), The Panic in Needle Park(1971, Jerry Schatzberg), 2046(2004, Wong Kar Wai), Fallen Angels(1995, Wong Kar Wai), Salvador (1986, Oliver Stone), Blowup (1966, Michelangelo Antonioni), Man Bites Dog (1992, Rémy Belvaux), some Italian sexploitationand the list goes on ... and on .... and on ....The movie i really want to see right now are ..... Irréversible (2002, Gaspar Noé), City of God(2002, Fernando Meirelles and Kátia Lund) .... this movie is still banned in Thailand by some shitheads with uneducated mind in Ministry of Culture .... can you fucking believe that ??!!!

Television:

I haven’t watched TV for years already. I used to like PBS program a lot but I'm not in the U.S. anymore. Now I use my TV only to watch the videos.

Books:

Book:The Glass Bead Game – Hermann Hesse, Thus Spoke Zarathustra - Nietzsche, On Creativity – David Bohm, La Romana – Alberto Moravia

Magazine: Adbuster, New Perspectives Quarterly, Clamor Magazine, Z Magazine, Mother Jones, Bioscope Magazine (Thai Mag)

My Blog

So glad i finally found this

I've just accidentally found my favorite poem by Mario Benedetti through my google research since the two lines from this poem kept popping up in my head a couple days ago. The&nbs...
Posted by nitrate on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 12:56:00 PST

Censorship has no right to exist anywhere!

Please sign the petition in the link below to bring an end to the suppression of free expression, and let the art flourish.  http://www.petitiononline.com/nocut/pet ition.html ---------------...
Posted by nitrate on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:36:00 PST