screwed up childhood...
fighter...
hard times...
music helped...
nurtured myself...
complications...
music healed...
fun...
friends...
music animated...
trying to find something real...
found...
moved into the great uncertainty...
happy...
gave up all I had...
music diverts...
started new...
no money...
met new people...
became best friends...
only single on earth...
music gave me power...
reasonless sex...
senseless relationship...
met the best person ever...
no money again but happy...
got cold like ice...
music unfreezes...
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