SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I AM SqUeAK!
I live my life the way I want to.
Don't like it then, then don't be part of it.
It's all pretty simple.
I live for music, bliss, love, obsession, euphoria. I live for images captured through my camera. I live for the nights spent with the ones who love me back. I live for everyday miracles. I live to feel anothers fingers entwined with mine. I live for the things I do not understand. I live for the bass that flows through speakers and into my body. I live for the art that people create everyday. I live to be held in the arms of people who keep me safe. I live for anyone that I have ever been able to help. I live for every smile that I have caused. I live to express myself through movement, to sweat out my worries at the end of the week. I live for the beauty you ignore, and the things you don't see. I live every hug I have ever given. I live for every time someone has said "I love you" and meant it. I live in hopes that I will see a better world in my lifetime
I am Loved/ACCEPTED by FEW,
and HATED/UNACCEPTED by MANY!
But FUCK THE HATERS!!
I HAVE SOME OF THE BEST FRIENDS in the world and wouldn't change them or trade them for anything.
Recent events had led me to know who are my true friends and who were fakes..
Its amazing to know who I can trust and who I cant.
I have been homeless, on the streets (mostly on mill ave) of and on for the past year and a half. Its been a life experience, to say the least.
Thats Basically Me in a nutshell, but no way fully explains who I am.. You want to know something, then just take some time and talk to me!
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My Interests

I LOVE
~Concerts~
Good show with some friends got to love it
~Raves~
I love the scene, and the feeling i get from a good party, its amazing!
~Rocky Horror Picture Show~
Got to love the RHPS, the things that go on there and after there is just fun as hell!
~listening to music~
Music is my life! Sometimes its all I have!
~hanging out with friends~
Good friends are hard to come by, but those that i do have, i wouldnt trade for the world!
~taking pictures~
To capture those moments that noone else would belive happend and just everything!
~making and trading Kandie~
What can I say, Im a Kandie kid at heart
~text messaging~
I hate talking on the phone.. but OMG ill send ya a bajillion texts!
~dying my hair~
Its an addiction I guess..
~Rubber duckies~
They are just so damn cute!
~Duct tape~
Give me a roll or 2 (maybe more) of duct tape and i can make or fix just about anything!
~Sharpies~
They just so nifty
~Dancing in the rain~
Its just amazing
~Pirates~
Im a pirate at heart!
~Shiney things~
OMG SHINEY THINGS! Who dont like shiney things?
~Colors~
there just soo purdy! hahah
~Animals~
What can i say, there some of the best friends iv ever had!
~Theater~
The stage is amazing~
~Drawing~
I suck at it.. but its a good release!
~Day dreaming~
I live in my own little world.. but its okay they like me here!
~Playing on the playground~
Just like being a kid again!
~The Ocean/Beach~
Its just amazing!
~Water~
I like water, i love to swim and do anything water related.. lol
~Vitamin water~
OMG Vitamin water is the best thing like EVER!!
~Acid and shroom trips~
The things you can learn while in a trip.. Just WOW!
~Road trips~
I love traveling.. especially road trips!
~Random Adventures~
Randomness rule all!
~Being happy~
Im a happy person!
~I am in love with love~
Yeah its a major flaw of mine, I cant help it.. even if it ends up hurting me in the long run
~Staying up all night, and Sleeping in~
Just the way i am
~Watching Movies~
Chiling out, cuddling up and watching a good movie.. is great!
~Living free~
im a free spirit i dont like being told what to do or anything.. i live my life how i want to not how others want me to..
~Dancing~
Its a great release.. just haveing fun!
~Being alive~
Yup even though my life sucks at moments.. i still love being alive!
~Penguins~
There soo awesome!
~Cuddling~
OMG I love cuddling, weather it be with a friend or more than friends its just awesome!
~Hand Cuffs~
There awesome
~Biting~
I like to bite, beware
~Sex~
Its an addiction
~Scratching~
yeah another thing to be aware about
~Spinning in circles~
Just some random entertainment
~Imiginary friends~
They can be some of the coolest "people" ever
and just
~LOVING LIFE~

I'd like to meet:

Juggalos, Ravers, Club Kids, Thinkers, Dreamers, Open minded people,....

Music:

The Top on my list is the greatness that is EDM.. Witout it i could not live...Secondly would have to be Twiztid, ICP, ect...Most everything Psychopathic records relatedWith Metal being a very close third.after that its just about everything else.. Im pretty open to all kinds of music...

Movies:

OMG PARTY MONSTER! ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW DONNIE DARKO BIG MONEY HUSTLERS HAPPY FEET CARS FINDING NEMO BASICALLY ANYTHING FUNNY/CUTE. ALSO HORROR

Television:

TV IS FOR THE BRAIN DEAD

Books:

THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS, THE OUTSIDERS,

Heroes:

My Mom, Modz, My great grandmother, Steve Irwin, Grandma Rusty, Brandon Miller,

My Blog

Read it and do it yo

Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:19:00 PST

Confusion

The usual confusion of my life, mostly love life has returned.I have a decent boyfriend, got his shit straight for the most part, but I just dono about the whole relationship with him. Its weird, ...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 11:59:00 PST

Been there all along?

So through all of my relationships, past and present I couldnt seem to be able to find what I was looking for. But then again the question lies, What was it that I was looking for? The more and more I...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 06:37:00 PST

"Grandma Rusty"

Last Week an amazing woman passed on.She wasn't exactly my grandma,but was like a grandmother to me.She shall forever remain in the hearts and minds of those who loved and knew her!RIP "Grandma Rusty"...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Fri, 25 May 2007 02:19:00 PST

Cali Adventure (Binary history cali Trip)

So this weekend turned out to be quite the adventure.Started out friday evening when Kris, Matt and I left for cali. Keep in mind I had no clue who these 2 were at first. Met Kris on the forums when h...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Wed, 16 May 2007 04:21:00 PST

A new outlook one "LOVE"

As we grow up we learn that the one person that was never supposed to let you down probably will. You will fight with your best friend. You will have your heart broken p...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Mon, 07 May 2007 02:46:00 PST

Is it worth it?

I can't seem to stop thinking about "HIM"Hes on my mind almost constantly,His picture is the bacground of my phone,It hurts so muchBut im trying to be strongHe wants to be friends,just not right now.B...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:04:00 PST

Doing Whats Right

*sigh*Why does doing what's right have to suck so fuckin bad?Im getting my life on trackAlmost done with schoolQuit the "drugs"Got a place to liveWill be getting a job as soon as school is complete.Ye...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:06:00 PST

My life.. as of now.. Ah the everchanging

Ah Once againThe strageness of my life.Its ever changing.Back in schoolHalfway done with that.Got a place to liveOff of the retardedness that is millyayGetting a job soon.Going to start activly raving...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 02:05:00 PST

MY LIFE AS OF LATE

Ah the life of squeak..What a strange one it is.Broke up with stitch..Kinda started dating Psycho againOnly to get hurt a matter of days laterwhen he decided i just wasnt who he wanted me to be..Excus...
Posted by SqUeAkY InSaNiTy[CPM] on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 01:01:00 PST