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The Black Butterfly

You use the same letters to spell hurt, to spell Ruth.

About Me

Dear Random person, My name is Ruth Jones. Me llamo Ruth Jones. My friends, my siblings and my music are my life. I believe life is too fucking short to pretend to be something you're not. "I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for what I'm not"-Kurt Cobain. I love my friends and siblings and would be dead with out them, literally. Mentally, I am a lot older than 17. I looove hanging out, talking, singing, listening to music, writing music, making friends, shopping [thriftstores and 5 finger discounts are the best], watching movies [comedies], making movies, fighting, thinking, eating, dancing, rebelling, drinking, smoking [the good stuff], acting stupid and abnormal [basically shit you see on Jackass or The Jamie Kennedy Expirement and such] and making fun of society and you. I sing ALOT and have a beautiful singing voice. I write ALOT of music. I looooove Grunge, Metal, Alternative, Funk, Goth, Punk, Soul, Techno and Classic Rock. I feel naked without my jewelry not without my clothes lol. I am an exhibitionist, narcist, optomisticpesimist and other conditions that don't even have names. I've never truly been understood, never truly fit in nor truly loved. If you have no sense of humor we will NOT get along. I usually only hate the people that hate me. I hate religion, prejudice and hypocrisy. I like to be random. I have serious mood swings. I've always been into fashion but never in. I make my own clothes and have an eye for design. I am verrry interested slash attracted to pin-up, drag, goth, vampirism, metal, fetishs, protests, rebellion ect. I loooove most anything dark and diiirty. I have delusions of grandure and question my gender. Everybody is somebody else's weirdo. Can I be yours??!!!?? Sincerly, Ruth JonesLayout made by infamous_chiq at CreateBlog.com .Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests


You Have A Type B+ Personality
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions Do You Have a Type A Personality?
You Are 49% Feminine, 51% Masculine
You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders. Are You Masculine or Feminine?I am 40% Asshole/Bitch.
.. I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. Take the
Asshole/Bitch Test
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You Are An Iris
You are a unique woman who needs a lot of novelty in her life.
An inspiration seeker, you often have to change scenery to recharge.
You don't deal well with structure or rules. You need to do it your own way.
Your ideal relationships are free and flowing. No one can tie you down. What Flower Are You?I loooove to write music "It's like unleashing my subconscious" I really want to be the singer in an amazing chick band someday I loooove to listen to what other ppl have written and played and I'd be willing to let you read any of my work I love to dance though I can't in front of anyone Basically any techno, Hispanic and 70s Soul gets me moving the most I love art I can't draw anything that makes sense but when I scribble I express myself I love photography I love being in and taking pictures I love to design and critque clothes I love to act and watch others act I love it when others question my sanity which happens quite alot Who can really tell whom that they are insane? Everyone is someone else's weirdo I love laughing, being w/ my friends, being naked, fighting and playing games of any sortIf only I had a job Life seems like it would be easier then I really want a digital camera I looove photography I wish I could do gymnastics I wish I could support my local music or any music My parents don't let me go to concerts or showsI like gurls, blood, goth, masturbation, fighting, rebellion, food and novelties a little too much for the norm and I looove that

I'd like to meet:

The more the merrier All my knights in shinning armor have turned out to be losers in aluminum foil lol I need more friends local and long distance but I mostly wanna meet My soulmate, Danny Masterson [Heid from That 70s Show], Weird Al, The writers of Monty Python, Dave Chapelle, Adam Sandler, Drew Barrymore, Marilyn Manson, John McCrea, Dido, Ppl who looooove me for me, Ppl who won't lie to me, Ppl whose default is happy, Ppl who are also stuck in the 90s, Ppl I can learn from, Ppl I can laugh w/ or at lol, Ppl that make me happy, Ppl who think like me, Ppl who don't think like me, Deep thinkers, Rebels, Makeout buddy[ies], Happiness, Cupid solely to beat him up cause he always makes me fall in love w/ ppl who don't love me back and my soulmateSpecifically-Drew, David, Kevo, Dor, Kelly and Doris I loooove you ppl

Music:

