About Me

I have an unconsciously routined way i say hello to someone for the first time and i make a list to get through everything. Make me watch a series finale to any show..and ill probably cry. Lately i'm all about sleeping all day and staying up all night..not by choice. Other activities climbing to the top of the list are taking field trips and getting lost and discovering bands that i wasn't prepared to handle before. I love breezy weather. it makes me think about my life and what i want out of it. I like to people watch to the point it could be considered unhealthy...sorry. I am nowhere near the person i want to be in life but then again i don't think my life has really begun yet nor do i think it will begin until im done school and i execute the plans that i have been working so diligently on. My outlook on a lot of things has changed quite a bit in the past few months. Ive made new life plans and realized that you really do just have to get the fuck out there and do what makes you happy at that moment and it's ok if you change your mind later on as long as it's what you want/ed at some point then it's ok. I realized i might not graduate from college based on the desire to get out there and start living my life and im ok with that. I plan on gauging my ears to 5/8 and i wish it wasn't going to take forever and a day. It's 7:02 am & i guess i should go to bed.

Viva La Revolution

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Don't claim to love me cause you know that aint true

why im me when you arent going to talk why say you are my friend but turn around and do something completely shitty why say i mean so much to you when i really dont why say you hope we can be friends ...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Sat, 05 May 2007 04:48:00 PST

Cause if you're touring your mind you'll get lost everytime

- i hate that you try to tell me how to live my life when you dont let anyone tell you..stop...it's annoying. - i hate that you treated me like shit - i hate that i let you - i hate that i still ...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:46:00 PST

This is me and you, you and me, until we've got nothing left

-backyard slumber parties -create drive in movie -midnight beach excursions -t-shirt making -bracelets/necklaces -water ice -photos, photo projects, movies -urban in the city -first fridays -that piz...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 11:29:00 PST

I can't take this head full of water

round two one. i miss IM singing wars and lower bunk time..i even miss the power you had over me to not go to class. but mostly i just miss you. us. i know it seems as though i havent been p...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:37:00 PST

Coinscience of a chaotic mind

-I thought leaving school would be liberating..that I would feel better about life and myself and my head would start to sort it's self out from the mess its been for the past few months..and it did.....
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 04:39:00 PST

Passage ways to windows that don't close

there are a million and two things running through my head right now -i am worthless [dont bother telling me im not..i wont believe you] -i dont worry about the right things in life -im slowly losing...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:40:00 PST

I just needed you to know...

one. we're friends. i thought we were better ones but sometimes i feel like you dont like me that much. you don't want to tell me things sometimes and i understand that..just sucks when you&...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 05:41:00 PST

[my] heart is an empty room..but it's filling

life is becoming ridiculous. things seem to be falling apart lately and im heading in the direction of being strangely okay with it. thats bad. im starting to give up on trying to fix it and im kinda ...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:22:00 PST

say it like you mean it

holy fuck fuck fuck..it's not working. there is so much shit that is just itching to explode out of my body right now. i want to go and scream until my lungs burst open and rip apart into a million pi...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 05:02:00 PST

countdown to the disappointment

Shut downFallin over once againDropped outHand extended for a friendLooked upAnd there's you lookin inAnd who caresCause no ones lookin anywayImpaired Just don't let me lie here by my self Let's go I...
Posted by Disco Lemonade. on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:05:00 PST