My beloved wife...Raven...
My number one interests are... my beautiful, most adored daughter & wife. I am profoundly moved by music, having grown up in an extremely musical household. I love to write lyrics, sing, orchestrate, perform, listen to, and over-all *experience* music. Massage therapy. It is something I have been doing & studying over several years. Psychology. Spirituality. Phillosophy. New Age & Ancient alike, including Energy Exchange and Imagery, Herbs, Oils, Minerals, and Homeopathic Therapies. I am exceptionally interested in a wide variety of Healing arts. Film, still or moving pictures. Erotic Art. Litterature, preferrably informative, involving one of my many subjects of study or dark, sexual, poetic...seperately or all at once. Languages, (I'd rather speak a little of everything than alot of nothing.). Multi-cultural ancient studies on life and mythology, especially of the Celtic nature. Come to think of it, most of the things I take interest in are very eclectic.
Even my wife is Afro-Egyptian/Euro-Asian.
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Of course, I couldn't dare forget to mention some of my deeper, darker interests.
Including:
Tattoo, Piercing, Scarrification, Bloodletting, Branding, Body Modification, Suspension, Pyrotechnics/Fire-Play, Asphyxiation, Electricity, Metal, Bondage Furniture, Dungeons, Various Torture Devices, Weaponry, S&M, D/s, BDSM. Cemetaries, Morgues, Medical Colleges, Hearses, Crematoriums, Crime Scenes, Accidents, Murder, Suicide. I take interest in anything that suggests seperation from mind, body and spirit, really... in any order. These things are more than mere perversions to me, they are all *very* spiritual.
Riddle me this: When did your "God" appoint anyone in this government as an official angel of justice or mercy? Does it make you happy to know that these liars are killing our families?
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Would you post of interests concerning the execution of relieving the world's governments & dictators? Take care in how proud you are of this...you may be stopped before you even get started. Speak to me privately if you wish to know more about my thoughts on this subject.
Ignorance is only bliss when you have nothing to lose!
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If you're looking for more of a sexual answer to what peaks my interest, ask me personally.
See this beautiful creature???
This is the one and only *Benson*.
He's very sensual & passionate about His art.
And I feel the same about Him and His genius.
If you like your wardrobe Dark AND Glam...
You'll go look for yourself.
Even if it ~is~ just to masturbate over the models!
So *very* Classy~!
AND... terribly sexxxy!
*kiss kiss*
My
very
*own*
~SUICIDE GIRL~
*GINARY SUICIDE*
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I hope you have another cock for me I want you to fuck me hard and fast!
Too bad rubber RIPS when you pierce it!!!
I'll have a brand new one...
Just for you...
To tear apart!
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Transgendered MTF or FTM, pre, post, or non Op. Females, Males, Hybrids. Fetish Pet's..."Gothic" as well as Transsexual MTF's are especially sought after. All are welcomed. Whatever the case may be:
Must be open & respectful to my marriage. Must understand boundaries. Meaning: If you like me, no you cannot steal me away from my Wife or the other way around. If things flow well, a long-term or permanent position as a pet may be in order.
Must be flexible to my eccentric world. In real life, I don't speak any language anywhere as fluently as I type. I need someone who can understand & be comfortable with my constant, yet functional, silent, meditative state of existence. Must have a good understanding of how surreal this entire world really is, and all the words in it. I will probably understand you better than you will understand me, by far.
Patience is a beautiful thing. I will try to help you understand anything you wish to know of me and my world as best as possible.
Be honest with me or move on. I don't have time to spare on people so shallow or simplistic. I don't need to lie to you. I have no need to be abusive either, unless it's consensual.
When I do experience the need to speak, I will be blunt. Take it, or take off. NO non-consensual psycho games!!!
I am also interested in meeting: Individualists, Musicians, (non-pc) Spiritualists of any denomination, Anarchists, semi-Conformists, Alchemists, Freaks, Sexual & Non-Sexual Deviants, Poets, Writers, Models, Actors, Artists of all sorts, Philosophers, Tarot & Tea Leaf Readers, Star Gazers, Flower Children, Abused Children, Psychotic Children, Gypsy Children...Anyone & Everyone who is Everything & Nothing.
Just no children under 18 please!
If you meet these qualifications, then yes, please contact me.
If you hit "add", please send a little note telling me why. It doesn't have to be anything spectacular...just be real about it...truth is one of my biggest turn-ons, bland or brutal as it may be. (Even if it *is* only because I have a Mohawk!) *winks*
If I can agree to disagree with you, at the very least, I'll add you back!
Expose me!!!
Tell me what you think. - all comments appreciated - positive or negative!
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I enjoy most everything from Techno, Trance, Industrial, Underground, Tribal, Drum and Bass, Alternative, Oldies (some), Old Rock n Roll (some), Metal in it's many varieties (little), Classical, Orchestra, Symphonic, and much more.
I carry a special love for Female musicians & Irish music.
Enya is and always will remain at the core of my heart.