Bands I love Cept for the 1st 5 it's completely random CAKE/ MARILYN MANSON/ SOAD/ CRANBERRIES/ DIDO/ NIRVANA/ METALLICA/ Smashing Pumpkins/ Alice In Chains/ Garbage/ The Offspring/ No Doubt/ A Fire Inside/ The Ramones/ Dead Kennedys/ KoRn/ Bleeding Through/ Danzig/ The Zutons/ Smile Empty Soul/ Social Distortion/ Drowning Pool/ Jet/ Black Sabbath/ Ozzy Osbourne/ NIN/ Alanis Morissette/ Soundgarden/ Janis Joplin/ Led Zeppelin/ Franz Ferdinand/ Hole/ Blondie/ The Cardigans/ Mundy/ The Misfits/ Alice Cooper/ Slayer/ Pink Floyd/ Billy Idol/ Muse/ Kittie/ Orgy/ Jack Off Jill/ Pantera/ Queen/ Evanescence/ Chevelle/ Radiohead/ Weezer/ Godsmack/ Sublime/ The Who/ ACDC/ The White Stripes/ Billy Idol/ The Doors/ Jimmy Hendrix/ Postal Service/ The Beatles/ The MONKEES/ The Temptations/ Everclear/ The Supremes/ The Turtles/ Mamas and Papas/ ELVIS/ Miles Davis/ SANTANA/ A perfect Circle/ Oasis/ The Melvins/ The Pixies/ Queens Of The Stoneage/ Gary Jules/ Mudhoney/ Stone Temple Pilots/ Dirty Vegas/ Audioslave/ Bush/ The Wallflowers/ Stone Roses/ Stone Temple Pilots/ Harvey Danger/ Porno For Pyros/ Hot Hot Heat/ Bob Marley/ Goo Goo Dolls/ Kittie/ Squirrel Nut Zippers/ Mighty Mighty Boss Tones/ LIVE/ Ministry/ Billy Talent/ Screaming Trees/ Nada Surf/ Sugarcult/ Big Audio Dynamite/ Rage Against the Machine/ Aerosmith/ Ringo Kidd and the Emoticons/ White Zombie/ Rob Zombie/ Disturbed/ Beck/ The Rolling Stones/ Deep Purple/ Yes/ The Doors/ The Eagles/ Maroon 5/ Guns N' Roses/ Pearl Jam/ Cursive/ Pezz/ Thirtyseven/ Smily and the 5 fingers/ Ringokid and the Emoticons/ Jimmy Eat World/ Evanescence/ King Missle/ Talking Heads/ Bouncing Souls/ 311/ U2/ Black Rebel Motor Cycle Club/ Rolling Stones/ Ben Folds Five/ Jet/ Marcy Playground/ Eve 6/ Eels/ Sonic/ The Godfathers/ Semisonic/ Bad Religion/ Red Hot Chili Peppers/ The Verve Pipe/ Indigo Girls/ Massive Attack/ Staind/ Catch 22/ Imogen Heap/ Arioch/ Frou Frou/ Manowar/ Horse/ Gorillaz/ Eminem/ Ludacris/ DMX/ Pink/ Alicia Keys/ Ja Rule/ Mary J Blige/ Aqua/ Hollywood Undead/ Atreyu/ WEIRD AL and last but not least Ruth's Bad Habits I love ALOT more music I plan on being on a list like this one somedayPS If you are a band I will only accept you if you are decent and have something to say Otherwise I will hence to deny you

Movies:

Monty Python [all], Not Another Teen Movie [NATM], Romeo & Juliet [90s and original], West Side Story, Anger Management, The Breakfast Club, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Airheads, Almost Famous, Betty Boop cartoons, Click, Good Will Hunting, Butterfly Effect, Malibu's Most Wanted, Queen of the Damned, Se7en, Single, Sorority Boys, The Shinning, Life As A House, Fight Club, SLC Punk, Donnie Darko, Pulp Fiction, Dogma, Jackass [& 2], The Butterfly Effect, Empire Records, Benny and Joon, The Wedding Singer, Big Daddy, Princess Bride, Bubble Boy, Batman Begins, Mean Girls, Interview with a Vampire, Orange County, Dead Poets Society, Advertising Rules, Boondock Saints, The Heathers, 10 things I hate about you, Adams Family Values, Billy Madison, The Waterboy, Saved!, Eurotrip, Wayne's World [& 2], Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, Dude Where's My Car?, Godspell, Save the Last Dance, Titanic, Dracula 2000, Daddy Daycare, House Of Wax, Major Payne, Bruce Almighty, School Of Rock, Superstar, Sister Act [& 2], Goofy Movie [& 2], P.O.T.C. [all], L.O.T.R. [all], Scary Movie [all], Nutty Professor [all], Rocky [all], Matrix [all], Beethoven [all], As Good As It Gets, Somethings Gotta Give, The Clerks, Mallrats, Lady & the Tramp, band ..aries, Bollywood movies, home videos and more My favorite actors and actresses-Adam Sandler, Danny Masterson, Drew Barrymore, Johnny Depp, Jim Carrey, Robin Williams and Keira Knightley

Television:

