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bEauTyFooLisH

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About Me


::A lil something about me::
1. My name is Norul Uyuun , just call me Uyun or Norul .
2. I'm quiet, deep, complex and private. =)
3. I'm not snobby. Not me.
4. I am a very instinctive and intuitive type of person. Hmmm, go figure.
5. I am extremely sensitive, but I hate to show peeps how sensitive I can be.
6. Its hard for me to open up, dont ask me why.
7. When I'm really into something, I'll give my best effort in doing it but when I'm lazy then thats it, I'm gone.
8. When I'm mad, I get REALLY mad and it takes time for me to forgive that somebody who've pissed me off. Thats my BAD side, so dont mess around with me.
9. My star sign is SCORPIO , you know what they say about Scorpions, aite.
10. Am a sucker for cute guys with pretty eyes =) heehe
11. I'm just another human being, I make mistakes.
12. I'm a dreamer.
13. I'd rather be asleep than awake. I am not a big fan of reality .
14. I can't live one day without those who I love , I might as well just DIE too.
15. Oowh yeah, and I DONT CARE whatever YOU want to say about me. =)
16. Been through a lot in life, wish I could be somebody else, but then there wouldnt be ME.
17. I have no regrets, but sometimes, I wish things would be different.
18. Btw, dont try to fool me. I mark your words. I remember every single thing that you say. Yeap, psycho gurl, I am. ;)
19. I'm a bit dramatic . Yeah.It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return.
But it is more painful when you love someone and never find the courage to tell that someone how you feel.
You dont know what you've got until you've lost it.
But then again, you dont know whats missing until it arrives.


::Come, Take A Walk With Me::
+ Unspoken Words
+ My Friendster page.

bEauTyFooLisH Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

My Interests


::I'm Lovin' It::
+ music
+ traveling
+ daydreaming
+ cruising
+ exploring
+ shopping
+ spending
+ winding
+ dining
+ chatting via ym! or msn
+ ice cream.. my fave is vanilla.
+ pink is my fave colour but I'm not pink top to bottom tho'
+ I love the beach. Blue skies, white sand, waves crushing on the shore and the feel of the wind on my face. Goshh, I miss my second home.

I'd like to meet:


::Hey Peeps..Listen::
+ family and close friends only
+ interesting people is however exceptional ;)
+ those who STICK TO THEIR WORDS and not just telling me lies
+ I'm ALLERGIC to LIARS and FAKE FRIENDS, I dont need y'all
+ Owh yeah btw, I dont care wateva you want to say about me.. You dont know me..BUZZ OFF..


The Art Of Letting Go
It's over. He's gone.
Why do we have to part
while the love is still there?
Why do we have to suffer?
Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end?
Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?
There are questions left unanswered,
words left unsaid, letters left unread,
poems left undone, songs left unsung,
love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled.
In a relationship,
one of the hardest things to do
is saying goodbye and letting go.
It is as hard as breaking a crystal
because you'll never know
when you will be able
to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go,
feel not the pain of parting,
it is they who stay behind that suffer,
because they are left with memories of a love
that was meant to be, a love that was.
At the beginning and at the end of a relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem,
but that's the way love goes.
That's the drama,
the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love.
After all, nothing is constant but change.
Everything will eventually come to its end
without us knowing when,
without us knowing how,
without us even knowing why.
And we must forget not
because we have to
but because we have to.
In letting go,
sorrows come not as a single spy
but in batallion.
It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do,
every song you hear, every turn of your head,
every move of your body, every beat of your heart,
every blink of your eye and every breath you take
always reminds you of him.
It's like a stab of a knife,
a torture in the night.
Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated
when only one person is missing.
Just imagine, there are billion people on earth
and yet it seems you feel lonely
and empty without the other.
I don't know if it's worth calling an art,
but letting go entails special skills sparkled
with a considerable space and time.
Time heals all wounds
but it takes a little push on our part.
Acceptance plays a part.
Not all love stories end with
"...and they live happily ever after."
Sometimes we have to part
because of circumstances beyond our control.
We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others.
We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains.
Every beginning has its end
like every dawn has its dusk.
It's something we can't control
Something we had to live up.
It's over. He's gone.
But life has to go on.
Goodbye doesn't always mean forever.
There will always be a place and time
where questions will be answered,
words will be spoken,
letters will be read,
poems will be recited in the night,
songs will be sung in harmony,
love will be expressed in solitude
and promises will be fulfilled.
Somewhere.
Somehow.
Someday.

