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I am completely crazy on several levels and if you read through this whole thing, you will probably agree. I change my mind all the time about everything. I wear the same gold necklace every day. It says veda in Sanskrit, my cousin gave it to me, and I love it. I have the earrings that match but I don't have my ears pierced. I like people who have tattoos but I don't have any myself. I am always worried that I'm going to contract hepatitis no matter how sterilized you tell me the needle is. I remember everyone I meet and quite a few people that I don't meet. I fall in love at the very least, 5 times a day. I love hot tea. I consider myself a cat person but I really really really want a dog. I name everything. I named my computer, my iPod, my piano, my dog that I don't have yet, and other various inanimate objects. I love film and everything about it. I am just waiting for an excuse to quit school, not because I am stupid or because classes are too hard or because I don't want to learn, but because I'm bored and I want to do something else. I secretly still listen to boy bands like 'NSync, Backstreet Boys, 98 Degrees, and even more obscure ones like 5ive. I'm a Buddhist but anyone who has known me for a long time probably doesn't care or even believe me because I have changed my religion so much. I drink more than 8 glasses of water a day. I only drink bottled water. I have dark red curtains and I like that you can see my bedroom from State Street. I only like my marketing classes. I wish I had a bigger group of friends who all knew each other but I don't. I subconsciously shake my right leg when I'm nervous or bored or both. It's shaking now. I only like using gel pens. I hate writing checks. Sometimes I try to like really 'cool' rock music but I will always prefer quiet relaxing stuff. That, and 90's chick music. Whenever I walk out to my car I check my back seat before I get in and I'm always afraid that there is a man hiding under my car and I worry that he will grab my ankle and then kill me. I do like driving though. Speaking of driving, I miss my dad even when I say I'm okay. I tell people he died 'a few' years ago but it's been 7 years. That's more than a few but it doesn't feel that long ago. I once stepped on a very very rusty nail and thought I would get Tetanus. I didn't get Tetanus but I did lie to my mom about the nail and I refused to get a shot until I went to college. I am very particular about eating organic but I secretly like McDonald's breakfast. I haven't had it in a VERY long time but I think about it often. I want a vintage Vespa. An olive green one with tiny pink flowers painted on somewhere. Sometimes I wish I was a pilot. I feel like I get more work done when I'm at the library, even when I totally slack off, it just feels like I'm doing more, because it's the library. I'm always hot, temperature wise. I try to play guitar but I'm not very good at it. I'm not going to stop trying though. I wish that I could do yoga but I'm not flexible enough. When my teddy bear is in an awkward position I hug him and sit him upright because what if he really has feeling and I just don't know. When I was little I would kick my cat and when my mom told me to stop and asked me why I was kicking the cat I told her because it made me feel better. That has always made me feel really bad and I used to wonder if that meant that I would beat my future children. I've decided that it most definitely does NOT mean that. I love the musical WICKED and I can play a few of the songs on piano. If I had millions of dollars, or even just more than I needed, I would spend my life helping people who need it. I remember a few years ago when my mom and I were having financial problems, I would wish that someone with more money than us would just say 'here, have some of my money, I don't need it all', that never happened but I hope that one day I can help someone like that. If I have money that I don't even need, I'm not going to invest it like my financial advisers would want, I'm just going to help people who need it. The song 'When She Loved Me' from Toy Story 2 makes me cry like a little girl and when I heard it for the first time in the movie I brought out all of my old toys again out of guilt. I'm sarcastic and I like to joke around but I can be serious too. A lot of my friends think there is something wrong when I'm quiet or not acting crazy. Nothing is wrong, I'm just actually more chilled out than you think I am. I try my best not to judge anyone based on stereotypes or anything of the sort. Other people's snoring absolutely drives me insane, even loud breathing kills me. But I sometimes snore, that pisses me off too. Maybe even more than OTHER peoples' snoring. I talk a lot. Too much maybe. But I don't intent to STOP talking any time soon. On that note, I'm going to stop TYPING, at least for now... MyGen Profile Generator