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Tanner SC.

My hamster's name is napoleon.

About Me

I AM WHO I CHOOSE TO BE.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THAN FUCK OFF. I am dating and live with a beautiful girl named Kristen. Respect that or I will block and/or delete you. Thanks.
I write fully produce and record CALAMITY.

I lived in Fort Worth, TX but recently moved to Brooklyn, NY with nothing but a bag full of my clothes. I have since created a life for myself and it's excellent.

THIS IS ME

Humanity will never pull out of its obsessive, habitual materialism without complete political anarchy and social breakdown. As catastrophic as it may seem, to restore an equilibrium to nature and the planet as a whole with its most impacting species, it is completely necessary to ensure the longevity of the human species....along with the rest of the inhabiting organisms.
We have lost sight of what is real. Human life begins and ends in the blink of an eye in comparison with universal existence. In the twenty first century, media and lifestyle obsessions cloud the minds of the majority of americans to the point of complete global and environmental naivety and ignorance. They live only in their life time....their minds never wandering into the generations to come.
Truth. The andromeda and milky way galaxies are on an astronomical crash course towards eachother. Truth. Our planet and galaxy will be destroyed and reborn...but that's hundreds of millions of years away.
Sometimes its hard to keep a focus on these journal entries...knowing that no one listens or cares enough to actually delve or discuss farther into the subject.
Tunnel vision. We've got maybe eighty years a piece, give or take. How much do you cherish human life as a whole? What have you done to further our existence?
I hope you know that people starve to death simply because they were born into poverty while you spend however much it is that you spend on completely unnecessary consumer products. I guess that gucci bag was worth it right? Two thousand for a leather container with someones name on it. Two thousand dollars that could feed an entire village for months in uganda...but I'm sure it was worth it to you.
I do not claim to be a saint by any means. I am in no way perfect. I have bought my share of unnecessary consumer products. I practice self control and mediation in this part of life. The majority of money that I spend is on clothes, food, housing, and marijuana to keep me sane. I also spend money on musical equipment. I spend that money in hopes that my music will someday help fund charity and feed the hungry. Sounds cliche right? Well believe it. If you don't than its only because you yourself know that you will never attempt such a selfless act in your life. So how could anyone else possibly do such a thing?
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My Interests

Living in the Moment.

I'd like to meet:


I have the most amazing woman in my life.

Music:

I love so much music.


-Strata-Sparta-From Zero-Taking Back Sunday-Glassjaw-TREOS-Saosin-Circa Survive-As I Lay Dying-BTBAM-Finch-Team Sleep-Deftones-Chiodos-A Day to Remember-Clint Mansell-Morcheeba-As Blood Runs Black-Story of the Year-Underoath-Killswitch Engage-Telepopmusik-Thrice-Rise Against-Sage Francis-Atmosphere-Atreyu-BT-Flaw-Paul Oakenfold-Enter the Collector-Josephine-Clever Elsie-Iris-Forever Midnight Sun-Keating-Fall of Troy-Imogen Heap-Frou Frou-Emery
So many more...

Movies:

-Fight Club! I live that movie!- The Matrix(all of them)- Resident Evil- Any Jackie Chan or Jet Li movie Donnie Darko- The Transporter- Amelie- Vanilla Sky- V for Vendetta- 21 Grams- House of Flying Daggers- Anything Jim Carrey-

Television:

I DON'T WATCH THAT SHIT.

Books:

Fight Club-Chuck Palahnuik
The Outsiders-S.E. Hinton
The Beach-Alex Garland
The Tesseract-Alex Garland
To Kill A Mockingbird
Angels and Demons

Heroes:

Musicians that follow their dreams and never listen to the discouraging words of the boring people in this world.

My Blog

The Fall Out

Splurge.It's all I can do at this point.It's come to this.Words could flow off my tongue until the Andromeda and Milky Way Galaxies collide in a fiery blaze of unimaginable proportion...but you still ...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 11:08:00 PST

Welcome to My Brain.

Cryostasis could be your out if you just let it take you under. Breathe the lifelessness in and hold onto those childhood years.See them in a flashback with a seizure for accompaniment. Backs pop in u...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 12:08:00 PST

I could play your ribs like a xylophone.

Scatter remnants, pitter patter with a hint of angstOn this last day of rememberanceI'm letting go, finally, not losing hope or touchI haven't felt the same sinceSandpaper goes down smoother than this...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:48:00 PST

News Flash.

Holding on was the last thing I wanted to doWhen did it occur to youthat this was a hopeless endeavorCut the ties and sever....sever....Time is non existent in this placeConstant grains of sand freeze...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 01:35:00 PST

Friday Night Fright

I'll walk on wakes and shifting shapesLet the sun settle to dusk on the horizonTie anchors together to bring the whole thing downCross breed with fingertip spawn onthe back of my mind, in timeThoughts...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:51:00 PST

Moving to NYC FEB 17th! Please Read!!

If you can post this in a bulletin than please do.MY NAME IS TANNER STEVEN CALDWELLI was just asked to try out for a band in NYC, NY.If you know me than you should know how badly I want to make music ...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 12:08:00 PST

The Inevitable.

My heart skips a beat every time that my mind feeds me reality.She's leaving.5 months.Long enough to kill me.I'll be holding my breath so I hope my lungs have the capacity to sustain me for such a len...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 09:53:00 PST

Love is this.

Honestly.A lone cherub sits attentively rests his wings upon his waverly,unstable brick wall.Pebble by pebble crumble to the dirt.I didn't know hurt like this until you.Distance speaks to the wind and...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 02:28:00 PST

The most honest thing Ive ever written in my life.

I wrote this on the back of comment cards from a restaurant while waiting for Becca to get off work about a month ago...I didn't even look at the paper. Words needed to get out and I let them. Here it...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 02:11:00 PST

West.

I'll pull the wool over your eyesOne more time just to have my vengeanceCut the throat and dispose of this Scalpel that I admire Hang me by the nooseThreaded with the deceitMark the days off my calend...
Posted by Tanner SC. on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:33:00 PST