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Bitter * Queen

Love me gently with a chainsaw.

About Me


This is my 21st year.

There are lots of things I could tell you about myself, but unless you truly know me, there isn’t really a chance that you’ll understand someone like me. I can try to tell you a little, but if you really want to know who I am, you’ll just have to get to know me. I love meeting new people. I’ll hang out with anyone, and I try to get along with everyone. I know I can’t be everyone’s friend, but I do have a heart that wants to help others. I have a passion for children, and my heart goes out to those in need.

I’m not that complex of a person, but I am a deep thinker--- an analytical being. I try to figure out the meaning of the challenges I face as they occur. I have learned to face life head on, even if it hurts. I won’t cop out like so many people. I refuse to drown myself with alcohol or drug abuse to escape the reality of life. Don’t get me wrong, I love to party, but I won’t let alcohol become my escape from pain. I have learned to just deal with my obstacles and view them as life lessons and not hardships. For my age, I think I’m very mature, although I am honestly a kid at heart. I love having a good time with friends, staying up late, sleeping in too long, partying, laughing at lame jokes, and being goofy. I still watch cartoons, and I don’t care if that’s childish or not. I love feeling that innocence of childhood. I will never let go of my love for Disney.

♥ I’m a beautiful person with an old soul. I think I may be the only human being left who still values morals. I may not be perfect, but I am not like your average girl. For the first time in my life, I love who I am. I may not be the thinnest girl out there, but “sexy isn’t only on the outside.”

I have the tendency to let my heart get carried away, but I’d rather be an overly emotional mess than a cold hearted snake. You can call me “emo,” “sensitive,” or “pathetic,” but I am glad to have a heart. It’s rare to find anyone who does still have faith in love, so I’m proud to hold on to my hopefulness. I don’t mind the fact that I fall fast and deeply.

I've definitely highered my standards.

I think after what I’ve been through in my life, I can handle any challenge. I am a survivor. With every heart break I endure, I only grow stronger.
I am a hopeless romantic, and no, I won’t ever change. However, for once, I have found love and strength within.

My heart and soul belong to music. I do not think I could function if I did not have the ability to hear, sing, or perform music. I am trying out for American Idol. I dare any one or any thing to get in my way. If I don’t take the chance, I will never know. I’m going for it. I plan to represent Brunswick well.
I believe I have a great destiny awaiting me, and all of the suffering I’ve endured in my short life are preparing me for that. I am a sensitive person with a tender heart. However, I’m not that easily influenced. I’m comfortable with who I am and I won’t conform to any opinion or idea that I don’t believe in. I am unique. I love wearing bright colors and lots of patterns and designs. I just like being BOLD. Not necessarily to stand out, but just to be myself.

I am a Christian, although I do not believe in organized religion anymore at this point. I do know that there is a God. The stars are my connection to this belief, and if you ask me, I will explain.
I am easy going, spontaneous, and random at times. I love taking road trips, I love travel! I want to visit Australia and Brazil as soon as I can.
I will try anything once, (within reason) especially exotic foods.

I love kisses, hugs, and “blueberry muffins.”
I have lost a lot of friends this year, but it’s really brought me to love myself even more. I guess that I can truly only depend on myself and my family for comfort. And that’s okay. I’m happy with what I’ve got, and I refuse to take things for granted. I am surrounded by negativity. But although I am in it, I am not of it. I'm back to stay.
I am proud of who I am at this point
I AM a great dame
Yes, I said dame (ha ha)
I love going to the movies.
I believe life is too short not to get the things you want out of it
My life goal at this point is to be the next American Idol
I attend Altamaha Technical College in Jesup, Georgia
I’m training to be an administrative assistant
I’m very cultured and diverse when it comes to the art I am into
I’m sensitive, but not as much as I used to be
I’ve learned to accept everything about myself, even my flaws
I have a contagious laugh
I can finally take up for myself
I will give you my honest opinion, but I won’t hurt you intentionally
I love my friends more than life itself
I really like rubber duckies
They call me half-n-half!
I love Adam Richard Sandler and Hugh Michael Jackman, a little bit too much
I love Halloween and Christmas.
I LOVE stars.
I like to sing ANYWHERE.

I stay up way too late. I have evolved into a nocturnal creature.
Autumn is my favorite season.
I love anything that involves art. I like to draw, write poetry and stories, cross stitch, and take photographs.

I play guitar, I sing, I write songs.
Music is my life. It gives me more pleasure than anything.
It runs through my veins and pours out of my soul. I would die without it.

I am in love with love. Always have been, and always will be.
I know that I wear my heart on my sleeve, quite literally.

I am a die hard fan of *Nsync and Hanson.
Got a problem with that? Well, I really DON'T care.

I am a true 90's kid, Disney Fanatic, and Davehead.
I am so into pop culture
My Papa is the best man in the entire world. No one will EVER compare.
He is one of my very best friends.
You can't truly know all about a person through a little section of information, but if there's anything else you want to know, ask me.
I'm an open book.