I don't have cable, disc nor satellite if I did I'm sure there would be alot more shows on here but until I get any of those these are my favorite shows in mostly random order...The Simpsons, Family Guy, Scrubs, That '70s Show, My Name is Earl, Malcolm In the Middle, Dharma & Greg, South Park, Blue Collar TV, Dave Chappelle, George Lopez, Craig Kilbourne, Conan O' Brien, The Drew Carey Show, Will & Grace, Whose Line is it Anyway?, Are you being Served?, M*A*S*H, Family Fued, The Price is Right, Americas Next Top Model [ANTM], Ambush Makeover & Project Runway, Next, Elimidate, Blind Date, Extreme Dating, Masterminds, Law & Order [all], CSI [all], NCIS, Ripley's Believe it or Not, Maximum Exposure, The Jamie Kennedy Experiment, Sex & the City, Girls Behaving Badly, Trading Spouses, Wife Swap, Outer Limits, The Twilight Zone and comedic, game, fashion, dating and crime shows in generalShows that I HATE every soap opera ever made, The Office, The OC, One Tree Hill, Laguna Beach, Seinfeld, Arrested Developement, Last of the Summer's Wine, all horrible British "comedies" and more

Books:

I'm not much for books or I just haven't found books that truly interest me I like the following comics... Calvin & Hobbes, Frazz, Bizzaro, Rubes, Zits, Baldo, LOLA, Blondie [just for the fucking gorgeous wife] and othersI'm gonna get around to reading Anne Rice vampire stories and the [auto]biographies of my favorite bands eventually

Heroes:

People I admire-Anyone who has helped keep me alive, My little sister Lydia Estelle Jones for how stupid she acts-how much of a bitch she can be-how annoying she can get yet she is still apart of me and I still love her so fucking much no matter how many scars I have given her She's always been there Always been awesome and lOOked up to me for goddess knows why She's one of the very few ppl who completely understands my sense of humor and me and can make me laugh for hours We have sooo many inside jokes She could tell our parents the dirtiest shit that I've done but she doesn't and it means sooo much to me We have sooo many memories good and bad and amazing and dorky As pathetic as it sounds my little sister is all I could ever ask of in a bestestfriend, My siblings for just being who they are and making me who I am I will always looooove you Dia, Rascalina, Beara, and Dannyboy and Joseph RIP, Myself I think in ways and do things that I know most people wouldn't even dream of so I believe I am an important person of society and I am glad to be who I am, William Shakespeare for his talent and inspiration, Marilyn Manson for how he puts music to my pain, John McCrea for how he puts music to my happiness, Dido for how she puts music to my love, Freddy Mercury just because he's simply amazing, Bettie Page for being gorgeous and the leading lady of the best type of pin up EVER, Weird Al because he's so fucking funny Parodies are awesome and I adore him All grunge bands that I grew up on and leave me with nostalgia and twisted happiness Any of my friends that have always been there for me and made me who I am Anyone that hasn't left me Anyone that likes me more than a friend Anyone who lives their own life and doesn't give a shit about what people think of them & Anyone who is a misfit and can not find there place Kid, you're singing to the choir.

My Blog

I am the shit

Ruth Jones was a student in my English 11 secontion this summer at Bladensburg High School and I found her to be an insightful and dedicated student with a penchant for analysis and a love of literatu...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:07:00 PST

The Hill

As if I haven't said this a billion cajillion times b4 but I feel the need to say it again I adore everyone I consider of "The Hill" You guys don't know how much I needed this awesome weekend I loooov...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 06:16:00 PST

Nostalgia, regrets and excitement

The year 2006 was one of the happiest and the shittiest years of my life.Happiest [Somewhat in order mostly random]:-Weekends w/ Kali, Alanna and B( o )( o )b and going to Taco Bell, Silver Diner, The...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 12:48:00 PST

Kill me

I'd be lieing if I said I was happy Every little thing in my life is a dissappointment And no cares anymore that they let me down That I've gone to shit and that I'm depressed w/ great reason No one c...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:04:00 PST

This is Halloween

Alooot of funfun has happened lately and today will most likely be amazing White Flint Mall w/ Maggitha, Mona and Dia then Frightfest w/ Dia Then morrow gonna go to Alexandra's I can't fucking wait f...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:22:00 PST

Masterpiece?

I hate my mood swings almost as much as my mother which if you don't know [which is pretty much impossible not to] is saying QUITE a lot One minute I truly wanna blow my fucking brains out The next I...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 01:01:00 PST

Cept has the actual boy organs

I'd like to say don't ever love someone Don't ever give your heart to ONE person Don't ever think about ONE person 24-7 Don't ever feel secure Don't ever think you've got the world on a platter Do...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:07:00 PST

Sick of love songs

She sits She cries She dies inside She doesn't know why She dreams of such lulabies She wants what she can't have She knows it's just too damn bad All she really needs is him Today I met a goddess Sh...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 08:50:00 PST

I love to hate the o so essential

LOVES AND LIKES love my FRIENDS music my sibs boys AND gurls hanging out w/ my friends laughing funny ppl ppl who care what I think ppl who care about me ppl who love or like me dorks losers alcohol h...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:53:00 PST

Honorable Mention

I spend so much time on the comp that I have a personal rule that I must be in person w/ everyone in my Top 8 on a regular basis So this one goes out to my long distance lovelies1 Kelsey2 Kizzathryn3 ...
Posted by The Black Butterfly on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 11:48:00 PST