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The REAL WORLD of London

It's unfair to tear me apart when my health and exuberance threaten you.

About Me

THE SN: Londonjei KEEP YOU'RE MONEY, I WANT CHANGE.SERIOUSLY PLEASE READ ALL BEFORE YOU THINK YOU WANT TO ADD ME.It has been an extremely difficult journey from who I was to who I am today--- and refuse to go back.I am Pre-operative Transgendered- A person with the external genitalia and secondary sexual characteristics of one sex, but whose personal identification and psychosocial configuration is that of the opposite sex. One who wishes to be considered by society as a member of the opposite sex. Appearing as, wishing to be considered as, or having undergone surgery to become a member the opposite sex.For the ignorant individuals of the world, im a SHEMALE/ CHICK WITH A DICK, call it whatever appeals to your uncultured vernacular it is who I am. I'd rather be HATED for who I am than loved for who I'm Not! In other words, I was born a male with every intention of my outward appearance matching that of my inner soul.You don't have to like me, but as long as I'm around decency would dictate for you to respect me. Ask all the questions you'd like and I'll answer as truthfully as I can. I am NOT a Drag Queen [their beauty and confidence surpasses that of my own]. I am NOT a WHORE! I'm NOT for sale! I respect myself; just because I am who I am does not mean I will sleep with anyone I meet. I am a proud V-card holder and will continue to be. Yes, believe it I am a VIRGIN. I anticipate living a thriving cultured life. Unfortunately as it is, most LGBT people have been stereotyped as only sexual beings, although some may be, and that's fine, however I am not that type of person. I have emotions running deeper than the physical. You respect me and I'll do the same.I'd like to think that I'm doing my job to revolutionize the way people think about what they see with their own two eyes. LGBT Activism is among my highest priorities because I've experienced first hand the descrimination that is associated with the lack of rights and respect because unfortunately people judge and ASSume without even attempting to know you as a person.Minorities in the Media is also very dear to my heart. As Asian Americans we are grossly under-represented as well as deprived of basic human rights. The fact that many 1st and 2nd generation Asian Americans are so often torn from being traditional Asians or accepting the majority is a reality that is difficult to accept.I tell myself that everyone LOVES me, and I intend to keep it that way... it’s pretty true. I'm not spoiled, I was just well taken care of. My life is pretty much an open book that no one chooses to read. I can be superficial on the outside [SOMETIMES], but deep down I could care less [most of the time].I wanna be seen, heard, held, and loved by that one special person I've never met. Hold me in your arms and never let me go, if only I could spend eternity...I'm NOT A WHORE and with that being said let the lascivious nature of my poetic floodgates spill over washing away the proverbial sorrows that have trapped our minds to wander in the valley of the unspoken words that hold us down and rape our souls till there is nothing more than..... loneliness and hate... but every word written, spoken, every action we may take against the heinous suppression of who we are or who we want to become, we can ALL break free and rise like the little eyes of innocence to skies as birds fly on the wings of … Self-expression.

My Interests

I can't help that I like the All-American Boy--- I.E. I have Ken doll syndrome I know it's cliche' but whatever. All I want is ONE guy to prove that they're not all the same. If you're down--- dittos all around.Aside from being socially aware I love and embrace many things such as Acting, Recreational Surfing, Tae Kwan Do, Screen Writing, Print/Runway Modeling, Conversational IM, Swimming, College Cheerleading, Fashion Design, Drawing, Painting, Voiceovers, Singing, Dance, Cardio-Kick Boxing, Roller skating, Rollerblading, Ice Skating, Track Running, Softball, Football, Writing (poetry and songs), Horseback Riding, I'm Great with Children and Animals, an amazingly Quick Study, and Ready for Anything! So BRING IT ON!Okay, so I totally grew up wanting to be Barbie®. I know, I know, Barbie® is a doll not a goal, but damn it that bitch has everything. I mean seriously, come on who wouldn’t want her life. She’s got prime real estate, pimped out rides, trophy boyfriends, friends that are nothing without her, multiple careers but never has to work a day of her life, an endless supply of clothes and accessories, and to top it all off she’s like what fifty something but still looks sixteen. I know that her body’s plastic but seriously she’s had more work done than Joan Crawford or freaking A, she must’ve been on the botox shit before anyone knew it existed. Imitated but never duplicated by those dollar store dolls; she’s like the epitome of plastic. And plastic is such a good thing to have.So why Barbie®? Why this world of pink? Why subject myself and others to the ultimate femmy stereotype. That damn doll was and still is my escape. I look at my life, and you know how some people have those “What Would Jesus Do?” bracelets? Well, sometimes I think to myself “What Would Barbie® Do?” and I realized that Barbie® would just smile. So that’s what I do, I smile because I figured, Barbie® has no other facial expressions; I mean seriously she could be giving Ken or Blaine or whoever a mean Blowjob or be melting under a magnifying glass and still have plastered on her face that signature two finger Barbie® smile. So I’ve learn from the best that the key to the signature Barbie® smile is just to think to yourself “fuck it” and smile regardless, cause in this day and age a smile is like a fucking weapon, and if used skillfully it can get lead you through a world of things with great ease. However, it can also cause a world of trouble. SMILE IT CONFUSES PEOPLE!

