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About Me

This is me.
I could lay out a list of things, giving you pieces of information about myself, that you would put together and fill in the blanks with your own assumptions, which would in turn give you a false impression of who I am. I choose not to.
I am a quiet and sometimes awkward girl. A little too sure of myself and a little unsure of myself.
I am seeking, and chasing Jesus with all I have. He has my heart.
It is well that there are palaces of peace And discipline and dreaming and desire, Lest we forget our heritage and cease The Spiritâ€™s workâ€”to hunger and aspire:Lest we forget that we were born divine, Now tangled in red battleâ€™s animal net, Murder the work and lust the anodyne, Pains of the beast â€˜gainst bestial solace set.But this shall never be: to us remains One city that has nothing of the beast, That was not built for gross, material gains, Sharp, wolfish power or empireâ€™s glutted feast.We are not wholly brute. To us remains A clean, sweet city lulled by ancient streams, A place of visions and of loosening chains, A refuge of the elect, a tower of dreams.She was not builded out of common stone But out of all menâ€™s yearning and all prayer That she might live, eternally our own, The Spiritâ€™s strongholdâ€”barred against despair.
C.S. Lewis
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My Interests

God*music*dandelions*holding hands*kissing noses*eating ice cream*reeses*reading*music*hanging out*being the extreme*fighting for dreams*pushing the limits*theater*coloring outside the lines*chasing Jesus*poetry*people watching*swing dancing*the little things in life*music*the color pink*metal*art*learning*coffee*cuddeling*parks*listening*tal king*kisses*picnics*the beach*window gardens*cleaning*long walks*the fall*kicking leaves*making things*celebrating mistakes*classical music*hugs*appreciation*phone calls*writing nothing but in a sense everything that matters*loving*living*challenging myself*innovation*passion*kindness that is not self glorifying*sunrises and sunsets*pictures*rainy days*playing with kids*eyes (they scream what the mouth will not speak)*little old men*surfing*baseball

I'd like to meet:

My Savior--someone who thinks like me--a boy...one that I can grow with, grow closer to G-d with...share life with (but I'm patient and will wait)------the soul of the sun to ask why it burns--the man on the moon to ask why he smiles--a drop of rain before it leaves the clouds--time so I can understand the concept of slowing down and making her stand still--my future to align it with my past--A boy who's eyes will make me nervous, but draw me in eternally------It's scary to die in your sleep to feel as though you physically watched everything fall through the cracks like wind through your fingers. Bad dreams remind me of why I choose not to sleep.---Will you meet me somewhere? Somewhere away from it all, where we can fall and not worry any more?View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

.. Bon Iver - "For Emma" from MySpace Transmissions

Music:

Every Time I Die--Silverstein--Chiodos--Fixed Eternity--First To Last--Haste The Day--Aaron Wagner--Illinois--The Bled--Drop Dead Gorgeous--Set Your Goals--Emery--My Long Awakening--Motion City Soundtrack--All TIme Low--Bobby Lucy (formerly The Horse Theif)--The Matches--Thrice--The Spill Canvas--Meg & Dia--Every Avenue--The Icarus Acount--Cute Is What We Aim For--Mayday Parade--Valencia--Cobra Starship--Jason Morant--News Boys--Collective Soul--Annasay--Plain White T's--Five Iron Frenzy--Augustana--Paramore--The All American Rejects--The Academy Is--Lily Allen--Relient K--Bleach--Kids In The Way--Chris Tomlin--Counting Crows--Secondhand Serenade--David Crowder--Matt Redman--Regina Spektor--The Hives--Plumb--Boys Like Girls--Kelly Clarkson--The Raconteurs--Jack Johnson--Rooney--Silversun Pickups--Bright Eyes--Casting Crowns--Jimmy Eat World--Sam The Boy--Bad Dancer--Between The Burried and Me--Norah Jones--The Album Leaf--Third Day--Tegan and Sara--John Mayer--AFI--Sherwood--The Rocket Summer--Showbread--Kate Voegele--The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Sub Seven--Matchbox Twenty--Snow Patrol--Artic Monkeys--Blue October--Death Cab for Cutie--My Morning Jacket--Widespread Panic--Fall Out Boy--The Dandy Warhols--Spoon--Ingrid Michaelson--The Postal Service--Guns 'N' Roses--Story of the Year--Poem--Hot Hot Heat--Matthew West--The Mirror Game--The Apple Seed Cast--Antigone Rising--Seven Places--House of Heroes--The Afters--Radiohead--Moby--Feist--Audio Adrenaline--Sara Bareilles--Taking Back Sunday--Kate Nash--Aqualung--Lakes--As Cities Burn--Dispatch--Metro Station--Michael Buble--Modico--The Click Five--Modest Mouse--Straylight Run--Arcade Fire--Elliot Smith--Green Day--Mat Kearney--OK Go--Olivia--Fusebox--A Fine Frenzy--Coldplay--Umbrellas--Minus the Bear--The Last Goodnight--Toby Mac--I Never Heard The Bullet--John Reuben--Pretty--Evans Blue--Pennywise--Strange Celebrity--Mute Math--Paramore--Ten Shekel Shirt--Idaho--Rush of Fools--Saosin--Seven Day Jesus--Dashboard Confessional--Colour Revolt--Her Space Holiday--Iron and Wine--Eisley--Confide--Simple Plan--Shawn McDonald--Fall From Grace--Armor For Sleep--Hawk Nelson--The Ataris--Sia--Benjamin Endicott--The Almost--The Killers--Building 429--Fear Before--Imogen Heap--Starfield--Kevin Max--MikesChair--The Bravery--Powderfinger--Sigur Ros--Pacifika--The Presidents of the United States of America--Underoath--She Wants Revenge--Radiant--Velvet Revolver--My American Heart--My Chemical Romance--Saves The Day--Teddy Geiger--Sum 41--The Chariot--Vampire Weekend--Chavelle--Weezer--Jason Reeves--Bjork--Elton John--Shiny Toy Guns--The Beatles--Sanctus Real--The Swift--Jason Mraz--The Wedding--FM Static--Oasis--Simon and Garfunkel--PJ Harvey--AA Bondy--The Shins--Franz Ferdinand--Hellogoodbye--Incubus--Life House--U2--The Devil Wears Prada--Monk and Neagle--Bidwell--Tokyo Rose--Damien Rice--Five For Fighting--Joseph Arthur--Devin Dildine--War Rocket Ajax--Muse--Orion Walsh--Matt Wertz--Dave Barnes--Daniel Bedingfield--Stephen Speaks--The Kinks--Buddy Holly--Mateo Massina--Belle & Sebastian--Five Times August--Pedro The Lion--Mott The Hoople--Cat Power--Antsy Pants--From Autumn To Ashes--The Velvet Underground--The Moldy Peaches--The Fray--Moonbabies--Ursula 1000--The Unicorns--KT Tunstall--Metric--Foreign Oren--The Chalets--Get Set Go--Peter Bjorn and John--The Contellation Branch--The Bird and The Bee--Alive In Wild Paint--The Used--The Jealous Girlfriends--Koop--John Legend--Brandi Carlile--Kristian Stanfill--Charley Hall--Anti Flag--Vespertine--Lost Ocean--Story Side: B--Heart-Set Self-Destruct--The Matches--A Rose By Any Name--Everyday Sunday--The Turning--Polysics--Circa Survive--Journey--Perry Cohmo--Howie Day--Jonathan Clay--As Cities Burn--Band of Horses--Panic At The Disco-- I basically enjoy or like anything except country (which I almost hate) and secular rap/hip-hop (which I also almost hate)...the lyrics are just gross and I would much rather not listen to it

