i can't swim. i'm also a villain in someone else's story :.
conversation on ambien, bedroom eyes, breathing, decaying nostalgia , smell of almonds , hidden comprehension, prose, fingerless gloves, excess as secret self-punishment, transgressional fiction , collective consciousness, aborting sound, egyptian architects, taking things apart, girls secretly obsessed with death, nihilism [is sexy], quiet time before whatever, bracing for impact , fake magic , passing out awake , jogging, dogs, physical and mental health, anthropodermic bibliopegy , a modest greeting much too crass, blogs from the dead
comfort, stability, comfort
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bands that put out one album and die // something i'd want to die to // sneaker pimps, nin, gridlock, haujobb, ncc, skinny puppy, nick cave & the bad seeds, eric vain, lightfromadeadstar, cocteau twins, flatline skyline, encephalon, massive attack, patrick wolf, ours, rupesh cartel, older industrial, some newer ebm, shoegaze, minimal black metal [lol], lots of etc ::.
dellamorte dellamore, fight club, oldboy, 28 days later, before sunrise, dawn of the dead, gattaca, true romance, shaun of the dead, rules of attraction, memento, hackers, brick, barfly, talk to her, etc::. honestly i'm not that way into horror movies so i don't know where all those zombie flicks came from lol
my television section disappeared! anyways... curb your enthusiasm, dexter, the larry sanders show, south park, family guy, newsradio, seinfeld
the contortionist's handbook, imajica, the wasp factory, life after god, the rules of attraction, written on the body. most douglas coupland, clive barker, garth ennis's preacher
i inspire myself
to hate myself