I'd like to meet:

Well YOU of course--- anyone who'll be inspirational--- hmmm a boy, oops let me correct myself and rephrase that now--- a MAN that'll love me for me, and not some pathetic excuse of who a person should be. All I want is for that one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same. Now that's out of the way.My Celebrity friends will include Channing Tatum, Ashley Olsen, The Richie, Margaret Cho, Devon Aoki, Marco Dapper, Original Cast of MMPR, Sarah Michelle Gellar, The Copolla’s, Betsey Johnson, Heatherette, Laird Hamilton, Marc Jacobs, Roberto Cavalli, Manolo Blahnik, Maryl Streep, Michael Moore, Martin Scorsese, Jessica Alba, Angelina Jolie, Brad Pitt, Clint Eastwood, Orlando Bloom, Kate Bosworth, Paval Novotny, Chris Evans, Missy Elliot, Christina Aguleria, Justin Timberlake, Aaron Spelling, just to name a few lol such a name dropper…View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

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Music:

Music is embedded in every crevice of our beings; at least that's how I see it. Why else would we be able to thrive off of it. No matter the rhythms or beats the world over it moves us... it's in all of us. Some better than others. I for one am eclectic to say the least- CURRENTLY: Jay Brennan, T.I., Flo Rida, Regina Spektor, High School Musical, Kelly Clarkson, Hairspray, All American Rejects, Bowling for Soup, Dashboard, Fergie, Chris Brown, Riahana, PCD, Jason Mraz, Skye Sweetnam, Katy Rose, Green Day, Simple Plan, Gavin DeGraw, Reba, Doughtry, Jesse McCartney, Destiny’s Child, Plain White Tee’s, Aly & AJ, Avril Lavigne, Lily Allen, The Bravery …CLASSICS: Billie Holiday, the Beatles, the Temptations, Ray Charles, Doris Day, Blondie, Madonna, Mariah Carrey, TLC, Queen Latifah, Rolling Stones, Aerosmith, Run DMC, NSYNC, Green Day, No Doubt… Music is timeless and neverends.

Movies:

As far as films are concerned I honestly haven't seen one I entirely HATED. I try to find the best in all films even when it's near vomitworthy. I have found that Bollywood--- Indie’s--- TLAReleasings--- have made me re-evaluate my approach to screenwriting and to cinema as an artform. I love the approach of art immitating life, and that's the beauty of film, of theatre, of creative arts it moves us, making us feel something outside of ourselves.

Television:

Lately I haven't been too prone to the small screen however Heroes, Prison Break, Friday Night Lights, Gossip Girl, Degrassi, So You Think You Can Dance, and Make Me A Supermodel have become some of my guilty pleasures.

Books:

Books are the result of strong minded individuals who didn't want to conform to societies standards of them. Books are a great source of liberation for anyone. The Pretty Little Liars series, The Shape of Things, Sub-Urbia, The Shape of Things (aGAIN), Fat Pig, Chloe does Yale, Harry Potter Series, Angels in America, Lovely Bones, Plastics, Vogue Italia, Giving Head, Art of War, Tao of Surfing, Plato, William Shakespeare.

Heroes:

I am constantly learning from everyone I meet. This world is full of influential individuals and nobodies with something to say. I feel that if you have life in youself, you have the gift of being a HERO.Asian Actors of the World have inspired me to inspire others. Margaret Cho, Alec Mapa, Neil la Bute, Audrey Hepburn, Martin Scorsese, Twiggy, Janice Dickenson, Maryl Streep, Ghandi, MLK, Nelson Mandella, Dalhi Lama, Angelina Jolie, Jackie O, Jane Mansfield, James Dean, Orson Wells, Marlon Brando, Princess Diana, Queen Lilokolani, Lisa Lopez, Selena, Biggie Smalls, 2Pac… Audrey Hepburn [o I said her already] the list is never ending and constantly evolving.

My Blog

MONEY---

So I'm officially making my rounds in the city of angels, and yes it is as hard as you think. The job search alone is trying, although I have an interview this Wed for LA MARKETING FIRM [of which I'm ...
Posted by The REAL WORLD of London on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:21:00 PST

Everything changes

So it's official my flight to Burbank is booked for the 5th of January 2008---trippy to say the least I really don't know what I'm going to do it's all a little nervewrecking I thought that I'd gotten...
Posted by The REAL WORLD of London on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 08:38:00 PST

Should I buy it $7,000 ponder ponder

1970 Chevorlet Corvette with a 1973 nose. New parts too numerous to list. Short list: new engine, 350 c.i. - 300 hp - 3,000 miles on engine, new radiator, new fans; all new rear suspension, wheel be...
Posted by The REAL WORLD of London on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 08:47:00 PST

When all is said and finished---

the world will forget that I even existed. So why do we even bother to "make a name" for ourselves--- why do we strive for an existance above ourselves when in the end it won't really matter--- ANSWER...
Posted by The REAL WORLD of London on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 02:03:00 PST