Partial break down:
This Mortal Coil, The Cranberries, Loreena McKennitt, Linda Perry, Portishead, Blondie, Berlin, Wendy O. Williams, 4 Non-Blondes, Sinead O'Connor, Bjork, Janis Joplin, Sixpence None the Richer, Sarah McLachlan, Dido, Ani Defranco, Eurythmics, Tori Amos, Sophie B. Hawkins, Northern State, Genitorturers, Tatu, Natalie Merchant, Elastica, Republica, Cindy Lauper, Gol, Mary Prankster, No Doubt, Evanessence, Garbage, Jack Off Jill, Clannad, Lord of the Dance, Deep Forest, Enigma, Marvin Gaye, Led Zepplin, Pink Floyd, The Moody Blues, The BeeGee's, The Beatles, Lords of Acid, Cher, Frank Zappa, Roberta Flack, Tina Turner, Abba, Hedwig, Rammstein, Smashing Pumpkins, Radio Head, Coldplay, VNV Nation, Rob Zombie, GWAR, DIO, Motorhead, Sade, Ween, Moby, Frente', Depeche Mode, Eiffel 65, Alice Deejay, Flogging Mollies, Fragma, Miss Kittin & The Hackerz, Crass, The Clash, Aerosmith, Megadeth, Jane's Addiction, Ozzy, Dead Or Alive, Boy George, Queen, Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Everything But the Girl, STP, System of a Down, The Doors, Wierd Al, Underworld, NIN, KORN, Orgy, Fem de Fem, Linkin Park, Outkast, Missy Elliot, Grandma Dynamite, etc.
There's so much more...
I enjoy a variety of DJ's especially Paul Oakenfold, and my friends DJ's Pyro Su & Shawn Jizzle. And of course, I love the music my wife Raven and I write, compose, and perform together.
If you *really* want to hear some samples of our sounds:
*Random Sounds from the House of Chaos (On our top 8!)
For those of you who are in South Florida, and are interested in *any* aspect of art and entertainment, be it visual art, music, set design, theater, or something you made up...take your talent here:
*The Wallflower Gallery (pg.2 of friends)
Supporting our worthy local & non-local underground musicians!
Check them out please!
Find them on my friends list.
Here on MySpace.com:
*2 Ban
*Suitable Case for Treatment
*Neck
*The Pubcrawlers
*Joe Kinsella
*Neena Trottier
*Zilt
*Ivy's Itch
*Apterous Bird
*Carrie Taylor
*Rico
*Kill Dorothy
*Man and Machine
*Y-LUK-O
*Unstitched
*Nocide
*A Brand New Brand of Energy
*Guilt by Association
*Secondnature
*Scandelle
*Mychildren Mybride
My favorite? I have too many...But "The Fountain" comes as close as it gets on a deeper level.
Do I have to say it?
O yes!!!
Better believe it.
Rocky Horror & Elvira, Mistress of the Dark...will always be ..1. Porn, Hedwig, House of 1000 Corpses, Fight Club, Strangeland, The Little Prince, Harry Potter (all), Porn, Willow, Labrynth, Lord of the Rings (all), Boys Don't Cry, Killer Klowns from Outer Space, The Crying Game, Porn, Space Balls, Night Breed, Puppet Master (all), Dolls, Freddy Got Fingered, Merlin, Neverending Story I, Gumby, Pooty Tang, League of Extrordinary Gentlemen, XXX, Friday, Matrix (all), Nightmare Before Christmas, Porn, Edward Scissorhands, James and the Giant Peach, Galaxy Quest, Army of Darkness, Twister, Hook, What Dreams May Come, Little Nicky, Charlie Brown n Peanuts (all), Braveheart, Powder, Trainspotting, Porn, 4 Rooms, Scary Movie I II III, The Grudge, Pee-Wee (all), Mystery Men, X Men, 5th Element, Stargate, Hellraiser (all), Natural Born Killers, 13 Ghosts, The Original Jesus Christ Superstar, Beetlejuice, Porn, The Professional, The Prophecy I II III, Shallow Hal, But I'm a Cheerleader, The Goonies, Etc. and so on...
YAY!!!
MORE!!!
*claps*
Girls Behaving Badly, Pimp My Ride, Smack the Pony, The Young Ones...
Anything Irish...even if it's QVC. Ummm...I really don't like the TV much. TV IS BAD! (except for [Adult Swim]).
O so many books! Alot of my books are of the Celtic Pagan nature. The rest are pretty much various languages, psychology, health/wellness, and a few fiction here ~n~ there. Anne Rice, Stephen King, Marrion Zimmer Bradley, C.S. Lewis...We have some Aleister Crowley, and a bit of Poe. But there are so many to love.
Artists:Dorian Cleavenger, Boris Vallejo, Julie Bell, to name litterally just a few. Adding more later...
Personally, I don't have too many Heroes. Not too many men are great. My brother. He was hit by a large nursery truck coming out of some Orange groves out in the Florida Everglades. It sent him flipping over 30 ft. of metal road guard multiple times before rolling over a tree and landing upside down in the alligator infested main canal with the engine in the front seat. Had he been wearing his seatbelt, he would not have been able to take that extra year off work to learn how to walk all over again. (Ode to the Brothers Chaos-For *Death* may catch up to us one day, but not today, my friend!) My father, for getting so drunk he got knocked out by a rail road guard coming down and passed out on the tracks in front of the coming train. He was on his way home from the bar he litterally lives 3 doors down from. Robin Williams. I wish I could say there was a movie I didn't like him in, but I can't. He has always been absurdly funny, but wonderfully real. And for the movie "What Dreams May Come"...he will always be a God in his art to me. Trent Reznor...for his expression is as much mine as yours. Brendon Teena...O sweet boi...you died for everything...you died for nothing...Benny...Frankie...Phil...you're only in my dreams until I die. And only the good die young!
As for my Heroins...my daughter...Æinë...my most adored wife...Raven, my poor mum, just for makin it this far. She so insane and so sick in her mind, body, and soul. My friend Jaynie, for her most recent suicide attempt. She hung herself from a tree near my home. She lost most of her mind for it. On a scale of 1-12, reguarding brain activity, 12 being the best, she's a 4 now. She's too far gone to feel the pain anymore. My tragic love. I think of her everyday. Enya for haunting my thoughts and soul for as long as I can remember. And... my sweetest little Angel...who's bravery and curiousity took her life so long ago before it really even started...Natalie...nothing could ever make me forget.
:::Natalie:::
(Taken just before the drowning.)