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About Me

I AM NOT A MAN

WITHOUT TEARS, WITHOUT FEARS

WITHOUT INSECURITIES THAT I MAY NOT DISPLAY HERE

BUT I DO WITHIN MY SOLITUDE OF SEAPING SAND.

I AM NOT A MAN

OF UNYEILDING CONVICTION,

MY MIND LENDS ME THE OPENESS OF UNRESTRICTION

SO THAT MAYBE I CAN SEE WHAT OTHERS MIGHT

SO THAT I CAN HAVE A BROADER INSIGHT.

SO THAT MAYBE I CAN

BE THAT SOUGHT AFTER MAN

BUT I AM NOT A MAN

UNAWARE OF MY SENSITIVITIES, OF MY INABILITIES

I OWN THE KNOWLEDGE THAT I NEED A STRONG WOMAN TO COMPLETE ME

THAT KNOWLEDGE LEADS SOME TO THINK ME WEAK, WHEN I SEE

IT MAKES ME A BETTER MAN

I AM NOT A MAN

THAT WORRIES WHERE I COME FROM, MY MOMS IS WHERE I'M FROM

MY FATHERS NAME IS WHAT I REPRESENT, HE IS WHERE I'M FROM

NO STREET SIGN, CITY BOUNDARY MAKES WHO I WANT TO BE AS A MAN

BUT I AM NOT A MAN

WITHOUT FAULTS, WITHOUT BEING CAUGHT

WITHOUT LESSONS THAT LIFE AND LOVE TAUGHT

ABOUT TRYING TO BE THE MAN I SEEN IN ANOTHER MAN.

AND I AM NOT A MAN

OF "TWISTED WINDS"

THATS WORDS THAT TENDS TO BEND THE TRUTH, TO AMEND

BUT I'M CONTINUED TO BE JUDGE BY REP, AND I'M FORCED TO UNDERSTAND

WHY THE PEOPLE I LOVE VIEWS ME AS AN UNTRUSTING MAN

I AM NOT A MAN

NOT THE MAN YOU WANT ME TO UNDERSTAND

I AM NOT THE MAN

I AM AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY OWN MAN

-Markell Williams c2005-

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Cool Slideshows

Music:

I'm a Hip Hop B-Boy that has grown up into Neo Soul who has learned to love Jazz, while still keeping my love for Hip Hop. Spoken Word Music is my new love interest. I'm estatic that music isn't jealous because I would be accused of Steping (my favorite dance) out on my "supposed" musical taste as a black man from the hood. i listen to the blues, rock, classical, music is a heartbeat and i love to live

Books:

Red Roses

i bled from my soul is why i brought you red roses

my way of thanking you for mental images of you in seductive poses

the reason why valentine's day decor is red

is because in my anxious anticipation of your company blood rushed to my head

so i broke out the red table cloth flowery centerpiece surrounded by fine dining

the softest of music cause its your voice that i am missing

but this is not the 14th of february not even close

but i bled from my soul to bring you red roses

so today is our valentines day

i can not and do not want to contain the love i have for you to just one day

one day out of the year one day of the shortest month

my love for you is uncontainable i want to celebrate our love everyday of every month

today is our valentines day because of mental images my soul chose

i bled from my soul to bring you red roses

-Markell Williams c2006-

Heroes:

Cool Slideshows

My Blog

they ask, i say

they ask, "is she a celebrity"i laugh, "no but she is my star""well then she must be your woman""no she is her own woman, i just love sharing her person""no" they say, "you and her must...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 01:30:00 PST

a dating discussion (please reply and keeping checking back)

before you answer please think objectively (this isn't finger pointing, this is for resolution): are women so busy evaluating and analysing men, on the point of what men,"bring to the table" tha...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

selfishly (she loves me, she loves me not)

*this is dedicated to the most adorable woman with a teddy bear, i've ever seen* Selfishly, I hold on to you Love will not release me from loving you Even as...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 08:49:00 PST

untitled

hmmmmmmmmmm, where should i begin?i have a fear of death. a fear of not being remembered, forgotten like last year's superbowl runner up. what legacy will i leave? what was my purpose for living? ...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 04:13:00 PST

our deepest fear is not......

Our deepest fear is not... Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:58:00 PST

tragedy

i found one of my notebooks from 10 years ago, this is about the time that i re-picked up the desire to write my feelings and thoughts down. this is a poem out of that notebook, i hope you guys enjoy....
Posted by The Invisible Man on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 11:41:00 PST

grown boy

Grown boyI can't call u a man I know you hate the word boyU call it a white racist wordHeard that on goodtimes so u hate that wordGrown boyBoyIs the right word I employ that wordPut it ...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 08:52:00 PST

what it is i would do

is it the love inside methat frightens you away from mebut wait a minute babyI thought your despair was from being lonelyI thought you said when we spoke that you wanted a...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 09:45:00 PST

Metrosexual: Gay, Straight, Masculine or Wimp (my article from pop that.net)

Metrosexual: Gay, Straight, Masculine or Wimp In this era of independence and distaste of being characterized, we have a new label amongst us gentlemen. It seems we have a ...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 12:59:00 PST

what do women want?

men have been asking this question for well beyond my years on this earth. there is a movie out entitled with this question. countless books, conversations, debates, arguments, and now my blog all try...
Posted by The Invisible Man on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 11:31:00 PST