Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.
Blood
Blind Folds
Biting
Whips
Bondage
Chains/Handcuffs
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General
What is your birth name: Joseph Thomas Hopkins
Any nicknames: NNY
What day were you born on: september 29th 1989
What is your favorite holiday: halloween
Why is that your favorite holiday: because you can be something your not, but i can be myself.
Do you have a boy/girlfriend: no
If so, what is his/her name: i don't have one
Do you think that you are truely in love with this special someone: do you not understand?....
What is your favorite subject in school: reading
What is a special talent you have: i like to write
Personal time
What is your favorite activity when your alone: meditate, or astral-project
Why do you suppose you like doing that the most: it calms me down
Is alone time to you, time with someone you really care for: sometimes
Do you sit alone at night, in the dark, smashing on some ice cream because your alone: no
If you answered yes to the above question, get some fucking friends
Pleasures
What makes you feel most pleased about yourself: that i have the ability to teach someone how to enjoy life better
Do you like massages: yes
Does food sooth you when your feeling down: no
What do you like to do that makes you feel good: be alone
What do you like to do when you and your boy/girlfreind are alone: lay alone in the dark, and watch t.v., or have sex
Family what about them
Do you even like your family:
If not just leave the below questions blank, unless of couse you feel like answering them anyway:
Do your friends like your family: no not really
Why do you suppose that is so: because i purposefully make it so
Would you rather live in a box, or with your family: in a box
Does your family hold family reunions every four years: no
Does your family like the fact that you can talk to any starnger in the world at any given time, now that you have a myspace: no
How do you feel about that: great
What are your family veiws on education: it is very important
And how about driving: well i don't have a license because of them so...
Fears
What is your biggest fear: things that are locked away in my house
Do you like being scared: yes
Do you have bad dreams about your fears: yes
Do you like scaring others: yes
What the fuck is wrong with you: everything
What the fuck questions
How many times have you had sex: 137
What is your biggest sexual fantasy: anything new to me
Have you had sex with more than two people: yes
Do people call you a nymphomaniac: no
What, and where was the best time you've ever had sex at: that's kinda personal
Do you like having hardcore meaningless, heart pounding, earthrobbing, painfilled sex: yes
Or do you just like the soft, and oassionate shit: that too
You don't even care do you? just as long as you get your nut/orgasm off: yes i do care
Have you ever hired a hooker: no
Are you a hooker for hire: no
Why couldn't you just listen to the "hold off till your older" talk?
Emotions
What do you feel like your feeling right now: buzzed and disgusted with myself
What emotion would you say is your favorite: depression
Why: because nobody bothers me, and i can be alone
Do you think of anger as a good thing: yes
Have you ever tried killing yourself, or others, because you were depressed: yes
Have you ever had angry sex: yes
What's your favorite color: sapphire blue
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I like virtually everything except rap, and hip-hop. seriously. opera, metal, country, soundscapes, you name it, i like it. theres nothing more to be said. moi dix mois, new dawn foundation, pathogen, hitler's harmonica, mirror throne, lamb of god, cruxshadows, watch them die, zoa, dry kill logic, funeral, draconian, drawn and quartered, slipknot, linkin park, otep, danzig, seether, a.b.r, red tragedy, daath, deathklok, hatebreed, cradle of filth, coal chamber, korn, eighteen visions, disturbed, the district, rancid, josh todd, buckcherry, underoath, silent civilian, spineshank, 8 ball, green day, blink 182, nickelback, slayer, even, posessed, death before dishonor, funeral fog, unleashed, green carnation, queensryche, death, marilyn manson, mushroomhead, kittie, e-square, and many more i can't think of.
movies suck ass...
i don't normally like to watch t.v. but in the mornings i make the exception so i can go down in the basement and have my morning cigarette without too much question. i sometimes enjoy watching movies that i've already seen on tv. and most anything except moral orel, and athf on adult swim will do fine. just to bind me over untill three a.m.
anything that makes you want to cry, or has crying in it. like: we're not monsters, cut, white oleander, the star shard trilogy, most anything by seven king. everything anne rice writes down. even if it's on a napkin. her shit is the best. [love to you, who reads anne rice's work]
my only hero is otep. she teaches me so much about how the world should be: full of people like us. a breed of clean blood.