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Andrea-Jaib

... and perfect wasnt bad ...

About Me

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Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you
Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
Won't make promises
You taught me that I'm still losing what's left out My self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest thing to fake's a feeling to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you
that I spent these last few months in my own hell
A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you'll ever be to me is a stupid lying excuse of a person
I could call
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
You don't have time for me
I could call but I know you won't get the phone
Don't have time for me
I hate myself
For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you

My Interests

my Friends

Music
The BCC
Chicago
Tino & Kira
Peksis, Sheep & birds
Bayside, The Sleeping & I am the Avalanche
Concerts
KEC, Takko & Tedi
German Bread Rolls
die tote Hosen, die Ärzte & Wizo
New York
Suomi, Norsk & USA
Movies
Hape Kerkelin, Ralf Schmitz & Maddin Schneider
Germany
Glühwein & Kinderpunsch

I'd like to meet:

susie
treaty of paris
BAYSIDE
PUNCHLINE! (is Pumpkinpie)
I AM THE AVALANCHE (!!!)
HALIFAX

Heroes:

Nick Ghanbarian

My Blog

i have internet! :)

Hey guys! so Daniel does what he says, he came back today at 8am with a working computer i have intertnet again!!!!!! :) im trying to install messenger right now im doing really good my friends change...
Posted by Maybe on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 01:49:00 PST

guess what im home!

first of all: i hate german keyboards so sorry for every misspelling!   Im back home! I survived, im alright but i have no internet when i came home my computer screen wouldnt work, neither ...
Posted by Maybe on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:15:00 PST

And im going home

Hey! so im going home to GERMANY after living 1 and a half years in CHICAGO on monday and I wont be on a computer no more until im back in germany so i wanted to write a blog real quick i have some wo...
Posted by Maybe on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:53:00 PST

HELP! i need your music advise!

Hello! :) so im going home, tomorrow in a week! im looking forward to see my friends more than im sad to leave RIGHT NOW but it changes every 5 minutes hahawell, i want to give all my friends back hom...
Posted by Maybe on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 09:31:00 PST

I love Quotes!

Jaschon: on Bernd das Brot ... who is the green guy? Me: Briegel der Busch Jaschon: oh thats a bush? Me: yes, its a bush, a bush, a sheep and a bread Jaschon: sounds like yoour life, a sheep, a sea wi...
Posted by Maybe on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 11:05:00 PST

my car :)

soooo my mum told me a few days ago that we will make sure to get me a care before the year is over im excited! a lot! so i wanted to show you my dream car (and i really believe that I will get it too...
Posted by Maybe on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 12:14:00 PST

Im in love!

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .... I went yesterday to wal mart! and there was this shirt I HAD to buy it! look at it an youll know why!       yes, we are such a hot couple ....  ...
Posted by Maybe on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 07:30:00 PST

call me rockstar!!!

soooooooooo .... when i came to america my kids listend to rap and hip hop, werent into music that much since im here they listen to green day and the red hot chili peppers, I have an impact here! yay...
Posted by Maybe on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:09:00 PST

Treaty of Paris and Susie!

so i just got a message from SUSIE! how exciting! I love susie, dearly, i probably love her more than you .... so she sent me that: erstens. ich mag treaty of paris und ich mag es das du mir immer ne...
Posted by Maybe on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 09:33:00 PST

Treaty of Paris AND NETTE - I need YOUR help!

so, im sick, still, i was sick all weekend, i spent about 40 minutes with humans this weekend, the rest i spent in my bed with my sidekick i had tons of times to talk to people who wanted to talk to m...
Posted by Maybe on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 07:28:00 PST