geoff sucks

i never know if its day or night. i blocked out my window, no natural light. but i dont really care about it anyway. i never really get to see the sun, either i'm in my room or im working, but i dont really care about that sort of thing. you and headaches keep me up all night, the drive by truckers and virgin suicides, thinking of when things were ok. sometimes i dont think i need anything more than a color tv and a mattress on the floor, sometimes i wanna throw everything else away. sometimes i wonder if the sun is outside, sometimes i wonder if im even alive, and if it really even matters anyway