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Conquer the angry man by love, the ill-natured by goodness,the miser with generosity,and conquer the

About Me

ABOUT ME? HMMMMMM.....I AM SIMPLE,YET SO COMPLICATED. I AM A FRAGILE PIECE OF MELTED WAX,YET I AM A SOLID PIECE OF ROCK. I'D LIKE TO THINK I HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER BUT REALLY.....WHO AM I TRYING TO KID? I AM AN ALCOHOLIC/ADDICT IN RECOVERY. THIS I KNOW FOR CERTAIN. I AM LEARNING TO LIVE A LIFE I HAD NEVER KNOWN TO EXIST. I AM A BLESSED CHILD OF GOD. I AM AT TIMES A WALKING CONTRADICTION BUT IM OK WITH THIS. I AM COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN TODAY. I STRIVE FOR PERFECTION. CERTAIN I WILL NEVER ATTAIN IT BUT CONTINUE TO STRIVE. I BELIEVE TODAY ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO DOING I CAN AND WILL DO. I HAVE GOD IN MY LIFE TODAY AND HE TRULY ROCKS. I AM BY NO MEANS A RELIGIOUS PERSON. I AM VERY FUKN SPIRITUAL. I LOVE BEING SOBER. I LOVE LIFE TODAY. I LOVE TO LAUGH. I LOVE TO MAKE YOU LAUGH. I LOVE TO WATCH THE EXPRESSION ON YOUR FACE AS I BUST OUT SINGING MY FAV SONG AT ANY GIVEN ODD MOMENT. I LOVE TO TALK TO STRANGERS. I LOVE ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS. I LOVE SERVICE WORK, AND HELPING OTHERS. HELPING OTHERS ANYWHERE. WETHER ITS ON THE STREET,AT A MEETING,IN A STORE- I DONT DISCRIMINATE. I JUST LOVE TO BE OF SERVICE. I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF A BEAUTIFUL 13 YR OLD GIRL. I NEVER BACK DOWN FROM A CHALLENGE. I USED TO SAY "IM GONNA BE SOMEBODY SOMEDAY" TODAY I REALIZE I AM SOMEBODY AND IT'S BEEN SOMEDAY FOR 35 YEARS. I AM FINALLY WORKING TOWARDS BEING THE WOMAN GOD WANTED ME TO BE ALL ALONG. HE ISNT FINISHED WITH ME YET SO STAY TUNED...........

My Interests

TATTOOS.PLAYING IN THE RAIN.HELPING ANYBODY ANYWHERE.MAKING STRANGERS LAUGH.SINGING REAL LOUD AND WATCHING THE EXPRESSION ON YOUR FACE!!!CHOCOLATE.POETRY.MEETINGS,ANY KIND OF RECOVERY MEETING(I RECOVER IN AA)DID I MENTION TATTOOS?LOL
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I'd like to meet:

ID LIKE TO MEET JIM MORRISON(WHO WOULDNT),JOHN LENNON,ROB ZOMBIE,BILL WILSON,DR.BOB AND DIMEBAG DARRELL R.I.P,GHANDI,THE DALI LAMA

Music:

SUCH A WIDE VARIETY I CANT BEGIN TO GO THERE.OK OK I WILL TRY,OLD OLD MOTLEY CRUE-LIKE SHOUT AT THE DEVIL CRUE,MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE,ALL AMERICAN REJECTS,PANTERA,TOOL,AEROSMITH,THE EAGLES,AC/DC,ROB ZOMBIE,RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE,BRITTANY SPEARS-FUKN NOT!!!,MATCHBOX20,JAMES BLUNT,SEVENDUST,ELTON JOHN,BILLY JOEL,CARLY SIMON,PERFECT CIRCLE,PIDGEON,MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE,SUICIDAL TENDACIES.....SEE I TOLD YA!!!

Movies:

THE ROYAL TENANBAUMS ROCKS.AMERICAN HISTORY X.BLOW IS ALWAYS GOOD AND ACTS OF WORSHIP KEPT MY ATTENTION.SCARFACE IS A FAV.10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU.HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS.ERAGON.LORD OF THE RINGS.BRAVEHEART.CLEAN AND SOBER.HIS GIRL FRIDAY.ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE.HARVEY.THE BIRDS.IF A MAN ANSWERS.BLAH BLAH BLAH...

Television:

"GREYS ANATOMY"-FAVORITE."INTERVENTION".MSNBC SPECIAL REPORTS.COPS.SWAT.I DONT DO TOO MUCH TV BUT WHEN I DO I LIKE THE REAL SHIT.REAL LIFE HAPPENINGS.

Books:

THE BIG BOOK OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS.CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD.THERES A SPIRITUAL SOLUTION TO EVERY PROBLEM.BEING NOBODY,GOING NOWHERE.A RETURN TO LOVE(COURSE IN MIRACLES).THE POWER OF NOW.COOL WATER.GOOD LIFE,GOOD DEATH-TIBETAN WISDOM ON REINCARNATION.

Heroes:

MY DAUGHTER,MY PARENTS,MY SPONSOR,BILL WILSON,AND DR BOB SMITH AND LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST "MY GOD"(HE ROCKS)

My Blog

in the mind of me...............

so im walking the dog and as all the neighborhood dogs were barking in retaliation to my dog being in the area i was thinking..........after of course watching people today at the park and in the stor...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:37:00 PST

i believe......

oh my, oh my, oh my. lovely,great,fantastic,beautiful,wonderful,blessed day! great meeting with the kids. they rock! i have a boy working on his 4th step right now. next wednesday we will do his 5th! ...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 04:54:00 PST

baskin, scopin hotties.........

oh what a beauty of a day it was. i wanted so badly to go swimmin but noone......I MEAN NOONE was down with my idea......so i said fuk it and went all by my lonesome to the local community pool and me...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 04:06:00 PST

1116 pm.......blog

tonite as i walked with the dog thru the park i looked up and what i saw was the most beautiful sight. it was a long swirl like area of clouds and i swear to ya it looked exactly like a stairway.........
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 08:19:00 PST

thoughts.........

when larry died,rob drove me to the funeral. when mike died, i drove rob to the funeral. now its just me drivin me, with GOD,to robs funeral. its a beautiful day outside, a beautiful day to say "see y...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:19:00 PST

emotions...............sweet,emotions......

and so the day is nearing end. ive expereinced a little bit of every emotion  today. happy,sad,relieved,and grateful. the meeting rocked at the center as it always does. 4 of the young ens w...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 07:29:00 PST

beautiful weekend & comin home to another death.......

so yesterday i returned from Founders Day. it rocked. great times. hung out with friends,met some new,and got to know some better. this was my second year of Founders and i am just crazy about it. my ...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:47:00 PST

wednesday,center,squirrel..........

*deep sigh* wednesdays. my day has been blessed. i started out taking one of the girls from the center that im now sponsoring to her dr appt. it was nice to see her smiling today. her grandma came alo...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:56:00 PST

N.Y.

ok so i just got home from New York! i went to an AA retreat with my sponsor. it was an ALL WOMEN RETREAT. my sponsor spoke there on saturday nite. she rocks. we did some major bonding and had so...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 04:29:00 PST

bloggin about and for the kids......

oh yes a wonderful fukn wednesday it has been. i love wednesdays. do ya hear me I FUKN LOVE WEDNESDAYS! seeing the kids. man i cant explain,ya ya i know every wednesday this lady goes on and on about ...
Posted by *~*HEIDI*~* on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:27:00 PST