Natasha's List of Music She Loves to Hate!
Guess what. I don't give a shit anymore. Also, I drive race cars. Also, I like photography. Also, I'm very pissed off right and here is why: There is nothing more frustrating in life than being good at something and not having the means to pursue it. It is even more so than just being bad at everything which frankly is a blessing in disguise. I truly feel as though I am far too old for my age but at the same time feel like I'm too old for what I haven't accomplished. Time is on my side but it certainly is slipping away fast. I'm actually afraid for the first time in my life of just letting myself get hurt to the point of no return. I feel like I'm naked in front of an audience (which may not be a bad thing some would think, but it is). In conclusion, I'm sick of where my life is and I can't wait for shit to stop being petty and starting to have real meaning for the future. I hope this makes a lick of sense.