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About Me

I'm an awesome, dedicated MOTHER, a poet, independent thinker, f'n funny, just want to chill really. I like people, but I don't like being around a whole bunch of em'. I like intimate relationships. One on one. I have an artist's soul and really would love to let it free one day...and I will, FOR SURE!!(took it to the 80's there). Here's what I've been thinking of lately....Walking around NYC in a mascot's costume giving people Hi Five's. That would be fun. Also....ummmmm? the weather. Nothing more to say...but a LOT to think about.I used to have one of those surveys on my page...in this section...and yes, it served it's purpose, I suppose.....but really...after reading people's clever responses to the survey questions...myself included...I've decided....SURVEYS ARE WHACK!!!Yeah....in reference to the above statement regarding walking around in a mascot costume....that's never happened. Cool to think about though....maybe someone will actually be able to inspire me to do it. Inspiration. Now...that would be nice. I miss that back and forth thing...you inspire me...I inspire you...on the same page...and if we are on different pages...it's all ok because we would actually TALK about it and work it out....yeah...that would be really nice right about now.But hey...who's to say I am not inspired. My son inspires me. Everyday around 2pm or so...I get this wave of love that brings a huge smile to my face. At that moment, I think to myself...I can't wait to get home and pick him up from afterschool...and just hang. Go over schoolwork, talk about the day, and just be Mommy and *****. This bond is really making me a stronger person.
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My Interests

Movies, TV, Music, Writing, Reading, Politics (Current Events), Dreaming, Sleeping, Loving, Laughing, Pool, Art, Enlightenment.

I'd like to meet:

LET'S COMMUNICATE: REMOVE YOURSELF FROM YOURSELF AND PLACE YOURSELF OUTSIDE YOURSELF TO LOOK WITHIN YOU ARE NEITHER YOU OR THEM, BUT YOU ARE JUST A THOUGHT BELONGING TO NO ONE UNDERSTOOD AS IS.......................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...................................Anyone who is just cool and chill. People who can make me laugh and vice versa. I want to talk about everything all at once and be understood and vice versa.********** Iâ€™ve funneled who I am into a push pin hole Where everything I HAVE to be comes out And everything that makes me, ME wells deep, into smooth thick oilâ€¦ Could you open me whole?

Music:

OS HipHop, Nina Simone, Nick Drake, Jeff Buckley, Hendrix, so on and so forth...I tend to buy sad music. Music that touches my soul. Blah blah blah...I'm soooo deep right?? not really.

Movies:

Vanilla Sky, Love Actually, Titus, Donnie Darko, Butterfly Effect, The Jacket,40 y/o Virgin (actually may just be the funniest movie I've seen in a while) The Burbs, Say Anything and the rest of the 80's bunch, anything involving Vampires, Lep in the Hood...up to no good, Zoolander.....and more I can't think of.

Television:

How I met your Mother, Lost, Greys Anatomy, Heroes, AFV (seriously), Seinfeld, Golden Girls (too too funny), Buffy, Angel, Hunger Force, Family Guy, Political shit on Sunday mornings, Saturday morning cartoons, PBS docs.

Books:

Song of Solomon, Chronicles of Narnia, Celestine Prophecy, Animal Farm, Push, Invisible Man, The Alchemist, anything Alice Walker there is more, but I can't really remember. and also... Gotta admit, I have to read more....Would love any suggestions.

Heroes:

My son. My mother. My SELF.

My Blog

The tarot guy...You tell ME!!

I was alone in Union Square a couple of months ago, and I met this man who told me he would read my cards for 15 dollars...I told him I didn't really have any money, just came from Virgin, and spent a...
Posted by natalie on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 06:08:00 PST

The Moon belongs to me....

When I was a little girl, I used to ride in the backseat of my mother's car...and the moon would be out. Everywhere we drove, the moon would follow...and I actually called it "my moon"...it was ...
Posted by natalie on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 03:02:00 PST

Grounded Gypsy

The Man named me Gypsy... With sweet breath in the heat of my courageous nakedness Birthed in a single word expressing everything I am... I understand you even more now and myself even more t...
Posted by natalie on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 07:41:00 PST

Honestly, does this make sense to anyone but me???

My world has become silent. Thoughts transform themselves to expired memories of dreams that were quickly forgotten. I can only smell the aroma of my intentions...the time, place, and emot...
Posted by natalie on Tue, 30 May 2006 12:59:00 PST

The Quiet in my Eyes

The quiet in my eyes speak silently of mistrust....misuse Abused emotions erratically scream stories of broken dreams There's a song sung in the alone of my eternal anquish A white noise orchestra per...
Posted by natalie on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 10:07:00 PST

I Got Shot in the Heart...

I got shot in the heart and lived Witnessed my death a thousand turns of my world Tortured girl Traumatized woman I fear this level of affection Red hot bubbling blood I boil over with love for you Ev...
Posted by natalie on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 10:02:00 PST

Too Late....

I've done something... with doing nothing at all... I grieve under self inflicted circumstances... for souls in reach but unseen... Felt...but untouched by needy hands afraid to let go... I feel you ...
Posted by natalie on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 10:55:00 PST

An Ode to Cheese....or is it the Cracker??

Cheese. I love cheeseand the taste of it atop a whole grain crackerYes, cheese atop a cracker and a glass of red wine....Not just any cheese, but muenster cheese which without the cracker...tastes pre...
Posted by natalie on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 07:02:00 PST

Here's my Peace....

He said...."My love, it has been a long time. I thought you had left me forever... speak, or forever hold your peice. peace". In reply.....I write: I made the wrong choice Bend back my mind to a time ...
Posted by natalie on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 10:41:00 PST