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About Me

You don't want to know me because I'm a figment of your imagination. I'm the little spider caught within it's own webs. I'm everything you never want to dream about again. I don't believe in true love anymore. I don't think there will be the perfect woman in my life. Hope is for those that have no faith in God. Saying, "I love you" is another way of saying," Goodbye."

My Interests

Photography, Watercolor, anything Nikon, SCUBA Diving, Cats, Small/Medium/Large format photography, Holga Cameras, Industrial, EBM, Synthpop, Darkwave, Metal, Metalcore, Christian Metal, Punk, Acid Jazz, Blues, Kickboxing, Martial Arts, Dull Razorblades, kicking your ass

I'd like to meet:

Don't ever lie to me and don't EVER break my heart because I really hate that. I loathe dishonesty. Oh and I must add this now... DON'T TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK... GROW A PAIR AND TELL IT TO MY FACE
I don't want to meet YOUWho Believes In Me(friendz) | My Simple Musings(blog) | My Dreams(pix) | Whisper To Me(comment)

GO RACE R/C... QCRCC.com Quad City R/C Club

I love THIS woman!!!! You can't have her!!!!

Quote: "It's fun and it's destructive... It's FUNSTRUCTIVE!" - Wendy Kilgore

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Team Skull RC Racing
Visit SHARCC Shoals Area RC Cars

Music:

Bullet Remedy is: Gary Lee - bass, vocals, synths, drum programming
Bullet For My Valentine -{perhaps my most favorite band now!}-ONCE NOTHING!!! Awesome band
Psivamp,Convergence From Within,Interpol,Pantera,UnderOath,MyChildren MyBride,Atreyu,Deftones,Thrice,Mindless Self Indulgence,Informatik,Skinny Puppy,Story of the Year,As I Lay Dying,AFI,Vandals,Caliban,The Asacia Strain,Taking Back Sunday,Ministry,NIN,Strapping Young Lads,Marilyn Manson,Filter

Movies:

The Crow, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Legend, Labrynth, Edward Scissorhands, Pirates of the Carribean, Donny Darko, Doom Generation, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Blow, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, A Nightmare Before Christmas, Three Amigos, The Last Dragon, The Anarchist Cookbook, Underworld, Matrix trilogy, Aliens, Predator, SLC Punk, Blade Runner, Amityville Horror, House of a 1000 Corpses, Amelie, Salem's Lot, Yellow Beard, The Adventures of Baron Munchausen, Red Dwarf, 12 Monkeys

Television:

Adult Swim, (don't laugh) NASCAR, and lots and lots of History Channel, Scrubs

Books:

The Bible Sun Tsu-The Art of War The Kama Sutra Anarchist Cookbook (an all time favorite) 101 ways to make Cheesecake Fuck yay! Stephen King, IT John Saul, The God Project

Heroes:

Heroes? I have no heroes. I wish I had a hero sandwich.

My Blog

Imsomniac Ramble

Darkening my eyes as I close these doors to a heart too cold to remember what love felt like. I look upon your face and see the tension race lines across your brow as you attempt to hide them with an ...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 03:29:00 PST

Post accident photos (finally)

6 - 12 inches more and Gary would have been a goner for sure....
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:53:00 PST

You are on my mind... (single again)

You are on my mind, but all I want to do is forget. All those lies, all this time, I feel used and abused, bruised and confused and you are the cause for all this pain. How dare you use me like this. ...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:24:00 PST

Fatal Flaws

You have a fatal flawYou mistook my kindness for weaknessNow you live alone and sufferCalling home within the darknessClawing at shadows kissing your fearsWhile you lie there screamingHoping for an en...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:01:00 PST

got my new car...thanks alfa insurance

So I have a new car now and I'm pretty stoked about it. that is all
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 06:06:00 PST

It shouldn't have taken a car accident to do this...

It's unfortunate that it took a car accident to get my sister and I talking again. It's really funny though because the night previously I had the urge to go ahead and call her to t...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:16:00 PST

Whom I appreciate...

the Looneys!Love you Paul and Taffy, and Candice, and Devon.So last night felt great being out and about, not having to worry and feel stressed about anyone or anything. It felt like old times minus t...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:13:00 PST

I need a new Honda

What you got on my Honda?Help me find a new one after my old one just got totalled. Looking for a late 90's to early '00 Honda Accord or Civic preferably an Accord like the one that saved my life. The...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 02:09:00 PST

And one more thing

For all those that wished me a happy birthday...thank you for that. It's much appreciated. Sorry it took so long to return the thanks
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 12:39:00 PST

Oh BTW

Look out for a new upcoming metal band One for the Story... which hopefully if all works out well, minus the car accident, I'll be crushing skullz with them soon.Check them out at One For The Story...
Posted by Black[Star]Heart on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 12:15:00 PST