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Michelle

The most amazing thing I've found is people usually look outwards & project on others what they

About Me

I am 26 yrs old. I am madly in love with the most incredible man ever made(sorry girls-he's mine!)I have 2 boys- Riley & Nigel. Eric and I have a gorgeous lil girl named Emma Grace, and I have two step sons- Zhain & Cody who has autism. I am 3/4irish and 1/4 native american Cherokee tribe. I'm kinda a walkin contradiction cuz I believe we should try to love everyone and yet I don't like people.I hate tweekers and all other shady people!! I love peace, and consideration. I love the rain!!I have no regrets.I LOVE MUSIC- all kinds! I Love art, philosophy, psychology, and learning about different religions. People are hard to please. I think it's because they don't really know what they want. They think they know but then they get it and they still aren't happy. Am I the only one who knows that it starts with me? We have to be happy with ourselves b4 we can make anyone else happy, and we cannot depend on others for our happiness. I believe happiness is shared, not given. As for politics(I hate politics):I don't agree with the war in Iraq-or any war for that matter. I guess I'm liberal. I support a womens right to choose. I no longer vote since it's been made very clear that democracy has died or else Bush wouldn't even be president. I like testing limits and I have involuntarily been de-sensitized to the blood, gore, and unearthly topics that run through the minds of several movie directors/writers. I feel I have led a full life already and even the painful parts are now somehow beautiful to me.The world is an amazing school I feel I am privledged to experience this life. I am at the same time DISGUSTED with a portion of humanity. I have a "five minute fake limit" -which means I can put up with someone plastic, shallow, or full of lies, without tearing into them for five minutes and then I have to walk away. Since our world is crammed with fake people, I don't go out much. I stay home and watch them from a safe distance on the television.

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My Interests

I am interested in so much-I'll just tell you what I'm not interested in: hateful people, violence of any kind, pointless illegible grafitti, & brussel sprouts. Outer Space is my favorite!! What a phenominal aspect of our reality. It makes me think about how teeny-tiny we really are in the grand scheme of things.

I'd like to meet:

(anyone dealing with or interested in learning about Autism)I like meeting people in general, after all, it's how I found my Eric.HERE'S A POEM:" Else our lives are inconmplete, standing in these walls of time, broken stairways, where the feet stumble as they seek to climb. All are architects of fate, working in these walls of time; some with massive deeds and great, some with ornaments of rhyme. Nothing useless is, or low; each thing in it's place is best; and what seems but idle show, strengthens and supports the rest. Whether we look or whether we listen, we hear life murmur or see it glisten.

Music:

MUSIC IS YOUR ONLY FRIEND UNTIL THE END! Most Faves: Eric Amelang, Radiohead,INCUBUS, Depeche Mode, Sarah McLachlin, Massive Attack, Portishead, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Air, Tori Amos,JUNIOR BOYS,RedCellOne, Delerium, Poe, D.J. Shadow, Fionna Apple, MOS DEF, Lauryn Hill, Prince, Dead can Dance, Smashing Pumpkins, The Cure, Spiderworks, man it's hard to stop!!Mad Season, Meat Beat Manifesto, Skinny Puppy, Fleetwood Mac, The beatles, Alice in Chains, Stone Templ Pilots, System of a Down, London after Midnight, Rage against the Machine, Jimi Hendrix, Cold Play, Jewel, The Orb, Unkle,TAWK, Dishwalla, David Bowie, Aphex Twin, The Rolling Stones, Tears for Fears, Human League,Talking Heads,The Doors, Bob Marley, Goapele, Siouxie & the Banshees, Pink Floyd,Curtis Mayfield, Genesis,Beastie Boys, Amadeus Mozart, Dido,Brother

Movies:

Altered States, American Beauty, High Fidelity, Garden State, The Wedding Singer, Disney's Alice & Wonderland, The Wizard of Oz, Session 9, Life as a House, Friday..........

Television:

Everybody Loves Raymond,Forensic Files, Roseanne, Twilight Zone, I Love Lucy, Judge Judy- she won't take crap from no one!!Oh, and of course the Simpsons......Invader Zim, House, The upside down show:), Fresh Prince of Bel-air, The Cosby Show- I enjoy T.V. It 's sad that some people are weak enough to be sooo influnced by it though. I really love the science channel.

Books:

The 12th planet-Zacharia Sitchin, The Celestine Prophecies, anything non-fiction having to do with psychology, religion, paranormal research. I love the childrens books called "Scary Stories to tell in the dark" they have some wicked sick art- it's amazing!

Heroes:

ERIC!!!!!MY HERO!! Swiss Chemist Albert Hoffman, and D.J Shadow, Kevin Spacey, Al Pacino......Salvador Dali