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Bj

I am here for Friends

About Me

A friend once told me. You never really get over the pain of losing someone, you just simply get used to it. For the first time in a very long time, it all made sense. I guess it's ok not to get over the pain for now. In time I guess you get to be so good at it. Managing the pain, I mean. It's like aquiring a new skill, a new talent. In time you hone & foster it. Close enough to being a craft. People wonder... Is losing someone to somebody else much harder than losing someone forever? I say... Hell no! I would have had my heart broken a million times, shed tank full of tears for a heartless, callous bastard, burn albums of pictures & love notes, bleep a hundred love songs, and curse each happy couple that passes by... Just to have my BIG BROTHER back. I'd relentlessly do all that, all over again. No doubts. In a heartbeat.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would have traded a whole day of countless fights and non-sense arguments just to have that brief moment at the end of the day where we imitate mama's mannerism's & frantically laugh at each other.I'd buy you all the kit-kat's and snickers that I could find at a grocery counter or even give up chocolates altogether just to see you devouring them after dinner.I wouldn't even mind the loudness of your guitar, and you taking up the space in the living room practicing, making me miss my favorite shows, so long as I can see & hear you play it.What would I give to see you ride your bike again. Showing off your daredevil tricks, performing your wheelies and perfecting your stoppies?Bargaining. It's inevitable. Especially when you've already lost.

Movies:

Anything colored!

Television:

Anything colored too!

Books:

Anything with letters, words, phrases, sentences!