There is not much that can be said about the core essence of self. We can drown ourselves in an ocean of words that don't hide who we are but accent the really, really good things. This propagates and highlighted truth becomes exaggerated fiction. Why is it that people just can't be who they are? If you are an asshole... then you are an asshole... who cares if at the end of the day you are a good person. Hey the simple truth is that some good people are plain old assholes. You me and the paparazzi down the street don't have a clue what, where or how we all become who we are. Disparity, joy and indifference yeah that's life... There's enough bullshit everyday why not give ourselves a frickn' break and not only be who the hell we are but choose to be around people who can do the same. I have met bikers and porn stars who are better people than a cop or role model has ever thought of being... why? Simply because you get what you get and fuck the pretentious bullshit. I run my own company with 1 business partner who I have known for about 10years.
Who I am is simple: I'm a guy that will howl at the moon with the woman I'm with whether she be a wife for the night or that special lady who moves in, isn't a morning person and hides the damn remote lol :)
Like I've said a million ways in a hundred venues to know me is truly that to know me. I am what you see and hear and in some cases read. For along time I walked in the quiet place where I let so much slide by... so much be said and left unanswered... now I answer those worth answering and grant "passage" to those fellow travelers who understand what and who a good person is and what it is to have honour in action, in deed and to be accountable for words spoken. Those people will understand what I am saying the rest will not and honestly I don't have the time or energy to explain it to them.
I find myself awake, content to be just that... awake. Judge me... for I have been judged... love me for I have been loved... hate me if ya want I've been that too. I have been and am both saint and sinner... I am a man of this world....