Music:


::DJ, Play My Music::
+ I have universal ears. As long as its good music, then you got my vote.
+ I dont judge a certain artist by their appearance or the type of music they play. As long as I enjoy their songs, then its all goood.
+ I have a soft spot for RnB music =)
+ Am in love with my gurls A-KEYS, AMANDA PEREZ, ANGIE MARTINEZ, THE VERONICAS.

Movies:


::My Fave Movies::
+ LOTR (I heart Legolas) -- my all-time FAVE
+ drive me crazy
+ crazy beautyfool
+ she's all that
+ save the last dance
+ you got served
+ TROY
+ hitch
+ 13 going on 30
+ honey
+ 10 things I hate about you

Television:


::Turn On The TV::
+ buffy the vamp slayer
+ desperate housewifes
+ c.s.i
+ smallville
+ gilmore girls
+ mtv
+ channel [v]
+ one tree hill
+ prison break
+ ghost whisperer
+ espn esp. asian x-games
+ anything on axn and starworld
+ ok I admit it. I can't live without ASTRO..hee.

Books:


::My Chicken Soup::
+ All-American Girl by meg cabot (taught me how to SEE and LISTEN)
+ seventeen
+ cleo
+ female
+ the sisterhood of the traveling pants volume 1,2 and 3.. --my ALL-TIME FAVE

Heroes:


::My Heroes::
+ my family esp. my beloved daddy and mommy dearest..

My Blog

10 Reasons Why You Shouldnt Make Me Fall In Love With YOU

(created by myself..yes, I've been in love..my feelings are true..)1. You'll be the one that I'll cherish most.2. You'll be the last thing on my mind before I close my eyes.3. You'll be the one that's...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

HITCH WAS SO DAMN AWESOME

ermm..i saw HITCH today..such an incredible movie...memang tak rugi la dat i choose to watch it just now...if i was a guy...i'd totally learn a thing or two bout how to love and treat a gurl rite...bu...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

its already MARCH...

i cant believe how fast time flew by...its already MARCH...erghhh march huh...owhh well....we'll see how things will turn out rite...i bet it wont turn out as the way i want it to be...like always..i'...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wat a strange feeling...

ok so yesterday...was kinda weird huh...damn freaking weird if you ask me...cuz out of nowhere...my long lost "good" fren text me in the middle of the nite asking how stuffs are with me after about ap...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Slipped Away

i dedicate this song by Avril to my late grandpa..somehow, i miss you Atok.. I miss you Miss you so bad I don't forget you Oh it's so sad I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly The ...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

and i finally realise why i cannot move on...DAMN

i've been sitting around and thinking a lot lately....and i finally came to realise why i cannot move on...even though yeah well its been a few weeks now...and from what i've found out...the reason......
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what the hell is wrong with me???

i dunno why i'm writing this...cuz i know in the end all this will ever do is make me feel upset and sad and sick to my stomach but i'm gonna write this thing anyway...cuz i feel so sick and i dont wa...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

questions i have in my mind.. answers i hope i'll find..

why cant i be different?why am i so small?why am i so scared?why cant i be brave?why am i so selfish?why do i worry so much?why do i hate myself so much?why am i so blind?why cant i be that special so...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm finally 18..and i'm not happy..

yeahh...i'm finally 18...damn...Time does fly...and to tell you the truth...i've lived so many lives tho i'm not old...been thru a lot in life...i've experience so many things...felt so many emotions....
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i miss you dear..i really do miss you..

Have you ever missed someone and felt terrible because you think that he/she doesn't miss you? Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time,sweet feeling. You will be sitting around wondering if...
Posted by bEauTyFooLisH on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST