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Vegas. right outside the Venetian.
These are my toes. I walked right up to the ledge of the Grand Canyon without a saftey and snapped this shot. Arguably, it's called "tempting fate"... but in my heart, it was one of the few moments in my life where I felt truly alive.
you have to see this video -- it's cute
Otters holding hands
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* September 30, 2006 *
2:08am My Grandfather, Alfredo Baller Mordeno, passed away peacefully in his bed at Providence hospital in Alaska. If I don't respond to your phonecalls, emails, messages, etc... that's why. But please just know, that I appreciate all of your love and support, and I carry all of your warm wishes in my heart. Thank you.
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in honor of my new cellphone... i just had to take a new cellphone pic. I call it: "Lipgloss, and no make up; a rissey expression" -- lol, i so scored :)
err...
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i look at half naked women all day, and get paid for it -- so i'm told that most guys my age would kill for my job... hrm...
you know the difference between me and you? i make this look good... :) (i'm talking about the graphic...hardi har har ... well, maybe i'm referring to the lingerie, as well :) j/k
I...
· am sitting like a popsicle in the providence hospital waiting room in Anchorage, Alaska.· love snow, but there's none for my viewing pleasure
· am allergic to cats
· love my grandpa. I hope he gets better soon
· feel weird. emotionally, physically ... drained and weird
· walk on the beach to build sandcastles
· am so far removed from who i was 3 years ago
· am in love with the sound of the ocean
· cry over movies
· grew up very sheltered
· wouldn't trade my childhood in for the world
· try to keep an open mind
· don't trust (asian, specifically, filipino) boys ... YEAH, i said it!!! so what? it's true.
· really don't trust asian/filipino boys... it's that bad; i had to say it twice.
· i will never date a FIJI. Sorry gentlemen, one of your bros killed it for the whole lot.
· fall in love with idealizations (it's my downfall)
· have often been called a perfectionist
· consider myself lazy
· never want to fall in love...again...
· think it's too late
· wear my heart on my sleeve
· wish i wasn't so transparent
· ruminate on my future plans
· still don't know where i plan to go
· miss my mommy.
· hate driving home to LA
· remember too much
· forget the important things
· often lose my car keys
· love my job (still tripping about playboy! yay!!!)
· was subletting at the chillest apartment ever.
· can't wait to see my sisters
· get sad. and lonely. quite a bit
· miss my loopie poop
· think my bailey is the best little bailey. ever
· often gravitate to the norm...but
· hate conformity
· speak 5 languages
· miss my celica
· am obsessed with my new ride
· believe that "home is where the heart is."
· guess my home is over 2,000 miles away.
· am head-over-heels smitten to ???... bet you're dying to know
· raising a Bailey with a sensibly sweet sagittarius
· married to a left-handed virgo. (story of my life...j/k, MJ Hess, you are my sunshine!)
· am, slowly but surely, putting the pieces back together
· am the most popular girl in alaska... okay, in this room... okay, in alaska. (lol)
· hate to waste time, but want to slow down
· don't respect liars
· wish i was pretty
· lost 8lbs, but feel like a whale
· went back to my original hair color
· love lipgloss
· drive to clear my thoughts
· hate to burn bridges
· don't talk to everyone in my cell's phone book
· have had a stalker (or two) in my day
· love to cook, and bake.
· hate to wash dishes
· can't stand mess or dirt.
· will be a lawyer if it kills me
· sing. a lot.
· am sickly. I catch things easily. I'm sick now.
· am a walking personification of "stream of conscience"
· wish I was Mary. or, at least, Doro.
· scared beyond comprehension
· bonded with my furball, Bailers over a dishtowel
· slept at my grandmother's house for the first time after my grandpa's passing.
· was sad. it was cold.
· i miss my grandpa.
· gave my heart to someone a few "last christmas"-es ago.
* he gave it away before i even blinked. pooh on asian boys.
· promised my broken heart to too many this year (oops)...but
· made the perfect choice.
· have lots on my plate... too much, perhaps
· am growing increasingly paranoid about my headaches.
· thank God for the state my life is currently in, despite how
· still miss my grandpa
· can't wait 2 hit the snow ;)tee hee hee
· am often told my boobs are perfect
· would trade my breasts for tighter abs ;)
· have the best smile -- ask my dentist
· have never had a cavity ... ever
· let christy use my DL to go to my bday party -- it worked. lol
· have a headache -- i always have a headache
· will be late for work if i don't stop this ... taking bailey to the groomers. yay.
· miss my pajjii...he was the best dirty, mutt-looking purebred poodle
· am a lingerie goddess
· am a 5'9" ... 36D-28-34 ... aspiring for 34D-26-34 to even things out
· had the perfect valentines :)
· am finally with someone who makes me happy... even though
· probably don't deserve it ;) xoxoxoxoxoxo
· was recently introduced to the wonderful world of swing dance by a new friend from an old school.
· can't wait to cut a rug (it's way fun)
· am told that it's best when you're partner's an amazing lead
· am glad to report that he so is :)*blushes*
· am in love. and this thime it feels different... it feels real... like it's never happened before
· am still under construction... to be continued