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Hey,
my names matt but not alot of people know that so shhh!!! lol I am better known as kempy but wil respond to either
I hate the way people change and treat other's like toy's you are there favorite until they get a new one and then youre forgotten about
I think that it's wrong full stop it goes against everything I am and have come to be
I wish thing's were different but I spose you can't help the fact that people change
I hate the way I am always taken for granted and walked over by whom of which I love but I spose life is a bitch
especially certain people that come along and steal away youre freinds when you get left behind and forgotten about being made to feel so small and pathetic isnt really that nice but I guess you wont ever know because youre fucking god now arent you?
im sorry if I ever tried to be youre freind
im sorry for being there for you every step of the way
im sorry ful stop I know this is pointless and pathetic but it wil take the weight of my mind and save me wasting my breathe
not that you wil ever read this anyway
not that you ever cared so yeah....change could be for the better or for the worse in some cases its better to stay the same
some people feel they have to change to impress and gain other's respect witch I think is wrong but that's just my opinion
but you never wanted to hear anything I have had to say anyway really have you?
to be quiet honest I never really think I have bin good enough to be around you but that's how you have made me feel....pathetic
and you have always have had an immense hold over me well....not anymore im free
and I know I am better than you im not being big headed but I have morales
and I know how to treat freinds with the greatest of respect
and I wil never ever forget any of them
I spose I am just another victim of change....
I hate how things change I hate how thing's never stay the same and the effects it has on people this depresses me as I have no control over what happens and in some cases I cannot save certain people from change I wish I could do more but I guess I am only human....
I am into body mod's-but that doesent make me a freak
I currently have 13 peircing's:
center lip
septum
1 orbital [right ear]
3 1mm surgical steel ring's [right ear]
10mm lobe stretch [left ear]
both nipples
1 navel
2 frenum
1 scrotal....
music is my life-but that doesent mean im boring
I have a pretty wide range of intrest concerning music
i am always plugged in
i wil listen to anything and even though i may not like that particular song i wil appreiciate what they have done
i used to have a pretty small mind about music which i wil be the first to admit but those days are dead and gone
this past year i have learned to apreciate music on a totally different level i can actually listen to a peice of music and discuss with freind's my likes and dislikes about it and various veiws that we or i may have about that particular peice
some songs can be so influencial it can somtimes change the mood of a person in under three minits witch i think is such a powerful thing when you can reach a person on such a personal level as to change there mood
i love to sit and listen to music and think about every part of it and i often wonder what the person/people were thinking about as they wrote the lyrics and music for the song that really interests me and i hope that one day i can reach people on a personal level
The local music scene isnt that bad either here are a few local bands that im into:
Cynical protest
midnight seance
refined I am
saving grace
blast stereo's loud....
i am currently in a band were called accidental headliners were im on vocals check us out!!!
www.myspace.com/accidentalheadliners01
[email protected]
I have a passion for art-but that doesent make me a geek
I love to write poetry-but that doesnt make me sad
hanging out with my freinds
going to gigs
I am totally against bully's/bullying
fighting is pointless it gets you nowhere and acting like you are big and hard is laffable
So about that girl....
I'm seeing a great girl her name is claire
shes more than a partner to me she's a freind to it's a proper great realationship to be in as its not to much of anything its just right and that's how I would describe this great girl I am with ''not to much of anything....just enough''
and I am happy with her she makes me happy and her smile makes my day
I am so lucky to have someone like her she's a little out of the ordinary and it intrigues me immensly
evertime we meet I learn somthing new about this girl witch leaves me wanting to know more everytime
I love to miss her but I hate it at the same time I love the feeling of being able to miss someone but at the same time hate it because I just wanna be in her arms
I love the little things she says that make me smile
and I know that if I ever was in trouble shed do her best to help me out even if I just needed a shoulder to cry on I know she'd be there
I love the security I have that way with her somthing I have missed for to long I love walking with her as we hold hands makes me feel like I have purpose I love the way she puts her arms around me makes me feel wanted
I wil always do my best to make this girl happy and keep her from harms way
she has fast become a big part in my life and to be honest I would hate to be without her
her family are really nice people who seem to like me so
yeah concerning this girl thngs couldent be better a great freind once said
''just give it time things will get better man''
so I waited and then claire came along :) I am immensly vulnerable when single and cant stand it at all and claire is a perfect example of why that is she is kind, honest, caring, trustworthy, and most of all she is a great freind when I need her to I dont really think I could say a bad thing about her really apart from shes really quiet lol I hope that one day I could be her everything....
I love....
Music
Art
Poetry
Freinds
Peircing's
tattoo's
Summer
Hair
Video's
Pink thing's....
I hate....
Sid
Lyers
Cheater's
User's
Hater's
Faker's
Chav's
The cold
Small minded people
Big fat cheesy greeb's....
I'd like to say i was a pretty nice guy as i would hate to come across as a cunt but everyone is entitled to there opinion if you dont like me thats fine but if you choose not to like me i would hope you have a pretty good reason for it
I would like to think I can get on with anyone but that won't ever be true as some people are pure hater's and think they dont need anyone or anything and can get through life on there own which isn't true
there isnt much else to tel really if you comment me i wil comment you back as i am not ignorant
if you need any help with anything feel free to message me and I wil do my best to help you out
and for those of you who wanna add me just for a freind count i would at least expect a ''hello'' or at least a ''thanks for accepting'' as you never speak so if youre gonna add me purely for that reason at least say hi
I hope you enjoy my profile!!!....TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kempy
Birthday: 3rd june
Birthplace: North Staffs hospital
Current Location: Meir
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Black and whight
Height: To small....grrr!!!
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans
Your Weakness: Nick
Your Fears: Spiders and being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Eww!!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To be a better person
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: I turned to my butterfly and thought to myself she is the most beutiful person i have ever seen....
Your Best Physical Feature: Septum barbell
Your Bedtime: Sunrise
Your Most Missed Memory: School days
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mc'donalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: None
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Ewww!!!
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Quite often yh
Do you Sing: Yeah
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah
Have you Been in Love: Yeah
Do you want to go to College: Yeah
Do you want to get Married: One day
Do you belive in yourself: Not often
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: Yeah
Do you get along with your Parents: No
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: Drums/guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No i am seeing my claire though lol maybe she wil take me on one :P
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: Yeah
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: With my band on stage....
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: An artist/architect
What country would you most like to Visit: Tortuga
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: Any
Short or Long Hair: Any
Height: Taller than me!
Weight: Not weedy but not huge!!
Best Clothing Style: As long as they dont look like a chav or a tramp any!!
Number of Drugs I have taken: No
Number of CDs I own: Quite a few
Number of Piercings: 15
Number of Tattoos: 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Quite a few....