maria

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%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A..START BZOINK.COMI deff come off as something that i am not. I will always take the time out to help someone through their problems. Having fun and acting crazy is what I live for. You can ask me anything and I will answer truthfully wihout giving it a second thought. I have been through alot so I don't judge people based on what they are or where they come from ect. If there is one cookie left in the cookie jar I won't eat it unless you split it with me. I believe that the dead are always by our side as spirts/ghosts and that makes me feel content. I always try to make a joke out of a bad situation. If there is fighting going on just laugh it makes everything so much better lol. I tend to think too much. Money can't buy you happiness. Time is crazy. I can't flirt for the life of me. I love the beach at night.*****************************************This is from my music page... hold me down/tie me up i know you wanna give it to me real tough watch me cry/hear me yell youll try and be my only hell take me in pull me close because its this you'll miss the most . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i am something you can never fully have . . . . you'll never know how much i can turn you on.u can brainwash yourself to think that girls are all the same but thats not true.you will never know the fire between me and you.the desire in getting lost in lust.and the feeling of my thrust.i can feel you want me whenever you are near.and i wish you would see i want this so much it sometimes makes me tear. and to think the only thing thats stopping it is your fear.i want you. to kiss you would be the most sacred thing to me-to kiss you and you kiss me sometimes you want somthing so much and so long...its just...numbing even if we kissed and you told me that every other girl that you ever kissed in your life was better i would just smile and laugh bc that wouldnt hurt-not kissing you killswhy are you a part of me?why are always with me where ever i go?why do i deam of you?do you think of me?i wanna kiss youi wanna hold youi want you on meunder mebeside meand...*~there are times i look forward in seeing you in my mind-just to feel my heart beat faster-pretending you will be waiting outside-wishing...~*the end.I wanna fall asleep-I wanna run and hide- I wanna act all crazy just to prove that I'm alieve.People say I am strong but how else could I be when things have always turned their backs just to torture me?XXXXX I am so sorry and upset that if I were to let you cut open my chest you would see my heart hysterical crying and scared XXXXX