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J-DIZZLE Ayo

god-free youth

About Me


STRAIGHT EDGE. born and raised in cincinnati. i've seen 95% of the rest of the country and didn't care for much of it. i played in SUFFOCATE FASTER and did a stint in RECON. i'm pretty much on the verge of giving up on doing music full-time so i can have a somewhat real life. i don't believe in god and i think the bible is the biggest joke of a fairytale i've ever heard. i ride a skateboard. i have tattoos of transformers. i'm addicted to my sidekick. i used to get paid to work on cars...the older i get, the more of them i want to build. i don't and can't sleep enough. girls who get on here and make themselves out to be sluts need to fuck off. i've had my life squeezed out once or twice, but i helped bring it on myself. although i listen to a large amount of hip hop (not rap, it's different), my roots are still in hardcore and metal (the first album i ever bought was slayer, and i was in the 2nd grade at the time). i literally feel too old to dance at every show i go to anymore...but it happens occasionally, so watch yourself. my closest friends and i have completely ridiculous inside jokes that make us sound like retards. i automatically don't like people until they prove to me that they're worth liking. feel free to get in touch because i'm a nerd with a sidekick (NAxSOLDIER on aim).

My Interests

straight edge, skateboarding, underground hip hop, hardcore & metal, hondas & jeeps, tattoos/body art

I'd like to meet:


"a good level of hate is always good to have on hand at all times. there's nothing wrong with it. hate gets you through the times where love just confuses and entraps. hate is so final and pure. love is always many-headed and dangerous. i know hate is good because i see how many people don't know how to deal with it. they don't see it for the energy force it can be. when it rises in them, they run head-long into a stranger that lives inside. they don't know themselves, and it tears them up when they need themselves the most. they don't have themselves to go to. they were always too busy burning the wax, trying to look good for someone else, trying to be someone's something. what a waste...when you sell yourself out."
but i'd be down to meet these guys...

Music:

a bunch of stuff you listen to and a bunch of stuff you don't...
dear jesus... --- everyone needs to watch this too...

Movies:

i've probably seen more movies than you have. it's a serious pasttime.

Television:

scrubs and the oc are pretty much the only shows i've ever cared about.

Books:

transformers graphic novels & comics, the japanese tattoo, the painted bird, 1984, the inhuman condition, calvin and hobbes collections, marvel comics, anything by terry brooks.

Heroes:

all my heroes have failed me and all your heroes will fail you.