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SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN

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About Me

"It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes.” It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children. It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments." "Like a bullet from a triggered gun, Like the bloodshed from a murdered man, Like the fiery storm from the darkest of heaven, This is how you came and stubbed her dead in pain. She was a peaceful bud murmuring for her nectar, visited by the insects and loved by the bug, she waited to be seen, bloomed into its brim, but she waited too long only to discover, she is not a flower, and will never be… the insects, the bug.. they smitten her but left her dissatisfied, They ditched her and kept her to their nightmare… They hanged her out but what they don’t know --- Death is no room for her." "There is a desire within each of us, in the deep center of ourselves that we call our heart. We were born with it, it is never completely satisfied, and it never dies. We are often unaware of it, but it is always awake… Our true identity, our reason for being, is to be found in this desire." "I would die for you, I would die for you, I've been dying just to feel you by my side To know that you're mine, I will cry for you, I will cry for you, I will wash away your pain with all my tears..And drown your fear. I will pray for you, I will pray for you, I will sell my soul for something pure and true Someone like you..See your face every place that I walk in, Hear your voice every time that I'm talking You will believe in me And I will never be ignored I will burn for you, Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, And tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, You're just like me.. Violate all the love that I'm missing, Throw away all the pain that I'm living You will believe in me And I can never be ignored..I would die for you, I would kill for you, I will steal for you I'd do time for you , I will wait for you, I'd make room for you I'd sink ships for you To be close to you, To be part of you Cause I believe in you. I believe in you, I would die for you.." "findmehere... http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=3739533".

My Interests

Cats, cudburry, craft, silverwater, anything that's green, weird & queer, jazz, mraz and JOHN my Iceman

I'd like to meet:

WHO ELSE BUT THE CURBSIDE PROPHET! ...Because the only people for me are the MAD Ones, The Ones Who are MAD TO LIVE, MAD TO TALK, MAD TO BE SAVED, DESIROUS of evrything at the same time, The Ones Who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but BURN, BURN, BURN Like a Fabulous Yellow Roman Candles Exploding like SPIDERS across the STARS

Music:

Nancy Sinatra, Plumb, Shawn Colvin, Garbage, Cranberries, U2, REM, Heather Nova, Anya Marina, Tristan Prettyman, Julee Cruise, Sugar Hiccup, Upsidedown, introvoys, Eheads, Sinead O'Connor, Julianna Hatfield, Jason Mraz and some of the jazz experimental progressive new age pieces...

Movies:

"I'll be seeing you!" Blue Lagoon, Batman Returns, kILL BiLL, Malena, The Craft, Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, Forest Gump, Devil's Advocate, Never Been Kissed! Spiderman, Interview with the VAMPIRE, Grace of my Heart! (such a movie! and the soundtrack too!)

Television:

Six Feet Under, Twin Peaks, Free Spirit, BtX, Queer Eye...

Books:

FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE, I KISSED DATING GOODBYE, THE JOURNEY OF DESIRE, Complete book of WITCHCRAFT!, Anybook about understanding MEN, The WOG

Heroes:

"I am CATWOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR!!!""I Heart You, my Iceman!" "Ama me fideliter! Fidem meam noto: De corde totaliter Et ex mente tota, Sum presentialiter Absens in remota." … "Love me faithfully!/See how I am faithful:/With all my heart/And all my soul/I am with you/Though I am far away.""The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed..Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so..Nunc scio quit sit amor." … "Now I know what love is!"

My Blog

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 11:33:00 PST

God give me strength..

GOD GIVE ME STRENGTHNow I have nothing, so God give me strengthcause Im weak in his wakeAnd if Im strong I might still breakAnd I dont have anything to shareThat I wont throw away into the airTha...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

THE SUPERHEROINES

      THE SUPERHEROINES  ...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

UpSideDown

  UPSIDEdown BAND...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Invitation

The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesnt interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache forand if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing.It doesnt inter...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Maybe, you like me SHY THAT WAY...

"Shy That Way" you know you're stunningwell you're absolutely stunning and i'm running always runningand now i'm cryingyou know only cause i'm caring and if you were more daring maybe you'd stop sta...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

John, Iloveyou!

John I love you, I'm ever so fond of you Will you wait for me till I am heavenly? Oh there's much more to do But I love you Oh you're tender, you're name's a whisper I let tears fall like rain ...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Angels...

   Angels will always be Angels!!  ...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Agony to Fao...

After all the soul searching and finding what I really wanted in a man, searched to every corners of the world but still haven't found. Then I took awhile to reflect, recall and started listening to m...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Iceman...

I'm so tired of being here.Suppressed by all my childhood fears.And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave.Cause your presence still lingers here,and it won't leave me alone.These wo...
Posted by SïLvÉrwÅtërShïN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST