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gaijin

slainte me boyo!

About Me

Is there an indelible line dividing sanity from insanity? Or do they change one into the other at the slightest turn of events? Destruction and creation. Who am I to say what is real? What is normal? What is blue? Why do we fear exposing our true selves? Is it because we don't want others to know what is underneath? Or is it because we ourselves don't want to know what is lurking beneath the surface? How can one possibly understand the first thing about another if one doesn't tell them? How can one possibly relate to another the way they desire if one does not make that desire known and understood? We desire interactions at profound and meaningful levels. How is that possible if we don't know or understand each other deeply and profoundly?
I want to be me. I want to be free of you. I want to do what you want me to do. I want to be who you want me to be. What do you want from me?
I reject your reality and substitute my own.
I like the unusual. I like people watching. I like philosophy. I like expression. I like watching cartoons and eating junk food. I like to listen to music day or night. I enjoy submitting myself to absurd realities. I enjoy discovering new ways of altering myself, intentional or not, persuaded or forced, physical or not. I dislike hypocrites even though I am one. I enjoy communication.
If you complete this puzzle and prove it to me (show me or tell me what the picture is of) I will love you and be your best friend forever and ever and swear my life to you. Take my freedom.

My Interests

people, photography, music, art, writing, acting, creating, dreams, wounds, personality, modifications, lines, euphoria, destruction, life, culture, philosophy, theory, science, existence.

I'd like to meet:

People like me. People opposite me. People neutral to me.

Your Temperament is Artisan (SP)

Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business.

Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be experienced in the here and now. Artisans have exceptionally keen senses, and love working with their hands. They seem right at home with tools, instruments, and vehicles of all kinds, and their actions are usually aimed at getting them where they want to go, and as quickly as possible. Thus Artisans will strike off boldly down roads that others might consider risky or impossible, doing whatever it takes, rules or no rules, to accomplish their goals. This devil-may-care attitude also gives the Artisans a winning way with people, and they are often irresistibly charming with family, friends, and co-workers.

Artisans want to be where the action is; they seek out adventure and show a constant hunger for pleasure and stimulation. They believe that variety is the spice of life, and that doing things that aren't fun or exciting is a waste of time. Artisans are impulsive, adaptable, competitive, and believe the next throw of the dice will be the lucky one. They can also be generous to a fault, always ready to share with their friends from the bounty of life. Above all, Artisans need to be free to do what they wish, when they wish. They resist being tied or bound or confined or obligated; they would rather not wait, or save, or store, or live for tomorrow. In the Artisan view, today must be enjoyed, for tomorrow never comes.

Artisans make up between 15 to 20 percent of the population, which is good, because they create much of the beauty, grace, fun, and excitement the rest of us enjoy in life.

Music:

in no particular order: john coltrane, the hold steady, toots and the maytals, tool, muse, soundgarden, stone temple pilots, billie holliday, weezer, staind, foo fighters, deftones, 3 doors down, barenaked ladies, lightnin' hopkins, saves the day, jimi hendrix, fall out boy, authority zero, blood brothers, refused, bush, RHCP, ccr, rollins band, chevelle, steve miller band, muddy waters, dizzy gillespie, pixies, simon and garfunkle, gorillaz, dashboard confessional, canned heat, dogs die in hot cars, local h, tom petty, brewer and shipley, john lee hooker, social distortion, bob marley, saosin, miles davis, dead milkmen, moztart, frank sinatra, presidents of the usa, ray charles, charlie parker, flaw, stone sour, flogging molly, goo goo dolls, the doors, static lullaby, gravity kills, NIN, janes addiction, incubus, jimmy eat world, matchbox 20, ella fitzgerald, nada surf, rolling stones, louis armstrong, offspring, rise against, bob dylan, reel big fish, oasis, a perfect circle, the pillows, toadies, beatles, puddle of mudd, seether, me first and the gimme gimmes, soul coughing, living end, stabbing westward, beethoven, stone sour, dick dale, marvin gaye, jawbreaker, cab calloway, sublime, butthole surfers, sonny boy williamson, further seems forever, the who, system of a down, thelonious monk, janis joplin, tantric, the ataris, funeral for a friend, duke ellington, tenacious d, alkaline trio, felonious groove foundation, third eye blind, 311, jimmy witherspoon, used, violent femmes, afi, dropkick murphys, alice in chains, my chemical romance, apartment 26, finger eleven, pink floyd, beck, punk bands, bands you've never heard of, local bands, and so many others...

