Yes.. I am a hot, single, bi-chick.. NOT LOOKING !!
..unless you are a hot, tall, white-supremest looking, heavily tattooed/pierced, KIDLESS guy my age !!
no baggage ! i have enough for both of us. (-- comment excludes all applications, bitches.
"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." --Hunter S. Thompson
i never wanted a chick so bad in my life..
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blunt. to the point. i do not care. and when i do, i can teach myself not to. i can be the sweetest thing or satan's scorn. i hate to love and love to hate, so regardless, everyone brings entertainment into my life.. most likely due to the latter. but if i do love you, i am loyal, affectionate, and will care for you with all that i have. i have standards on how people should treat each other in friendships, whether intimate or not, and when those standards are not met, disposal for me is no problem.
i prefer low maintenance individuals as friends over someone i have to keep in touch with in a ridiculously, continual, and repetitive manner. i only need to speak to you 4 times a year to be on top of the going-ons in your life. if you need more than that, then i surely will be far from your standards and needs as far as a friend. i can be quite a hermit and like spending time in my lone space.
i am fully independent and reserve contempt for codependent people. i just can not get a grip on why those types of people need others to wipe their asses on a regular basis upon their own fuck-ups because they fail to consider consequences and result in refusing to clean up their self-manufactured errors and destructions. in addition, their need for validation of their individualistic value, rather than allowing themselves to validate their own existance, causes my soul to dry heave repeatedly at their presence, thoughts, or even just a mention, especially when their clean up crew is devised of people who are genuinely caring, helpful, responsible, and self-sufficient. quite frankly, you are the only one who keeps your own self and self-being alive. when others must breath for you, you are already dead.
i am disinterested in what i do not seek and am annoyed when others feel the need to repetitively seek me, despite the fact that i am a total, and complete, closet attention whore.
i am sick of people trying too hard to belong. i am highly annoyed by people whose personalities camouflage depending on the environment they are placed in. maybe that is because i am so well rounded and true to myself that i find it easy to fit in wherever i am while others create a façade to be accepted in the then and there. i find that act excruciating. my advice to all: JUST FUCKING BE. IF YOU DO NOT BELONG THERE, THEN WHY BE THERE?
moving on.. i am a lush and do not find there to be a problem with that. i am addicted to altering and/or heightening my state(s) of mentality, however, i am addicted to absolutely no single thing alone.
i often come off as being arrogant, but i am okay with that too. truth is, i know what i want and deserve out of life and i settle for nothing less. people tend to interpret that strength negatively due to their own lack of exploring the journey to self-awareness to find, analyze, and understand their selves.
i have the mind of an antisocial psychopath but the strength to control it.. so i am pretty reserved, down to earth, and extremely laid back. but be careful, even though i do not like most emotions, anger is an emotion that i fully embrace. i like to fight. it is not that i am a drama queen. it is just that i am power hungry and a control freak. in addition, i enjoy debating and will take a stance on a subject opposite of yours just for the sake of argument. i pay no mind as to how heavy the conversation may get.
i enjoy playing with men's sentiments. i love the act of mind-fucking. no worries. all you need to do is ask a straight forward question, and you will receive a straight forward, TRUTHFUL answer. i may be quiet, but i am certainly not shy and i most certainly will not lie to you.. however, if you let me, i will use you.
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