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just me

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About Me

i fancy myself a complicated individual, but im probably not. someone once called me a walking contradiction, though, and i kind of liked that. but that could just be because im such a typical gemini. i like things that make me laugh, and i like things that make me cry. i hate drama, but i tend to be overly dramatic. ive spent many years searching for the perfect purse, and the perfect man. most of the time, id rather stay in than go out, and when i had a bigger place, i really liked throwing parties. (new years eve '04, that one kicked ass!) anyway, im a little neurotic and obsessive, but its really just all a part of my charm. basically, im the best friend youll ever have.

My Interests

books, movies, tv, music, disneyland, traveling to foreign lands, karaeoke madness, game nights, deep conversations, writing, spending time with my family, shopping

I'd like to meet:

id like to meet all my favorite celebrities, so i can add them to my wall of fame, plus, i need a "charlotte" and a "samantha" to go with my "carrie" and leslies "miranda."
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Music:

jack johnson, fall out boy, the postal service, rob thomas (and mb20), system of a down, incubus, linkin park, pearl jam, hoobastank, the killers, prince, ll cool j, will smith, dr dre, chris isaak, janet jackson, gavin degraw, the beach boys, the beatles, elvis, bruce springsteen, david grey, nelly furtado, the foo fighters, guns n roses, metallica, hanson, michael jackson, john mayer...anyway, you get the point

Movies:

so i just saw 'i now pronounce you chuck and larry' and, i realize i might be a bit biased because of my deep love for all things adam sandler, i have to say, it was HILARIOUS. i laughed through pretty much the entire movie. i personally could have done without jessica biel, but whatever.

Television:

ive cut it down to these shows: greys anatomy, how i met your mother, scrubs, my name is earl, the office, ugly betty, and theres my super-fave, ghost hunters - mostly for the hotness that is steve gonsalves. but i love any shows having to do with paranormal, oh, and mythbusters. and dont tell anyone that ive started religiously watching americas next top model. i just recently got into man vs. wild, dirty jobs and deadliest catch. ive been on a bit of a discovery channel kick, i guess.

Books:

recently finished 'the book of bright ideas' by sandra kring, who also wrote an incredible book called 'carry me home' that i highly recommend. unfortunately for me, i have to keep my book spending in check, so mostly ive been reading the la times and the 9 magazines i subscribe to. *sigh* anyway, fave authors: augusten burroughs, david sedaris, and nick hornby.

Heroes:

augusten burroughs, queen latifah

My Blog

what the hell?

ok, so why does it suddenly work when i have nothing at all to say??? stupid myspace. anyway, im totally bored tonight and tired of being home alone on friday nights doing nothing. im generally sick o...
Posted by just me on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:49:00 PST

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oh my fucking god. ive tried to post a blog twice, and i keep getting a blank page with some numbers and letters up in the corner. argh.
Posted by just me on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:47:00 PST

nothing, really

i feel restless. i need to get the hell out of my house. i feel like doing something with my life - or just my living room.
Posted by just me on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:40:00 PST

my current obsession

ok, so ive written a bunch of poems about the guy i mentioned in the previous blog, so, of course, i have to post them. no one has commented on any of the poems ive posted before, but, heres hoping. P...
Posted by just me on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 08:28:00 PST

the crushing weight on my soul

i think i might be losing my mind. honestly. if i dont get what i want out of this situation, well, i dont know what the hell will happen. im fairly certain that i will implode. i spend every waking s...
Posted by just me on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:56:00 PST

i feel like maybe my soul has died

im just...i feel broken and hollow. he never really loved me, he couldnt have. not to end it like this. not to scream and hate me. how could he have ever loved me? ive been broken before, but never li...
Posted by just me on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 07:17:00 PST

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

i have nothing to say. but i feel like i need to talk........................ what would happen if i just packed up and left? i mean, really? i have no real tangible reason to stay here in this shoebo...
Posted by just me on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 10:30:00 PST

just a cynical little essay on friendship

Friends     Sometimes when I get lonely, I watch TV old episodes of Friends or Sex and the City. Basically, any show in which the characters lives are wildly more interesting than mine. I l...
Posted by just me on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 09:24:00 PST

how do these guys find me?

ok, so i just had to post this IM conversation i just had, because, well, its just too damn funny. (im pretntious, obviously)  Baseballfantn:  How was your day today?Pretntious:  it was...
Posted by just me on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 10:16:00 PST

argh

i am at an all time anxiety high right now. my mind is racing and i cant seem to stop it. i have nothing to do right now, and im not even watching tv. but things just want to come out of my fingers an...
Posted by just me on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 10:59:00 PST