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If I took you, my darling, to the caverns of my heart, would you light the lamp dear? You'll see fis

About Me


I heard a spark
Something that glowed a hundred feet higher
I open my eyes when there is light
To see if I'm closer
What if I stopped, just for a while
To make it go slower
Still up the night, just for a while
To see if I'm finer
Live like I'm finer
Tell me a tale
Something with fire
To break from the sorrow
To break through the dirt, piles of earth
To see where the sun goes
What if I stopped, just for a while
To see if I'm closer
Still up the night, just for a while
To see where the sun goes
I heard a spark
Something that glows a hundred feet higher
I open my eyes when there is light
To see if I'm closer
What if I stopped, just for a while
To see where the sun goes
Still up the night, just for a while
To see if I'm finer
Live like I'm finer
"Spark", The Bird and the Bee
The awesome movie "Lunacy"

My Interests

yoga, Pilates, weight lifting, studying Eastern philosophy, nature, insanely passionate about art of any kind esp. books and film, photography (the older the better), found-art, debauchery, the ocean, dancing, worshipping Goddesses, exploring abandoned houses, quiet introspective moments, vinyl records and reel-to-reel tapes, appreciating the "bad" with the "good", people watching, smiling too big, hopelessly romantic, stealing strangers' memories, kitties and creepy babydolls, learning anything new, losing the ego, caressing my own heart, wanting to be swept off my feet, the balance between self-protection and exposing my weaknesses, dumpster diving, positive interactions, acting silly for others' entertainment, spiced rum, truth, experiencing 2 emotions at one time, staying positive, occasionally irreverant and obsene but not hurting anyone...

I'd like to meet:

Crazy passionate people who can be real, crack themselves open and show the world what makes us human... old friends, new friends, open-minded insane people, artists, the homeless, new books, risk-taking, gut-spilling revolutionaries. have a seat, let's pour a drink. Tell me your secret....

Seekers of Lice
by Arthur Rimbaud (1854-1891)

When the child's forehead, full of torments red,
Implores the swarm of white dreams hovering dim,
Two elder sisters take him from his bed,
Sisters with silvery nails and fingers slim,

And seat him near a window opened wide,
Where tangled flowers are flooded with blue air;
Their terrible and delicate fingers glide,
Full of enchantment, through his heavy hair.

He hears their timid breath, and, flowering it,
Long vegetal and rosy honies sing,
But broken by a whistling sometimes, spit
Sucked on the lip, kiss of imagining.

He hears their black lids beating; and their mild,
Electric fingers, in the scented breath
Of silence that in greyness folds the child,
On royal nails crack little lice to death.

And in him mounts the wine of idlenesses,
Harmonica that well might rave but sighs;
And in his heart, in tact with caresses,
A ceaseless wish of weeping starts and dies.

Music:

avant guarde noise, new wave, 80s glam, 1920s-1940s jazz, psychadelic, world, classic rock, some goth, old school electronica, industrial, rockabilly, indian bhangra, big band, weird shit

Go ahead, skip around :) This is my passion.



Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Movies:

I LOVE MOOOVIES!
Peter Greenaway, Jean Pierre Jeunet, David Lynch, Guillermo del Toro, Jan Svankmejer, experimental, silent, surreal, foreign, anything that takes me out of my reality. i love films about strong women. i like to be uplifted. and disturbed. i enjoy good cinematography, old film quality, melodrama.
The Pillow Book, Things You Can Tell by Looking at Her, anything Bette Davis, Passion of Joan of Arc, Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf, American Beauty, Forbidden Zone, 21 Grams, The Nines, The Orphanage, Flashdance, Juno, What Ever Happened to Baby Jane?, Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Royal Tenenbaums, Big Lebowski, Lunacy, Best in Show, Antonia's Line, Pump Up the Volume.....etc, etc.

Television:

KILL YOUR TELEVISION!

Books:

sun magazine, anais nin, ray bradbury, childrens books, susan vreeland, sy safransky, joseph campbell, aimee bender, nikki gemmell, ancient sacred texts, passionate, human, flies-on-guts-but-there's-always-hope kind of books, puke and sex and love

the ultimate guide to codependency
beautiful

Heroes:

You can't do that on television inro

My Blog

moment

Lying on the living room rug Chopin plays softly and I think of you our talk of my bookstore purchases. I am reading The Sun and smiling at a small dry leaf that lies on the edge of the tile I inhale ...
Posted by air kissing on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:12:00 PST

now there is not

Today was a beautiful day and now it is not.   There are birds singing outside suddenly I cannot hear them.   Somewhere in my mind, I am in a basement and there is snow piled up outside of ...
Posted by air kissing on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:57:00 PST

inspired by the movie "awake"

i am alive and i am awake under the stars and soft sound around me. Right now someone is stubbing a toe someone is touching a face someone is drinking river water All is quiet but the silence deafens ...
Posted by air kissing on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:10:00 PST

horrible

i am tired and drained i dont know how to feel, how to allow myself to feel i am exhausted with this sick heart so sick i can taste the bile i want to tear it and smash it out   i have tried, giv...
Posted by air kissing on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 11:23:00 PST

dominant intelligence

***Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence*** You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.You ar...
Posted by air kissing on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 02:45:00 PST

locked in my own home

i put the song on repeat. i don't know why. sometimes i like to feel, even of it hurts. i would rather hurt than numb blindness. it weighted me. i wanted to go, get out of the house. but i was trappe...
Posted by air kissing on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 05:25:00 PST

new poem -- "ready"

i am ready for revolution i am ready for art to take me out of my mind i don't need this reality anymore i've seen the other side i understand the addicts how many have been visited by that dark veile...
Posted by air kissing on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 04:43:00 PST

great gatsby

   He smiled understandingly - much more than understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in lif...
Posted by air kissing on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:57:00 PST