Movies:

These are the movies I have (it's a short list) P.S. I Love You--U571--Mozart and the Whale--Boondock Saints--Monty Python and the Holy Grail--Mirror Mask--Blow--The Princess Bride--Peter Pan--Across The Universe--Zoolander--The Goonies--Mona Lisa Smile--Secret Window--Stranger Than Fiction--Something's Gotta Give--RV--Night At The Museum--The Illusionist--Finding Neverland--Elf--The Life Aquatic--I like way more than that, but I don't feel like thinking about them all to list them all.

Television:

..I really only watch music videos on television.
There really is nothing worth while on television these days.

Books:

The Tell Tale Heart--To Kill A Mockingbird--The Chronicals Of Narnia--The Life of Pi--Blue Like Jazz--The Bible (everybody sing the song!)--I read a lot of Time Magazine as well

Heroes:

Life is a moderately good play with a badly written third act--Truman Capote I have a woman's body and a child's emotions.--Elizabeth Taylor The really frightening thing about middle age is the knowledge that you'll grow out of it.--Doris Day If it's true that men are such beasts, this must account for the fact that most women are animal lovers.--Doris Day Vulgarity begins when imagination succumbs to the explicit.--Doris Day Don't limit a child to your own learning, for he was born in another time.--Rabindranath Tagore Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark.--Rabindranath Tagore Let us not pray to be sheltered from dangers but to be fearless when facing them.--Rabindranath Tagore I think people are isolated because of the nature of human consciousness, and they like it when they feel the connection between themselves and someone else.--James Taylor

My Blog

I only need one

So it's late, I'm annoyed, disappointed, and frustrated. I was really hoping these things would come at a later date.Please don't give me a reason to be mad at you tomorrow, please please please....
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:58:00 PST

Just needed to release a bit.

I haven't gone to look at his page in months, not counting the time when I was showing someone what he looked like. I cannot figure out if I miss him, or just the idea of him. Looking back and talking...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 10:22:00 PST

My Position of Opposition

dropping bullets for peace signs and grenades to show love.Shooting our brothers calling it help.No longer a nation of peace and revolution unless the revolution is a proclamation of destruction under...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:09:00 PST

The Rudeness of People

Just astounds me! I mean seriously, do people honestly hate their lives so much that they feel a need to destroy the lives of other people? Do people have something against the world, or just themselv...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 11:12:00 PST

I Miss The Freedom

Last night I asked my friend Cole if he ever missed being a kid. This opened up a conversation of how he is not sure what it feels like to be a kid anymore, and how neither of us really got to be a ki...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 08:33:00 PST

working by myself...probably a bad idea.

Too much time to think! Just me, Jesus, my music, a carpet cleaner and a big empty room. Depressing...well not really just the thought process.I have spent most of today by myself, and this in turn ha...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:14:00 PST

I didn’t feel like posting a bulletine haha.

1) Spell your name without an A ?which name? Brinne Chffn, Ben, Bri...okay done.2) Do you love someone?absolutely!3) When your home alone do you still close the bathroom door?yes because you never kno...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 09:48:00 PST

A Year In Review...

So I do this every now and then...I go back, look over a period of time, figure out what I've learned about myself, about people around me, about life in general, and happily this year, I've learned m...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:36:00 PST

Eye openers. Maybe I should talk to people more than I do.

Do I just ruin things? You know, some how drive people away because I'm terrified to confront something and fix it most of the time?I spent December through April dying inside. Hiding in a whole, not ...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 08:51:00 PST

Restoration...in a sense.

It's on my mind, it's been on my mind a lot lately. I need restoration in certain aspects of my life. A few people will probably understand this for what it is, but since I do not go into detail on he...
Posted by BrianneNicole [Ben] on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 08:40:00 PST