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About Me

I kinda refuse to write a paragraph about myself here are some words that I can be described with... Strongwilled... Lazy.... Open Minded... Leadership skills... forceful...manipulative.... tempermental.... (wierdo)....funny....very sarcastic...."too Horny for her own good" (Says James...ahem).... Idk.. if you know me you tell me... if you don't know me.. Good luck trying to get to know me :)
I Remember Everything.
Opinionated.
Loyal.
A Closed Book.
Very Lazy But Love The Gym.
Likes Subtle Attention.
Addictive
Decisive yet after a while gets bored and changes mind.. Some could say easily persuaded to "save face" ONLY at times..
Independant
Will Stick up for what I believe in.
Like Teasng/annoying people..
Strongly Dislike my parents and they hypocricy and double standards.
Posh/rich background....not at all now :)
ALWAYS there for friends
A Dreamer
VERY Understanding
Caring
Mostly pessimistic
Never take my own advice but make sure everyone else does :)

Interests/Likes Reading
Driving
walking
Photography
NOODLES
Certain people
MOOSIC
Memories of a certain kind
Addiction
Ballet
MY CAR
Sailing
Ski-ing
Exploring
Travelling
Shopping
Volunteering at Cancer Research UK
Maps
Going to the gym
Running
My Nintendo DS Lite, That Mitch bought me :)
THE SIMS2- ALL!!)
Dead bodies
Forensics
Home and Away
Neighbours
Dislikes I HATE SPIDERS
Some work
Liars
Dreams
Memories of a certain kind
Some people
Summer
Cruelty to animals
Umbrellas
Intimidation
Confrontation
People who don't listen
Attention seekers
Ken Livingstone
Insurance companies:)
Being ill
Lack of hygiene


WORTH READING
1,377 teenagers become mothers
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol
3,610 teens are assaulted...80 are raped
2,861 teens drop out of school
5,388 youths are arrested
500 adolescents begin using drugs
420 children are arrested for drug abuse
6 teens commit suicide...

EVERYDAY


I used to know a man with a magic 8-ball tattooed on his arm
it changed from "yes" to "no" to "maybe" with each question he asked
(should I stop smoking?)
(will my mother ever love me again?)
(am I ever going to be normal?)
he wouldn't let me ask a question
he said "knowledge is dangerous, I am trying to protect you"
when he fell asleep I used to stay awake and ask every question I could think of
(should I start painting again?)
(will I ever go home?)
(is the world going to end?)
the only answer I ever got was "ask again later"
the day we broke up, he kissed me on the cheek and said
"you can ask your question now"
so I shook his hand and asked the most important question
(are we in love?)
"yes"
I used to know a man with a magic 8-ball tattooed on his arm
but the future was all lies
I don't believe in failure because simply by saying you've failed, your admitting you made an attempt, & anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. They're the ones who just sit on their couches and bitch & moan and wait for the world to change for them.

After a while. By Veronica A. Shoffstall Aged 19
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept yours defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult,
not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

More than 8.5 million people have cosmetic procedures in the U.S. per year.
This Is The End..of self mutilation.
The average weight of a model is 23% lower than that of an average woman.
This Is The End...of insecurity.
Approximately one million men and boys suffer from anorexia.
This Is The End...of self hatred.
Clinical depression affects about 16% of the population at least once in their lives.
This Is The End...of hopelessness.
As many as 10 million women and girls suffer from an eating disorder.
This Is The End...of self doubt.
80% of 4th grade girls have been on a fad diet.
This Is The End...of marketing disease.
Americans spend approximately $12.4 billion on cosmetic procedures per year.
This Is The End...of insanity.
By age 21, the average person will have watched 1,000,000 commercials.
This Is The End...of exploitation.
Billions of dollars are spent every year to make YOU feel worthless.
THIS IS THE END.

Music:

