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Michael

War in Europe

About Me

I feel all-powerful and yet helpless every day. I can do anything but nothing seems to happen. I can see the course of my life and ambitions spread before me as vivid as a movie screen, but I don't see the point of today. I am a frowning, yet relentless man-boy.

My Interests

Twirling my key chain around my finger, wandering the city, movies; watching them and wanting so badly to make them, people and being happy around them, being alone and thinking about love, fate, life, death.....in that order, jumping up on low walls and walking on it instead of the sidewalk, doing that "Singing in the Rain" twirl around lightposts, writing, knowing people, knowing how its all going to end.....and food

I'd like to meet:

Scotch Highland cattle

Music:

Hmmm, Death Cab for Cutie, Postal Service, Coldplay, Sigur Ros, Tears For Fears, The Mars Volta, The Walkmen, Onelinedrawing, Maritime, Yann Tierson, Engine Down, All-American Rejects, The Faint, Bright Eyes, Cursive, The Smiths....and more when I hear new things I like

Movies:

Amelie, Good Will Hunting, American Beauty, The Professional, Fight Club, Donnie Darko, The Red Violin, The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys, Hard 8, The Royal Tenenbaums, Versus, CQ, Evil Dead 2, Lost in Translation (only after the second time), everything by M. Night Shyamalan and Kevin Smith, oooohhh's there's more I can't remember and I lot more I need to see

Television:

I never get to watch it, but...I suppose I still have some loyalties to the Simpsons, Daily Show, CSI....and I'll always be a die-hard Buffy fan

Books:

Anne Rice's books are my precious, I've enjoyed James Clavell in the past, reading Chuck Palahniuk and Kurt Vonnegut right now, yet always ready to read something new something more

Heroes:

M. Night Shyamalan, Stanley Kubrick, Tim Burton.....the guys who do it. I'll be there one day

My Blog

Happy

Most of my journal entries are negative and depressing, I realize. I always wanted to say that I am not always so downcast. I'm often quite happy. Or as happy as general happiness gets. That is al...
Posted by Michael on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fall and never get up

Have you ever had days that were just oppressively full of nothing? Weighing you down to the point where you just want to collapse...You want something to happen but you're not sure if you're suppose...
Posted by Michael on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I wonder

I hate the fact that I know I could have everything, but necessity is in my way.....a real opportunity, a chance is what I have to wait for...But then, perhaps I must not wait at all. I wonder, if I ...
Posted by Michael on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Every day is looking the same...

My want is unsatiable....deafening. I can forget about it when I'm with friends, but then afterwards, it's there....waiting for me outside the door. Inside my room. On the street corner. Everywher...
Posted by Michael on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST