acting, dancing, singing, musicals, reading, long walks on the beach, swing dancing, swing music, men, love, kissing, 1940's, 1930's, 1920's, stuff?
I want a love like me
thinking of you
thinking of me
thinking of you type love,
or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to
myself about how I feel about you type love,
or hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you
want me all to your self type love,
or seeing how my first name just sounds so good next to
your last name,
I wanted to see how far I could get without
calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.See, I want a love that makes me wait until he falls
asleep then wonder if he is dreaming about us being in love
type love,
or who loves the other more,
or what he's doing at this exact moment,
or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the
music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a
love so good could just hurt so much when he's not there.
I love not knowing where this love is headed type
love.And I want to place those little post-it notes
all around the house so he never forgets how much I love
him type love then not have enough ink in my pen to write
all there is to love about him type love.
Hope that I make him feel as good as he makes me feel,
and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the
way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.Only difference is this is one of those real love type
loves.
and just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the
phone with him not saying anything,
and then fall asleep and then wake up with HIM right next
to me,
and smell him all up in my covers type loveI want to try to counting the ways I love him, and then
lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all
over again.
I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even
though they aren't really anniversaries, but he does it just
cause it makes me happy type love.And I want fall in love with the melody the
phone plays when his number is dialed type loves
and then talk to you till I lose my breathe, he leaves me
breathless, so with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all
of him back into meI want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone
calling plan to something that allows me to talk to him longer
because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of those high
cell phone bill type loves.I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are
I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to
love as long as I'd like to type loves,
and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking
about how strong this love is type love.I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair.
Well, maybe not all of the hair
maybe just cut the split ends, but
it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for him.
I even fantasize about walking out on a green light just dying
to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory
get transported to some third world country
just to get treated
then somehow meet up again with you so that I
could fall in love with you in a different language just
to see if it still feels the same type love.I want a love that's as unexplainable as he is.
20s, 30s, 40s, (oldies), 80s, swing, jazz, doo wop, country, louis armstrong, louis prima, ella fitzgerald, the andrews sisters, bing crosby, frank sinatra, nancy sinatra, the mills brothers, the everly brothers, elvis, billy idol, trisha yearwood, gretchen wilson
RENT, The Princess Bride, Robin Hood: Men in Tights, Big Fish, Gone With The Wind, The Sweetest Thing, Cabaret, Thoroughly Modern Millie, SAVED!, The Sound Of Music, Chicago, Arsenic and Old Lace, and REEFER MADNESS
Family Guy, Grey's Anatomy, Nip/Tuck, House, Bones, Scrubs, Futurama, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Comedy Central in general, VH1 (don't ask me why)
Gone With The Wind, What To Do When You're Dating A Jew, American Psycho, anything written by Taylor Caldwell, and many many more
My mother and Grandmother