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♥ Jesska ♥

Forever & ever & always babe...thats how long i'll love you

About Me


* My name is Jessica Christine Miller
* I am going to start out with the basics and get more indepth
* I have a boyfriend named Derek who i love with everything in me.
* My favorite colors are pink, purple, black, and silver
* My favorite food is probably beef ramen noodles, but only the way i cook them
* I make an attempt to not eat much REAL meat...Mcdonalds doesnt count
* Mcdonalds is probably my favorite restaurant
* I love music, a lot
* I think music is the epitomy of emotion
* boys who can play the guitar are freaking hott
* tall lanky boys...well you're pretty sexy too
* 3306346667 - i enjoy random phone calls after 7 pm and on the weekends
* I smoke cigarettes
* i smoke weed
* I drink alcohol when its around
* budweiser of any kind makes me uber sick
* i am the cheapest girl you will ever meet
* my favorite date is ordering a pizza and renting a movie
* i enjoy laying around being a bum
* i enjoy deep conversations
* my favorite topics for conversing are politics, philosophy, sociology, and religion
* this is the section called PET PEEVES
* My mom
* wet toilet seats
* ignorant people
* ignorantly ignorant people!
* close-mindedness
* men who wont drink liquor
* men who think they are superior because they have a penis...you're wrong
* men who think that baseball is much harder than softball
* men who think that they can control me because i am a woman
* ppl who dont believe what i tell them, it may be random, but its the truth
* people who drive the speed limit or a couple miles under
* being late to ANYTHING
* hitting red lights in the middle of the night when there are no cars around
* police stations that park empty patrol cars out front...bastards
* i like to quote movies
* i like to give out random information
* i LOVE ranch dressing
* i love lying on the ground staring at the sky at night
* i love to lay in the snow and just breathe
* i love hanging out with my friends
* i love line dancing
* i love regular dancing
* i am a published poet
* the only thing that changes more than the weather in ohio is the color of my hair
* i currently have bright red
* i am not goth
* i suppose i could be considered emo
* i do have an extensive vocabulary
* i enjoy biology
* the softball field is my oasis
* i played softball for 13 years
* i played volleyball for 7 years
* i played basketball for 4 years and was the manager for 2 years
* i got to go to states for basketball
* i got kicked out of kent state stark...i worked hard for the .58 gpa...
* i've had my heart broken VERY badly, but i've gotten over it, it only took 9 months
* i dug ditches all last summer, and i plan to go back this summer
* i enjoy driving my car
* i like to blare the radio and sing
* i like to SPEED
* i like to slow dance when there is no music
* i like to kiss in the rain
* i love it when he looks me in the eyes, tells me he loves me, and then kisses me
* i love laying in his arms
* i love being me...
* i am a compulsive away message checker
* i dont trust girls
* the vast majority of my friends are guys
* i am the biggest tomboy you will ever meet
* i love to be spontaneous and random
* at the same time i'd love to have some sort of a rough schedule, that is easily broken
* i have a crazy and loveable personality
* once you meet me you'll be hooked
* i am one of those girls who can keep you on the phone for hours and you wont even notice ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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♥ Derek ♥
♥ hanging out with my friends
♥ jamming out to music
♥ softball
♥ watching sports of any kind
♥ being spontaneous and crazy

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they craveWhen it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Freaky Kisser


When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You?

I'd like to meet:

God...i just want to know the truth about things, i want to know that my assumptions are incorrect...


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"Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction." This bitch has a SHIT-TON of friends The Collins to my Angel

pot head mcgee

he's on lock down

my best friend in the entire freaking world!!!

dirty little secret, who has to know

WORK IT MALLORY!

i've known this kid all my life!

Drunken Manly Stud

the deepest girl i've ever met

The Dred Pirate Roberts

CLIFFY!!!

my baby brother!

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Music:



I love all music excluding polka...fuck polka...and the beatles are the greatest band of all time. my favorite song is "dont cry" by seal, and the greatest time you'll ever have is line dancing at the dusty A...call meh if you ever wanna go on a wednesday night!!

polyamorous

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Movies:

&& the shawshank redemption
&& to kill a mockingbird,
&& L.O.T.R.
&& Moulin Rouge
&& The sound of music
&& Coyote Ugly
&& phantom of the opera
&& 5 people you meet in heaven
&& saw & saw 2
&& all of the SNL best of movies
&& saving silverman
&& Romeo + Juliet
&& Rudy
&& the exorcist
&& Big Fish
&& Rocky Horror Picture Show
&& Rent
&& Chicago
&& idk there's a ton!


At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be Porn star
You will be worth $920,728
Everyone will think you are really hot

Television:




# cobert report
# snl
# daily show
# comedy central presents
# son of the goul
# masterpiece theater
# haunted history
# myth busters
# room raiders
# pimp my ride
# best week ever
# i love the *70's 80's 90's* on VH1

Books:


^^ L.O.T.R.
^^ Harry potter
^^ to kill a mocking bird
^^ brave new world
^^ the bone collector
^^ and any poetry book written by shel silverstien...

Heroes:

Anyone who will speak their mind and not back down. Honesty and bluntness are amazing. if you want something tell me...dont cower away in fear of rejection. i'd rather know what u are thinking and understand you more clearly, than think something else about you that isnt correct. BE HONEST, SPEAK YOUR MIND...DONT LIE TO ME!

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s.o.s. please someone help me its unhealthy for me to feel this way

I would have given him the world if he would have stepped up and treated me like a lady.  i would have loved him till the day that i died if he would have never lied.  i would have never lef...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 10:26:00 PST

I just hurt everyone close to me...

alright it gets stranger.  i LOVE jerrod...bottom line thats how it is.  my heart is with him and i know its not fair to keep aaron with me when i only love him plutonically.  Jerrod hi...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 11:55:00 PST

new beginnings mixed with the past...

alright...stuff is wierd.  i had every intention of just sitting here and seeing if jerrod would take me back and living happily ever after like that.  WELL STUFF DOESNT WORK OUT LIKE THAT F...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 10:55:00 PST

I've cried so hard my eyes were beyond swollen...

basically i hate myself b/c something must be wrong with me.  Jerrod left me to attempt to get back with beth.  i'm not mad...i mean yeah they were supposed to get married.  but i'm ver...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 10:38:00 PST

its easer to START than to STOP!!!!

so i've come to a conclusion.  You can't just stop loving someone instantly.  its alot easier to START loving someone than to STOP loving them.  I'll be honest, i still love him.  ...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 08:43:00 PST

recap...

so here's the quick recap...ryan broke up w/ me tuesday night.  wed. thurs. fri. sat. nights i had dates.  sunday night i got a boyfriend, so i'm w/ jerrod now which is freakin sweet.  ...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:09:00 PST

i've never needed more help...

he broke up w/ me...i dont understand why, i dont want to accept it even if i do know.  i have that feeling like my insides all got twisted up and ripped out through my chest...i basically haven'...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 10:16:00 PST

days from hell...

everything has been so tough lately.  Out of no where i started freaking out and wanting to go home this weekend.  Ryan was freaking about w/ depression and other problems, and i basically h...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 05:30:00 PST

The time has come at last my friend, you'll face it all alone...

Where do i start?  its been a while since i've posted anything.  Lets see, well volleyball is over...which is deffinatly a good thing.  And like i told coach, the reason i didn't have f...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 05:54:00 PST

The night the world stopped

Today has been by far the MOST emotionally draining day i've experienced in a VERY long time.   To start with, the day itself is so bittersweet.  It was Ryan's 18th birthday ( yes my bf is n...
Posted by ♥ Jesska ♥ on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 12:00:00 PST