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Momma Bear

The clock on the wall ticks louder every second as I try to close my eyes, alas the dark won't come

About Me

Well let's see I was born and raised in Sparta, and now I have lived in Belleville going on three years. I like it here but I miss that hometown feeling..... I have a wonderful husband, that is wonderfully full of shit on any given day. We will be married one year on the 26th of May. We have a baby boy that is almost 7months and he is the light of my life, and I wouldn't change the way things turned out for anything. I have some of the greatest friends that I would do anything for on the drop of a dime, because I know they would do the same for me. I like to go out and have a good time, but mostly I like to stay home with my little man Alex because he's so damn cute, I can't help it...okay enough about me....you probably stopped reading like 3 sentences ago, so leave a comment and let me know you were here!!!
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Once upon a time there was a spiritual seeker named Jiva. After trying many different ways to become pure and holy and attain enlightenment, he had gained a great degree of self-control. He was no longer blindly reactive to the actions of people, places and things he came in contact with. Nor did he squander energy with unnecessary physical or mental tension. Selflessness and humility had replaced greed and egoism and thus he spared himself any of the suffering that is the automatic result of those behaviors. And yet, Jiva still felt uneasiness within himself. Despite being able to experience states of bliss while sitting in meditation, he recognized that there was a sense of desperation deep inside that even feelings of ecstasy and glorious visions couldn’t dissipate.Recognizing his need for help, Jiva journeyed to see his teacher, Moksha. After reaching his destination and being warmly welcomed, he proceeded to tell of his frustration, anxiety, and how this made him feel that he was a spiritual failure. Moksha at once knew the cause and cure of his student’s problem. “My beloved Jiva, you have attained great things. You have understood what actions are beneficial and which are not, and on a conscious level, no longer do those things that diminish your serenity and well being. Your problem is a very common one and is on a subconscious level. You are suffering from feelings of guilt and unworthiness. This comes from identifying with an illusionary vision of who you are. Long ago you were told you had to act in certain ways and believe in things that you no longer do.For instance, it was impressed on you that if you didn’t sit exactly the way you were taught was proper in first grade, you were being “a bad boy”. Similarly, you were expected to believe in Santa Claus and were led to believe that this and other fairy tales were the basis of whether you would find life enjoyable. As a matter of fact, you were taught that many of your actions were “sins” and would doom you to hell for eternity. There were also times in your life that your actions caused pain or suffering to others and are proper to regret and never repeat. You have kept these things within you and have never dealt with them. Much like someone who has a tooth that looks white and healthy on the outside but has an abscess within, you have a need for spiritual dentistry to cleanse the dis-ease process within you.” Moksha then taught Jiva the End of Guilt meditation technique. Jiva sat in meditation and soon purged himself of all subconscious feelings of guilt. He then realized the purity, wisdom, and bliss of his infinite, eternal Real Self, and lived happily ever after.

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Rollin on the Coaster

I don't know if it's always going to be this way.....   Somedays you're up....and then somedays you're down There are days when I am so sure that the sky is going to fall down on my head and crus...
Posted by Momma Bear on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:31:00 PST

Are old friends old news?

As I get older.... I wonder... Are old friends old news?   I find it harder and harder to keep up with my old friends.   Maybe they can't relate, I'm cool with that. I live a life a little d...
Posted by Momma Bear on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 07:02:00 PST

pAIN wItHoUT LOVe....can’t get enuf.....

I am UGH right now When everything was going so well or so I thought ...... Does everyone hide behind these fake masks of who they really are? Do they see you coming and prepare themselves.........
Posted by Momma Bear on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:53:00 PST

Back in

Yes  I will finally be putting some new pics up....so quit bitching at me to do it.....my internet will be up after a year of not having it at home tomorrow, so that's when you need to check it o...
Posted by Momma Bear on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 12:28:00 PST

Baby Alex is almost here!!!!!!!

I am so excited! Today I go in to be induced.......although there is only a 30% chance that I will deliver natural we are going to give a try....... Either way by Saturday our little man will be here!...
Posted by Momma Bear on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 09:41:00 PST

Oh baby baby it's a boy

So I found out that I am having a boy, his name is Alexander Gabriel Kiefer! I can't wait to see his precious little face and hold him in my arms and not my belly! The baby shower is April 15th at my ...
Posted by Momma Bear on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:13:00 PST

Bad Girl

So I know....I have been a bad myspacer lately, just wanted to say hi to all of you and that I am doing great and getting fatter everyday! Keep sending me love and I am seriously working on getting ba...
Posted by Momma Bear on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 11:48:00 PST

Pregnancy&making fat jokes

So being pregnant is an emotional roller coaster, everything upsets me, when deep down I feel like an idiot for getting upset...... Don't tease me about being fat, because, yes my ass is getting bigge...
Posted by Momma Bear on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:29:00 PST

Baby in my belly!

IT's true I am pregnant! Due on July 8th! Hope for me that it will be a girl I have my first ultra sound on the 28th of NOVI will keep ya'll posted!!!YAY ME! Yay Bry
Posted by Momma Bear on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:36:00 PST

tears for a shoulder that's not there

I hate crying!  I hate crying tears for a shoulder that's not there.  I keep hoping time will change you, but I am beginning to wonder if there is even that much time in the days we have lef...
Posted by Momma Bear on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:24:00 PST