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About Me

8 months have passed me by and still, i find myself fighting back my tears.

in the cold, i shivered and walked amongst the crowd in complete solitude. the drops of water on my face, i wonder if they were tears or just mere rain.

listening to christina milian's until i get over you, i realised that this nagging pain will stay for my lifetime. losing you is my biggest regret and it cuts me like knife as i awake every morning, realising that i can never touch your face again.

i miss you bud. please lemme join you soon for this world just ain't the same without you. i can't take this distance thing anymore. i can feel the darkness falling upon me once more as my heart continuously grieves.

My Interests

Him, drama, sea sports, clubbing, chilling out and mahjong

I'd like to meet:

i wanna meet the dead and the almighty and ask if there really is life after death. for if there is eternal life and death is merely a transition, why should we even live now then?

i wanna meet ling-ling and henry warmheart. will ling-ling battle me on my lovely sydney bed and will henry warm me up in the cold winter nights?

i wanna meet my buddy. i wanna know if he's happier now at the other dimension or is he upset? i wanna know if he can see the many tears i shed and the life i lead. i wanna hear him scold me, i wanna hear him shout. i wanna see him giving me a long big hug as he strokes my hair and say, "i'm here, bud, i'm here".

my heart has never been this empty since the day you walked away...i miss you buddy.

Music:

currently: vanessa fernandez's a prayer, a dream, christina milian's until i get over you, marti pellow's the missing sound and celine dion's in some small way

Movies:

matrix trilogy, harry potter, the fifth element, turn left turn right, closer, passion of the christ, gospel of john, mystic river, cold mountain, monster, 15, de-lovely, the woodsman, downfall, hotel rwanda, a lot like love, the upside of anger, initial d, man on fire, crash, mindhunters, be with me, in my father's den, pride & prejudice, the legend of mary bryant, tim burton's corpse bride, prime, elizabethtown, brokeback mountain, rabbit-proof fence, shine, thank you for smoking, pirates of the carribean, the lake house, il mare, whore, secretary, heavenly creatures, world trade center, v for vendetta, life is beautiful, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, big fish, bus 174, lucky number slevin, an inconvenient truth, little miss sunshine, charlotte's web, rent, confession of pain, babel

Television:

oprah, unsolved history, seconds from disaster, fbi investigates, queer as folk, neighbours, biggest loser, psychic witness, csi, csi: miami, guilty or innocent?, egypt's new tomb revealed, air crash investigation, drawn together... and my cartoons

Books:

Non-fiction particularly regarding religion.