Movies:

lost in translation, apocalypse now, last samourai, pete's dragon, guy ritchie movies, miyazaki movies, pixar movies, tarantino movies, francis ford copolla movies, boondock saints, bruce lee movies, classic movies like casablanca and my fair lady (yeah i said it, so what?), requiem for a dream, terminal, closer, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, a beautiful mind, instinct, saving private ryan, akira, princess bride, full metal jacket, schindler's list, fifth element, usual suspects, shower, king of masks, fight club, blazin saddles, robbin hood men in tights, the hudsucker proxy, green mile, shakespeare in love, braveheart, the match, waking ned devine, ferris bueler's day off, swingers, white men can't jump, top gun, forest gump, kill bill, pulp fiction, desperado, the jungle book, emperor's new groove, the shining, event horrison, nightmare before christmas, ace ventura 1 and 2, ghost and the darkness, cinema paradiso, and many others

Television:

cartoons and documentaries

Books:

novels: hemingway, catch 22, johnny got his gun, at swim-two-birds, murphy, dr. jeckyll and mr. hyde, all quiet on the western front, psychological books, great gatsby, a month in the country, catcher in the rye, moby dick, war books, heart of darkness, i really like short stories like a perfect day for bananafish and snows of mt. kilimanjaro, and many others

plays: david mamet, sarah kane, conor mcpherson, harold pinter, sam sheppard, samuel becket, a number, death of a salesman, pygmalion, pillowman, betrayal, and many others

poetry: basho, poe, sherman alexie, saul williams, jimmy santiago baca, anselmo hollo, terry jacobus, ntosake shange, nanao sakaki, allen ginsberg, quincy troupe, ts elliot, dh lawrence, my friends and family

Heroes:

the awake

My Blog

new story, is it finished?

The Moth                  "I don't want you to go."              "I know you d...
Posted by gaijin on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:02:00 PST

Fingertips First

Fingertips First Then hands then wristsFrom there the hair startsevery single oneone by onefirst the sick the weak the injured the old the readyThe thick, then the thin, then the young and then the he...
Posted by gaijin on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:39:00 PST

what i believe in

Recently, one of my best friends didn't believe me when I told him I was an atheist. He even insisted that I wasn't, as if I wasn't sure or didn't really know. This inspired me to attempt to put into ...
Posted by gaijin on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 04:24:00 PST

Karasu story. Not sure if its done or not. Wrote it a long time ago.

Karasu     "Your knuckles are bleeding."     "I know," said Karasu smiling. He knew because he was staring at the back of his hand.     "Well how'd you...
Posted by gaijin on Sat, 27 May 2006 04:59:00 PST

the inside

    The Inside By Brendan Douthit                    I wanted to do something. I wanted to rush in and help...
Posted by gaijin on Tue, 09 May 2006 09:32:00 PST

Seppuku

Seppuku     For you I will though you cannot exist My skin melts, my spine shakes itself apart Pieces of me falling like rain I would slump to the floor but you hold me up h...
Posted by gaijin on Thu, 04 May 2006 04:14:00 PST

Things Ensue

Things Ensue     by Brendan Douthit   Much of the dialogue can be overlapping. --  denotes break off in speech.  . . . denotes trail off or pause in ...
Posted by gaijin on Thu, 04 May 2006 03:01:00 PST

Orders

Orders By Brendan Douthit   They backed the truck up to the corpse. The smell had already started to take over the immediate area.        &nbs...
Posted by gaijin on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 11:08:00 PST

this was a long time ago

Social Reality by Brendan Douthit     I just got back from an awesome party.   And not one of those giant strobe light raves with half-naked high school girls with their...
Posted by gaijin on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 01:34:00 PST

so what else is new

News and politics? Meh close enough. So I received an email the other day from Love-O-Gram dot com saying that someone had sent me a (as you might've guessed) Love-O-Gram. The proof they offered me ...
Posted by gaijin on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 04:17:00 PST