<L o v e> I'll tear you apart.

About Me

hii, i'm nikki
and i do coke
&& i'm easily replaced.
i'm pretty skinny, but i can probably eat more than you.
don't call me "hot" & "sexy" or any variation of those words.
let's try originality.
i have really small hands.
actually, i have small everything.
i don't think before i speak.
i love laughing.
drama is hilarious, but don't get me involved.
if i'm mean to you, it means i'm comfortable around you.
i'm not too fond of a lot of people.
i may seem mean and intimidating, but i'm really not.
my friends are my everything, my family.
i have amazing friends, who mean everything to me.
when i'm with them, i'm always laughing and smiling.
90% of what i say is sarcastic;
i like the music i like.
i love to act silly & do cute stuff.
i'm very comfortable with who i am.
if you add me, talk to me.
AIM - Uhoh So Scene

My Interests

Accents
Alcohol
Aliens
Anger
Anti-heroes
Anti-machismo
Apathy
Art
Betrayal
Being a waste of IQ
Black eyes
Blazer
Boredom
Bruises
Caffeine
Calloused hands
Cigarettes
Cliche moments
Complaining
Convenience stores
Culture sluts
Cynicism
Debate
Derision
Destrado
Deconstruction
Dirt
Drinking tea
Drug abuse
Drunks
Eyeliner
Fad whores
Feminism
Friendship
Frustration
Fuck
Gay boys
Heroin addicts
Humor
Hypocrites
Insomnia
Irony
Isolation
Jawbreakers
J unkies
Kissing
Laughing
Lies
Late night drives
Lip rings
Little boy underroos
Loitering
Loose ties and cufflinks
Mirrors
Mental masturbation
Mocking people
Mohawks
Movies
Mumbling
Music
Music history
Music literature
My character defects
Obsession
Personalitys
Pouty lips
Pillaging & plundering
Pirates
Piercings
Playing guitar badly
Procrastinating
Prostitues
Rain
Rambling
Ramen noodles
Ranting
Reading
Sarcasm
Sardonic grins
Scorn
Shoelace
Smoky eye
Sommersaults
Split lips
Stereotypes
Sex
Sex hair
Stilettos
Stomachs
Sunglasses
Suspenders
Suspicion
The word fuck
Thesauruses
Thrift shops
Vintage
Vodka
Vomit
Words

I'd like to meet:

Someone to make a lot of memories with.
Someone who stands out above the rest.
Someone to look at me and say,
"Where have you been all my life?"

Heroes:

My bestfriend Kiel the crook.

My Blog

Jazzsnaps and shotgun shells.

You don't just fall out of love like jazzsnaps and shotgun shells, a loaded rifle, a kick and snare- sweet dreams and mellow nightmares. you knew my escape, but i didn't know about the moths or the bu...
Posted by [[L o v e]] I'll tear you apart. on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:05:00 PST

Sometimes.

Sometimes when I think, words connect in my head that wouldn't connect if I had said them out loud. Frying pan, for instance, makes me think of eggs, and makes me think of the time my dad fo...
Posted by [[L o v e]] I'll tear you apart. on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 01:54:00 PST

I want a boy...

I want a boy... ...Who makes me nervous. ...Who has messy, but hot hair. ...Who stands out above the rest....Who I can tell anything to, knowing he wont go and tell his friends....Who can wrestle with...
Posted by [[L o v e]] I'll tear you apart. on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 10:28:00 PST