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vampbaby

I am here for Friends

About Me

I don't use MySpace for blogging, but I do post fiction and maintain a journal elsewhere. In the unlikely event you are interested, you can send me a message and I'll link you to it.

My Interests

Writing, music, reading, walking, running, guitar, working out.

I'd like to meet:

People who are interested in music and other writers.I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

Music:

R.E.M., Gilby Clarke, Rob Zombie, W.A.S.P., Lizzy Borden, L.A. Guns, Bob Dylan, Loreena McKennitt, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Motley Crue, White Zombie, Pantera, Korn, DragonForce, Stratovarius, Flogging Molly, The Pogues, Black 47, The Drovers, The Bicycle Thief, Thelonious Monster, Bob Forrest, Robyn Hitchcock, Rammstein, Dead Can Dance, Mott the Hoople, Joy Division.Guitarists: Vinnie Moore, Steve Vai, Tony Macalpine, Herman Li, Tracii Guns, Mick Mars, Gilby Clarke.

Movies:

Thunderheart, The Matrix, The Usual Suspects, Fight Club, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Romeo is Bleeding, Immortal Beloved -- anything with Gary Oldman really, Eddie Izzard: Glorious, House of 1000 Corpses, Eddie Izzard: Dress to Kill, Naked Lunch, Touch

Television:

Law & Order: Criminal Intent, Columbo, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Project Runway, Celebrity Rehab

Books:

Speak Memory, Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, The Ticket That Exploded, Junky, City of the Red Night, Nova Express, In Youth Is Pleasure, On the Heights of Despair, The Temptation to Exist, The Trouble With Being Born, Tears and Saints, Shadowdance, Darkness Take My Hand, A Drink Before the War, History and Utopia, Diaries of Franz Kafka, The Complete Poems of John Wilmot Earl of Rochester, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Touch, Standish, The Burning Pen

Heroes:

Emil Cioran, William Burroughs, Michael StipeI Can't
W.A.S.P.

I can't laugh I can't cry I can't see inside of me
Don't know the reason why
I ain't straight
And I ain't high
I'm the ugly in between
Can't live and I can't die
I wanna scream
And I can't win
My life's a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I can't feel
And I can't love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I can't laugh
And I can't smile
I'll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I can't love
And I can't feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me
I can't fuck
I can't feel
I'm one bizzare motherfucker
What the fuck's inside of me
I'll kill the beast so to free my soul
And smash the mirrors that won't let me go
Oh if there's a smile that ya see
It's only the clockwork orange that's in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I'll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengence that's in me
And bury the mirror that's inside me
Walk Unafraid
R.E.M.

as the sun comes up, as the moon
goes down
these heavy notions creep around
it makes me think
long ago I was brought into
this life a little lamb
a little lamb
courageous, stumbling
fearless was my middle name.
but somewhere there I
lost my way
everyone walks the same
expecting me to step
the narrow path they've laid
they claim to
walk unafraid
I'll be clumsy instead
hold my love me or leave me
high.
say "keep within the boundaries if you want to play."
say "contradiction only makes it harder."
how can I be
what I want to be?
when all I want to do is strip away
these stilled constraints
and crush this charade
shred this sad masquerade
I don't need no persuading
I'll trip, fall, pick myself up and
walk unafraid
I'll be clumsy instead
hold my love me or leave me
high.
if I have a bag of rocks to carry as I go
I just want to hold my head up high
I don't care what I have to step over
I'm prepared to look you in the eye
look me in the eye
and if you see familiarity
then celebrate the contradiction
help me when I fall to
walk unafraid
I'll be clumsy instead
hold my love me or leave me
high.
walk unafraid
I'll be clumsy instead
hold my love me or leave me
high.
You Are The Everything
R.E.M.

Sometimes I feel like I can't even sing (say, say, the light)
I'm very scared for this world
I'm very scared for me
Eviscerate your memory
Here's a scene
You're in the back seat laying down
The windows wrap around
To sound of the travel and the engine
All you hear is time stand still in travel
and feel such peace and absolute
The stillness still that doesn't end
But slowly drifts into sleep
The stars are the greatest thing you've ever seen
And they're there for you
For you alone you are the everything
I think about this world a lot and I cry
And I've seen the films and the eyes
But I'm in this kitchen
Everything is beautiful
And she is so beautiful
She is so young and old
I look at her and I see the beauty
Of the light of music
The voices talking somewhere in the house
Late spring and you're drifting off to sleep
With your teeth in your mouth
You are here with me
You are here with me
You have been here and you are everything
At My Most Beautiful
R.E.M.

I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile
I read bad poetry
into your machine
I save your messages
just to hear your voice.
you always listen carefully
to awkwards rhymes.
you always say your name.
like I woulden't know it's you,
at your most beautiful.
I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile
at my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes secretly.
with every one, whisper I love you.
I let you sleep.
I know you're closed eye watching me,
listening.
I thought I saw a smile.
I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile