uHmMm lEzZeEe aSiDe FrOm ChAt N nEt SuRfIng WaTeLsE?!?!? oH yEaH sHoPpInG!!!! iTs mAh wAy oF rElAxInG LoLz ...playing billiards uhmmm n oh yeah listening to my therapeutic slowjamz *LOL*
uhm ppl who are really fun to be wid and really fun to talk with.....sweet and patient enuf to deal wid my childish acts *LAUGHZ*....id lyk too meet sum1 dat i would really feel comfortable around with dat i can b mahself wid sumbody who won't freak me out *LOL* n oh yeah sumbody who can accept me eventhough i have diz "weird" taste in music.....*hahaha* - FATE i blv will help me 2 get thru... i can try a million tyms but it'll only b useless 4 i know as long as i live, as long as i breath n as long as my heart beats i can never learn 2 teach mahself how 2 let U go...... -
oK uHmMm I GuEsS eVeRsInCe .... I'vE AlWaYs LoVeD sEnTiS U kNoW DoZ SoNgZ dAt eVeN iF uR In *gIddY* mOOd eH U WaNnA CrY wEn U hEaR oNe....R&B n *sLoWjAmZ* D bEsT!!!! fUlL Of SoUl fUlL oF hEaRt LyK sEnTi sUm OF dIz SoNgZ cAn MaKe U cRY bUt iT cAn AlSo mAkE U fAlL InlUv 2 *sIgHz* =P- - - -- - cnt fight fate...cnt teach a heart to lie.....ders no way out just try ur best to survive -
dErS a lOt oF mOvIes dAt i RiLi LyK MoSt oF dEm WeR rOmAnTiC-CoMeDy tyPo mOvI....My bsTfrNdSWeDdInG, uhMm dOwn To U, lOvE AcTuAlLy *sIgHz* ...BuT IDo LyK sOmE SmArT-AsS AcTioN TypO MoViE LyK oCeAnS 11 *dEM GuYz R CuTe* ahahahaha and mah EvEr fAvOrItE MoViE [ well actually its a trilogy =P] RyT NoW... [*dOrKy yEah I KnoW bUt hEy cNt HeLp iT LolZ*] .... LoRd oF ThE RiNgZ *oH yEaH* *sAy wAt?!?!* ahahahaha nObOdY cAn bEaT mAh LeGoLaS AnD mAh ArAgOrN *LOLZ* *mUaHZ*-------- - i refuse to wait for you any longer. There was a time in my life when I would have saved myself for you alone. In my heart no one else would do. I belonged to no one else but you. That isn't me anymore..... -
tV!?!?! nObOdY cNt LiVe w/o it rYt?!?! *yIpEs* uHmMm sUm oF dIz ShOwS R pReTtY WeIrD [oLd ShoWz WaY bAcK wEn I wAs Stil A KiD] *LoLz*...BaTiBoT, bIoMaN, sHaIdEr, rEgAl ShOcKeR, hE-MaN, ShE-Ra,RaInBoW-BrItE, CaReBeArZ, SmUrFz [*ahahaha Oh mY wAt D!!!*] ...ryt now?!?! UhMmM fRiEnDz, eVeRybOdY lOvEs RaYmOnD, SeX N D cItY, wHoS LiNe iS iT AnYwAY, WiLl & GrAcE, cSi... i DoNt RiLi lYk To wAtCh Tv*LoLz*---------- -My heart finally caught up with my brain and I finally saw that all of it was just nothing but fantasies. Dreams that only I wanted. There was no hope left for us. As each day passed, it became clearer to me that it was never meant to be. We were never meant to be. I refuse to live in the past. What we shared lives in the past, it doesn't control me any longer...... -
nicholas sparks novels most specialy THE NOTEBOOK, WALK TO REMEMBER and TRUE BELIEVER i dunno his stories inspires me a lot its full of heart and sumhow i kindda relate to his stories *LAUGHZ* ahahahah i suck i know *LOL*- anger can sumtyms decieve our hearts....for a while i was feeling d angst and d pain yet underneath it all was a heart who was yearning to understand despite d mistakes....knowing U has been a pleasure both for my heart and for my being....i have finally come to accept dat there will be no me and U much longer..... and dat maybe heaven has a bigger plan for me....for a while i thought dat letting go was a sign of giving up all dat i have left; memries of U dat i have been holding onto for so long, d only reason y upto now im still goin on through lyf....but now ive been given d gift to comprehend dat letting go is d most humble way to let sumone know how much LOVE i have in my heart......i wont deny dat sumhow ders still pain and regrets left in me but as always LOVE overpowers every bit of it.....im letting go now not bcoz ive lost d love i have for U....but bcoz my wounds were healed and my heart's ready to forgive....i wish sumhow u can feel how much LOVE i have; it will never fade it will always linger...it'll always remember,it'll never forget.....no one else would ever make me feel diz way again thank U somuch.....iloveyou -
iD LoVe To pUt GoD In hErE BuT dEn I ReAlIzEd HeS mOrE dAn A hErO sO dAt WoUlD b aN InSuLt =P........ oK maH hErOeS *tHinKing*....My MoM!!! oFcOrZ m I cRaZy?!?! sHe hAs aLwAyS bEeN dEr 4 Me `vEn ThoUgh I alWaYs hUrT HeR sO bAd *sObZ*.....uHmMm mAh LoLo AnD mAh LoLa wHo hAd D PaTiEnCe To MoLd mE iN2 diZ peRsoN DaT I aM 2dAy.... aNd U mAh fRenDz tNx 4 aLwAyS hAvInG tYm 4 mE ...... *hugz* *muahz* - no matter what I do, I seem to be losing...the thought that somehow maybe you are fighting for us too kept me going....Somehow I finally realized that I was the only one fighting for us. I was doing everything I could possibly can for someone who was and never will be mine. I refuse to believe that you didn't love me. Somehow, someway, I know that I have a place in your heart. You may not have been able to love me the way I wanted you to love me but I know that even for just a second, you really did love me. I refuse to lose hope. It may not be you. It may take me forever to find him, but I will. Tears have been streaming down my cheeks for too long but not anymore. I have learned so many things from all this. Things that I felt should have been taught to me some other less painful way but somehow I don't regret it. It made me stronger. It made me look inside myself and really see who I really am and not who I thought I was. Hope kept me going. The hope for better things to come, the same hope that one day I will finally be over you.......... -