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Helen0rz

NYC is MAD!

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quote from Rasy Ran's Xanga, of what he quoted from someone else----------- We try to make something out of it. We run and hide, from person to person, looking for feelings, looking for warmth. Needing, wanting meaning. Working and making money, which is only paper. Going to school to learn things that have come out of it, only so we know how to function within it. Drinking alcohol and doing drugs to escape from it, which have come from it, and pull you back in harder than you can ever imagine. Looking at nature from sidewalks, looking at nature from cars, from buses, from trains, from airplanes. Like a piece of artwork no longer accessible, we look at nature within it, dreaming of escaping it, but running to one another to deal with it. Yes, to be alone, to push those away from you who cannot face it, it is a gift. It is a gift to understand, what it is that we have become.

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neco. yup. thats my ride

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"It is, I think, that we are all so alone in what lies deepest in our souls, so unable to find the words, and perhaps the courage to speak with unlocked hearts, that we don't know at all that it is the same with others." ---Sheldon VanAuken's A Severe MercyDear you,

My Blog

so tell me....

so i saw this on Amy's blog...and i realized "hey, this is what tasha did when she first started her blog and i was curious about it!" therefore, i've decided that i wanna do this all anyone and every...
Posted by Helen0rz on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:41:00 PST

Cuz Tasha tagged me.....

TAG!!Here's how you play:Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing the...
Posted by Helen0rz on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 05:23:00 PST

what myspace does to popularity

got this from cortney's blog. AMAZING. Thanks to MySpace, I'm Mr. Popular 09:50 AM CDT on Tuesday, October 10, 2006 By BRANDON FORMBY My popularity came under attack almost immediately. "Did you g...
Posted by Helen0rz on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 06:59:00 PST

18 questions about the 1st person on my top twenty

18 questions about the 1st person on your top eight 1) What's his/her name? Sothea Sun2) Do you trust him/her? absolutely3) Where did you meet? i found him on this little website called Hi5...it's kin...
Posted by Helen0rz on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 06:06:00 PST

voiceless

looking for some sort of response. a whisper. a laugh. a smirk. a silent stare.all hover overblood shot eyeswounded surfacetemporary blindnesschoking onpieces of papers do you know what i'm talking ab...
Posted by Helen0rz on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 11:23:00 PST

shhhhh.

there are no songsthat can describe...no movies can give one the visual....no words  can mock...the facial expressions. the flash that gently glides through the essencethe concentrated emoti...
Posted by Helen0rz on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 11:25:00 PST

my words

this is my worldwhere my words countregardless what anyone says.regardless. and i say: this is the crossroadglancing back to see who else followedno one's hand in minei'm just walkingto seewho will fo...
Posted by Helen0rz on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 07:57:00 PST

Sony! my LOVE

i sing songs out of tune out of rhythm trying to capture moments when reality collide with past where i see the melody that someone used sing   so i turn around and walk away. ++++++++...
Posted by Helen0rz on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 07:16:00 PST

who actually read this?

here's a new poem...it's called "closure"....whatever In my shoebox of memories life is broken Death is her status and pain is the shadow over her frail body They don¡¦t heal. They never heal Love did...
Posted by Helen0rz on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST