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on paper my future will lay.

for the longest time

About Me

*"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."*If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off And if I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walkIf I need some other love Give me more than I can stand And when my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile againShouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again*"Her favorite flower is daffodils"*

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My Interests

i want to make a moviei love music, and i'll listen to pretty much anything. i like to write and sometimes i'll even write a song. i love pictures...taking them but mostly just looking through them. i love stories, and i tell at least one everyday. i love life, and i'm trying to figure out how to make the most of it right now. time kinda sucks because there is not enough of it, but as it goes on it mends everything.i like to laugh, and i try to make all situations fun. i'm a master of laughing at myself and sometimes others....i appreciate the small things. i love doing random stupid stuff and going on "adventures." i can't wait to see where i end up.

I'd like to meet:

"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite." *the perks of being a wallflower* "They say when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. What they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up." *big fish* "An argument for consciousness The instinct of the blind insect Who makes love to the flower bed And dies in the first freeze Oh I want to learn such simple things No politics, no history Till what I want and what I need Can finally be the same"*bright eyes*i'd like to meet these artists ^ other than that i've already met the one that i love and the one that loves me back....and he isn't afraid to sing to me.

Music:

rock/indi/80's/some country though i hate to admit it, SUFJAN STEVENS, sleeping at last, anberlin, silverstein, anything 80s, death cab for cutie, the postal service, the beatles, lost prophets, copeland, pearl jam, jimmy eat world, Jack Johnson, Saosin, toby mac, dave matthews band, my morning jacket, a little of nickle creek,the raconteurs, bright eyes, norah jones, incubus, iron and wine, snow patrol, the counting crows, sister hazel, radiohead, weezer, cold play, relient k, modest mouse, the killers, the shins, the juliana theory, damien rice, group x cracks me up and james taylor makes my heart smile.

Movies:

GARDENSTATE, big fish, drop dead fred, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the princess bride, american beauty, edward scissorhands, the neverending story ;) (for several reasons)most super hero movies like spiderman and batman, lord of the rings...the list goes on

Television:

No more talk of darkness Forget these wide-eyed fears I am here, nothing can harm you, My words will warm and calm you Let me be your freedom Let daylight dry your tears I'm here, with you, beside you To guard you and to guide you ~Phantom of the Opera

Heroes:


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My Blog

this is what happened ASHLEN lol j/k

so a week and three days ago i was having one of the worst weeks ever not including last week. And on that particular friday Nic told me that he had made plans for us that night, and me being me i ask...
Posted by on paper my future will lay. on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:52:00 PST

michael buble!

Michael Buble  Everything lyricsYou're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to...
Posted by on paper my future will lay. on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:53:00 PST

learning lessons the hard way...over and over and over

i don't know if i'm behind or way ahead sometimes with this whole life thing. i know i started out behind with learning somethings....like walking...:) but then it seems like life caught up with me an...
Posted by on paper my future will lay. on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 09:37:00 PST

butterflies

And the mindless comfort grows,when I'm alone with my great plans.And this is what she says gets her through it:"If I don't let myself be happy now then when?"If not now when? When the time we have no...
Posted by on paper my future will lay. on Thu, 17 May 2007 11:34:00 PST

sometimes when i'm alone i wonder

Is there a spell that I am underKeeping me from seeing the real thing? sometimes i get the feeling that i need to write, or paint something, or run until i can't run any farther. someti...
Posted by on paper my future will lay. on Sun, 06 May 2007 06:02:00 PST