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My Interests

I like:

Music! Rootbeer, nature, the ocean, lemonade, Autumn days, Winter nights, snuggling under the stars, KISSING, hugs, cooking, *myspace*, boys with piercings, dorks, polka dots, pin stripes, plaid, stars, Japanese food, Laughing to tears, being goofy, making weird faces at myself in the mirror, the color ORANGE, Halloween, Jack Skellington, Jason Mraz, piercings and tattoos, lame t-shirts, Italian food, Adam Sandler, candles, coffee, cappicinno, triple shot espresso, incense, sniffing flowers, theme parks, DISNEY, Star Wars (unfortunately), ice cream, kake, gummy worms,and Hugh Jackman!!!

Animals I like:

*Kangaroos, hippos, rhinos, giraffe, zebra, sharks, flamingos, doggies*

I don't like:

Smoking, drug abuse, the dark, the rain, snakes, spiders, being lonely, meaingless kisses, fake people, college, "adulthood," boredom, diabetes, the cops, cancer, speeding tickets, LIARS, surgery, unhappiness, depression, Adam Sandler's wife, Hugh Jackman's wife and butter beans.

I LOVE:

HUGH JACKMAN!!!

I'd like to meet:

A decent man!

*And these celebrities!
Adam Sandler
Hugh Jackman
Jim Carrey
Johnny Depp
Tim Burton
Drew Barrymore
Angelia Jolie
Dave Matthews Band
John Mayer
Justin Timberlake

*The Dearly Departed*
Walt Disney
Frank Sinatra
Lucy (I love Lucy)
Sherry Lewis
Steve Irwin

R.I.P.

Leave me a comment.

Music:

I listen to any and everything. Just ask if you're curious. I couldn't live without music.

Movies:


My Movie Personality
My Top Rated Movies

Category My Ratings
Blockbusters Great!
Comedies Great!
Action OK
Love Love 'em
More Stuff Great!

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Check out my page on Flixster - add me if u r on!
http://davesguitar41.flixster.com
I like all Adam Sandler and Jim Carrey movies.
I dig cheesy horror flicks such as JAWS, Gremlins, & Critters. I also like classic scary movies...
I love romantic Comedies.
I love all classic Disney movies.
Big fan of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Batman, Spiderman, Star Wars, and Jurassic Park.
Yes, I'm a dork.
Basically, I'll watch anything with a good plot.

Television:

Don't watch too much tv. Only into programs that really spark my interest.
Into cooking shows, nature documentaries, educational programming, History and Discovery Channel.
I love Animal Planet.
I love re-runs of classics such as Home Improvement, and Fresh Prince of Bel-Air.
I love cartoons-ESPECIALLY Sponge Bob Square Pants.
Damn straight.
I love Heroes and American Idol too.
My favorite drama is House.

Books:

I love reading.

GOOD BOOKS:
The Bible
Walk Two Moons
Island of the Blue Dolphins
Pet Sematary
Because of Winn-Dixie
Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil
Many, many more...can't think of them all!

Heroes:

My dad is my biggest hero!!! I LOVE YOU PAPA!
Okay, okay...I love Spiderman and Batman too...
WOLVERINE, yeah! (aka Hugh Jackman!)

My Blog

more loss.

I really hate being used...and I feel so used. I hate when people try to turn it around and make things MY fault. I cannot wait to try out for Idol. I swear to God, I hope I make it to Hollywood and f...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:52:00 PST

Long time no see. BIG updates.

Hello. If you haven't noticed, I haven't been online that often anymore.  Just avoiding drama and trying to let things come to a close.  I am done with the drama, and I'm done with a few cer...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:34:00 PST

worst moviein the history of man

..> The worst movie ever. I just watched Snakes on a Plane, and it was honestly, the worst movie I have ever seen. I would not reccomend you waste any money on it. Don't rent it ever. LAME-O. It wa...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:42:00 PST

lovely

My life is goodI have no complaints.I am closer to my friends than I have ever been.I am battling my diabetes right now, but I'll be okay.Holy crap, it's so late.  I gotta go home!I love you~*Dan...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 03:38:00 PST

HOME

You are the world inside the world that I existYou are the touch that just won't fadeYou're the ending, beginning to each and every dayYou're the reason I stay saneIt's hard to see beautifiul, it's ha...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:19:00 PST

You know what?

Fuck it.I'm so done listening to everyone and their fucking opinion.I'm in love and nothing else mattersI got broken up with a year ago today.  Don't I deserve a little fucking affection.He may g...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:07:00 PST

Valentine's Day!

Overdrawn in my checking again.  My fault.Thank you Budweiser.I have had an amazing day.I am so happy.I am ...well completely lost.I would have things no other way.My ValentineI look into those e...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:46:00 PST

Completely good enough

Okay, it's all over for me.I am not going to doubt myself for one more single day.I'm sexy, I'm beautiful, and I'm a great person.I'm worthy of anyone.~DI feel good enough for YOU....
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:52:00 PST

Good Enough

I just had to post this song in a blog.It reminds me of my situation right now. Amber and I patched things up...and with time, trust shall be rebuilt.I'm just glad I didn't lose two of my very be...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:59:00 PST

I can't stop

Thinking about what I had and how my insecurities fucked it up for me.I had so much going for me.  And I just couldn't have enough faith in myself.I can't stop looking in the mirror at a distort...
Posted by AbSoLuTeLy*ZeRo on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 05:28:00 PST