All Kinds- List of Some of the Artists I listen to: Artists
12 Stones
13 Senses
A Repaired Tragedy
The Academy is..
Accolade
Aerosmith
Alanis Morrisette
Alannah Miles
Alkaline trio
The All-American Rejects
Amber Pacific
Anberlin
Annie Lennox
Aqualung
Arctic Monkeys
Armor For Sleep
Ashlee Simpson
Athlete
The Automatics
Avril lavigne
Bad Religion
Be your own pet
Bea
Ben Folds
Ben Harperbr Ben Kweller
Ben Lee
Better Than Ezra
Binocular
Black and Jones
Blazin Squad
Bleed the Dream
Blink 182
bob Sinclair
Bobby Valentino
Body Rockers
Bon Jovi
Bowling For Soup
Brand New
Breaking Point
Breed 77
Brain Borcherdt
Bright Eyes
Carly Simon
Carol King
Cascada
Cassie
The Casualties
Chemical Brothers
Chris DeBurgh
Chris Rea
Christina Milian
Chronic Future
Ciara
Cindy Lauper
The Click Five
Coheed & Cambria
Cold
Coldplay
The Collective Few
Craig Cardiff
The Dandy Warhols
Daren Hayes
Dashboard Confessional
David Bowie
David Gray
David Guetta
Death By Stereo
Death Cab For Cutie
Depeche Mode
Dido
Die Toten Hosen
The Dresdon Dolls
The Eagles
Embrace
Emery
The F-Ups
The Faint
Fall Out Boy
Fatboy Slim
Feeder
The Feeling
Fine Yound Cannibals
Finger Eleven
Fiona Apple
First lady
Five Times August
Fragma
The Fray
Friday Hill
From First To Last
Frou Frou
Fuel
Garbagebr Get Cape.Wear Cape.Fly
Gnarls Barkley
Godsmack
Goldfrapp
Good Goo Dolls
Good Charlotte
The Green Room
Guns N Roses
Hanson
Hard-Fi
Hawthorne Heights
Hedley
Hilary Duff
Hinder
Hoobastank
Howie Day
IKO
InMe
Jamie T
Jack Johnson
Jason Mraz
Jet
Keith Urban
Kelly Osborne
The Killers
Lacuna Coil
Lifehouse
The Libertines
Madeleine Peyroux
Madonna
Maroon 5
Massive Attack
Matchbox 20
Michael Jackson
Mike and the Mechanics
Muse
N*E*R*D
Nelly Furtado
The New Pornographers
Nicole Richie
Nina Simone
No Doubt
Nouvelle Vague
Number One Gun
Oasis
On Tracy Lane
Our Lady Peace
Oxide and Neutrino
Panic! at the Disco
Papa Roach
Paul Weller
Phil Collins
Pink
Pink Floyd
Plain White T's
The Police
Portished
The Postal Service
Pretty Girl Make Graves
Prince
Puddle of Mudd
Pulp
The Pussycat Dolls
Queen
R.Kelly
The Raconteurs
Razorlight
Relient K
Remy Zero
Rhianna
The Rolling Stones
Rooney
Ryan Huston
Sade
Saliva
Santana
Savage Garden
Seal
Seether
Semisonic
Senses Fail
Silverchair
Simple Plan
Sixpence None the Richer
Slipknot
Smile Empty Soul
Some Girls
Sophie Ellis Bextor
Staind
Starsailor
Static-X
Stereo Total
Stereophonics
Sting
Straighlight Run
The Streets
The Submarines
Superchik
Switchfoot
T-Pain
T-Rex
t.A.T.U
Taio Cruz
Taking Back Sunday
Tesla
Third Eye Blind
Three Days Grace
Three Doors Down
Thursday
Tilly and the Wall
Tim McGraw
Timothy Simpson
The Title, The Author
Tracy Chapman
Trapt
Travis
The Trend(Narration)
U2
Underdog project
Unwritten Law
The Used
Usher
The Verve
Ween
The White Stripes
The Who
Wintersleep
Yann Tiersen

Movies:

MOVIES
-Inside I'm dancing
-Calender Girls
-Angela's Ashes
-Panic Room
-28 Days
-Murder By Numbers
-Artificial Intelligence
-Evelyn
-A Love Story
-Breakfast At Tiffany's
-Hope Floats
-Edward Scissorhands
-Footloose
-To Kill A Mockingbird
-Coyote Ugly
-Black Beauty
-Princess Diaries 1
-The Prince and I
-Snow White
-Bambi
-Cinderella
-Days of Thunder
-My Girl (and 2)
-Hitch
-Wedding Crashers
-Sylvia
-Girl, Interupted
-A Beautiful Mind
-The Life of David Gale
-The Notebook
-Little Black Book
-Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
-I am sam
-Dirty dancing
-Pretty Woman
-Mississippi Burning
-Mr and Mrs Smith

Television:

Tellyvision
Trinny and Susanna
Parkinson
Graham Norton
HOUSE
ER
Smallville
Some Mother's do 'ave 'em
Green Wing
Hustle
SKINS
HOME AND AWAY
NEIGHBOURS
Etc

Books:

Books
Notes on a scandal- Zoe Heller
The God Squad- Paddy Doyle
Prozac Nation-Elizabeth Wurtzel
Refugee Boy- Benjamin Zephaniah
The Bell Jar-Sylvia Plath
Massive-Julia Bell
Birthday letters(poetry)-Ted Hughes
Ariel(poetry)-Sylvia Plath
A Bright Red Scream(documentary)-Marilee Strong
We Need To Talk About Kevin-Lionel Shriver
The Trick is to Keep Breathing-Janice Galloway
The Lovely Bones-Alice Sebold
The Love Lessons- David Belbin
The Best Little Girl In The World-Steven Levenkron
When I Was Five I Killed Myself- Howard Buten
A Gathering Light-Jenifer Donnelly
A Certain Age-Rebecca Ray
Daydream Girl-Bella Pollen
Private Peaceful-Michael Morpurgo
My Summer of Love-Helen Cross
This Lullaby-Sarah Dessen
The Raw Shark Texts