Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days]

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About Me

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Simple:Complicated
I am
Miss Catered Too;Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™
"It takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she had, But it takes a lonley one to wish that she had never drempt at all". [Dashboard confessional]
Unfortunatly I'm the later of the two
I have a new Boyfriend, and I like him
Be Jealous!...
[My Wants]

.A Best Friend.
(Not to replace those that I have, just one that is near me)
-Who will always be there
-Who will always want to be there
-To do everything with
-To explore the world with
-That understands me
-That listens but also talks
-Who will go on adventures with me in the middle of the night for no apparent reason, but than to just get out.
-Who will bring me ice cream when I'm sad
-Who will stay throughout our fights and misunderstandings
-To make the world jealous
-Who will remind me who I am when I feel like I've lost my identity
.To go to Med School in California.
.To make my mother proud of me.
.To get over the issues that hold me back.
.To accept myself, but still work to better myself.
.To lose 20-30lbs.
.To smile, laugh, and be happy.
.To be there for those who need me.
.To stop procrastinating not only in school but in life as well.
.Find where I fit.
.To do what my mother asks.
.To work harder.
.To manage finances better.
.To not take for granted that I am living, and all the things that go with that.
.To find a purpose for living.
.To live.
I'm going to be a Brides Maid for [one of] my BEST FRIENDS [Ashley Vogler's] wedding!
06-07-08
Life is Fucking Amazing
ADD my Suicide Myspace
www.myspace.com/Eilwynn_Suicide
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My Interests

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My Blog

My [FUTURE] Babies Names

These are the names I have picked for my unborn children Each first name is hyphanated because I say so, and the part that is in quotations is what I will call them for short, underneith each name is ...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:38:00 PST

New Baby:Spartigus.

i know its spelled Spartikus or something. but i like to call him gus. I know all the pix are similar, but thats cuz he doesnt like to be photographed...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:43:00 PST

Love, Internet style

By: David Brooks The Internet slows things down. & nbsp; If you're dating in the age of...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 11:29:00 PST

He found someone new..

I feel like I'm dieing. Like all my ribbs are crushed and theres an anvil on my chestLike I could dissappear and no one would noticeLike I could fall asleep and just never wake up The one time I've tr...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 03:10:00 PST

To Feel...

All I've ever wanted is just to feel: accepted, appreciated, cared for, loved. And all I've ever wanted to do is to know what real feelings are. but once again i wont. i cant even feel it go deeper t...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 07:13:00 PST

Getting it out.

Im sick of trying: .I try so hard for the people i like or want &n bsp; .buy them things, show them attention, help them mov...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 12:29:00 PST

Forever Orphened

So those of you who truly know me know the story behind my dads. and that the man i call my dad is not my dad and the one who is i have yet to meet. my mom always told me when i turned 18 we would g...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 11:06:00 PST

spinning

my world is spinning and crashing out of control:i cant get my balance, ive lost my footing and i cant grab hold.once i found a fragment of solid footing, but lost it quicker then i could use it. the...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 11:45:00 PST

cry...

im tearing im falling im pulling at my strings. im about to come undone and i dont know what to do. ive done it again. ive done something bad and now. now i cant fix my mistake you cant take back t...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:46:00 PST

Chapter 1

Amelia awakes to find herself cold and damp in a place she does not remember. her things have been neatly placed in the corner of the room. apparently by the man laying next to her on what seems to be...
Posted by Torrence [Fucking] Lynn™[home in 8 days] on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 01:26:00 PST